Lu Nancheng looked at the pain in her eyes, went to her side and hugged her: "you make me very uncomfortable, because I have no way to feel your pain, but I want to help you, you don't push me away in this matter, OK?"
Before waiting for her to speak, he patted her on the shoulder and asked her to look at herself: "you know how much I love you, so whether you have recovered your memory or not, I will not dislike you. You must believe me, OK?"
Song Jin nodded: "how can I not believe you? If I don't believe you, I won't stay with you all the time, or even take care of you so attentively. I just think that if I want to rely on my own strength to recover my memory, I can give you a surprise, so I can try my best to convince myself that those happy times before are real, not empty Unreal, is you give me those happiness, belongs to us two people, you understand? I'm just trying to get closer to you. "
Lu Nancheng was moved by what she said and hugged her tightly, as if he wanted to bury her in his body.
"If you have something you don't know, you can ask me. I know you have slowly remembered something. Don't worry. Take your time. We still have a lifetime. I can wait for you all the time."
"You can always wait for me, but grandfather can't wait. He needs a grandson, but my body can't give you a child for the time being."
"Don't talk nonsense, haven't we been working hard? What's more, you have recovered a little memory now. I believe we will do better and better in the future, but now my arm is injured. When my arm is ready, let's try again, OK
Is he just inviting himself? Song Jin wanted to laugh, but in this case, it would be strange to laugh. It seemed that they were not saying some words of mutual understanding, but some words of love. She naturally restrained her smile.
Since this conversation, their feelings seem to have a qualitative leap.
It turns out that it's such a beautiful thing to be happy with each other, but seeing Song Jin feel more and more guilty about herself, she even regards giving birth to a child as a task, pressure and burden, and she is becoming more and more anxious. Lu Nancheng can't see it anymore, so she decides to take her out to relax.
Two people have been to the island before. This time, they plan to go to the southern town to have a look, to ease her mood, to experience the bridge, the flowing water and the fresh and humid air there.
Song Jin is also very happy when she learns that. She is thinking that in the process of traveling, if we don't want to have something with him, and his body has no burden now, she thinks it's time.
Although they didn't say it clearly, Lu Nancheng was also sensitive to her intention, and they became very tacit. After a day's journey, they went back to the hotel, first got bored on the sofa for a while, and then went to bed.
Taking advantage of the night to explore each other in depth, and even pick a day is not a safe period, she felt that the only way to improve their pregnancy rate.
Lu Nancheng told her, don't have so much pressure, otherwise the pain will only be her own, and the more you want something, those things will not come, but if you don't want to, it will jump out, so don't force yourself to think about these things, give yourself a relaxed mood, happy to enjoy everything.
Song Jin promised, but her body was very honest. At the beginning, Lu Nancheng was still very excited, but she always took pregnancy as the premise in this matter, so they didn't let go, but it made him always feel strange, as if it was for the sake of giving birth.
This kind of feeling has been lingering in my heart, for a long time, he did not tell her.
The small town in the South really gives people a very comfortable feeling, misty rain, just like coming to the fairyland on earth.
Song Jin is very happy, but she is more urgent to have a child, so she is always absent-minded to play during the day, and at night, she is extremely demanding, Lu Nancheng really can't see it any more, so she plans to take her around during the day, and at night she has no energy to make trouble.
"You can relax a little and don't think about these things all the time. Otherwise, these things will always be in your mind, which will affect your mood. I didn't bring you out to let you have children."
He fondly stroked her hair and looked into her eyes with a smile: "wife, don't put so much pressure on me. I'm afraid."
Song Jin couldn't laugh or cry: "what are you afraid of? I'm not trying to do anything. "
"But like this every day, I'm not afraid to kill the cow."
Lu Nancheng looked at her helplessly: "can you let me have a rest? If you really tired me out, when my son came out and asked you, what about dad? Then I'll tell him that dad is too tired. In order to give birth to you, he hasn't recovered for so many years. "
Song Jin gas of stare at him one eye: "do you have a serious?"
I just want to make you happy. "Lu Nancheng was very aggrieved: "I brought you out to relax. Don't put so much pressure on yourself. I don't want you to end up like Jiang Ya. Do you want to be like her?"
Song Jin retorted: "our two situations are different."
But even though she was refuting, she knew that the situation of her and Jiang Ya was almost the same. It was because she knew Jiang Ya's situation so well that she proposed not to live in Lu's old house. Otherwise, she was afraid that she would suffer from depression like her.
Although she has always been cheerful, but in such an environment, can not guarantee.
"You know it in your heart. I don't want to force you. Don't put too much pressure on yourself."
Lu Nancheng kiss her forehead, eyes doting: "whether we have children or not, you are my most important."
She also nodded: "well, I know."
Since these days, she has seen Lu Nancheng's feelings for her clearly, but she can't tell him about her agreement with the old man. Therefore, she is under great pressure. Even if he says so, she can't relax her vigilance. She must have a baby quickly, otherwise she will have to go away when the two-year period comes.
Lu Nancheng didn't know how reluctant she was. During this period of time, she was slowly falling into the enemy's hands.
Especially after she slowly recovered a little memory, she felt that her love for him was more and more strong, even no less than his.
She sighed and put her arms around his waist. "Shall we try again tonight?"
"Try again?"
Lu Nancheng couldn't laugh or cry, but he had to answer her.