Chapter 175

The memory is too far away. Li Luochen didn't remember the details of many things when he was a child. But today, Shen Lin seems to have hypnotized him. The past is surging out and can't stop.

Li Luochen lived in an old house when he was a child. In winter, the heating temperature was very low. Even in his room, he could see the white smoke from his mouth and nose. There was only one bed in the room. Little Li Luochen and his mother crowded on the bed every night. Next to the window pasted by newspapers, there was a gloomy wind outside.

Occasionally, my mother earned more money by working, and would buy some broken coal to burn. But it's not good quality coal. There's no way to help them through the long night. Many times, Li Luochen wakes up in the morning with a cool nose. Cold dizziness brain swelling, waiting to go to the kindergarten warm.

Before her mother died, Li Luochen liked kindergarten very much. Although the kindergarten teachers are not friendly to him. Children are also extremely annoying, but Li Luochen knows that the kindergarten food is delicious, heating is also warm. All this, all with Li Luochen mother's death suddenly stopped. What remains is a long sigh and endless silence.

After two years of life, Li Luochen always avoided to think of that day. The day he tried to avoid it was revealed by Shen Lin in a unimaginative way. The dusty memory is like an old book, once it is opened. Rolling is the old ash, pungent and choking... At the same time, also recalled his memory.

In a trance, Li Luochen seems to have returned to the old house.

Along the track of memory, Li Luochen seems to be on the scene. None of the memories in his mind can be more real than this. Feeling, breath, taste... Even the creaking sound he stepped on the floor, he could hear clearly.

Through the dark and long corridor, Li Luochen came to his own door. He hesitated a little and started to open the door... In the room, he was just six years old and was going to be sent to school by his mother.

Recalling his childhood, Li Luochen blinked. Shen Lin felt his long eyelashes across the palm of her hand. She couldn't help but want to withdraw her hand.

Shen Lin's arm just slightly moved, Li Luochen caught her hand in time. Pressing Shen Lin's hand on his face, Li Luochen looks solemn and solemn.

"Li Luochen, you..."

"Don't talk." Li Luochen said coldly, "don't let go."

If in peacetime, Shen Lin would have refused. The more he doesn't allow it, Shen Lin wants to do it... Shen Lin doesn't have it today. She feels vaguely that Li Luochen doesn't seem to be right.

Shen Lin can't answer what's wrong. She obeyed Li Luochen and didn't move any more.

Li Luochen continued to look at himself in his memory.

This is the first day of Li Luochen's sixth birthday. He has no new clothes, no birthday present, but he still feels very happy. Because his mother told him that after his birthday, he would grow up to one year old, further away from becoming an adult.

Li Luochen likes to become an adult. In his view, growing up means making more money.

Adults are powerful, rich, and nobody dares to mess with them.

Mom, when I come back from kindergarten, will I become an adult soon? Li Luochen asked.

Li Luochen used to ask this every time. His mother would give him a positive answer, but on this day, she did not.

Luochen, mother's Luochen. Li Feihua reached out and touched his face, muttering, son, mother's good son... Can you promise mother one thing?

All right! Li Luochen answered happily. What's the matter?

Seeing his son's ignorant face, Li Feihua hugs him heartily. Li Luochen forced to embrace in his arms, Li Feihua voice choked said, son, can you promise mother. Never forget mom?

How long will it last forever? Li Luochen doesn't know.

Mom, my son won't forget you. Li Luochen replied solemnly that you are the mother that your son always loves. Even if his son dies, his son will never forget you.

Li Luochen's words just finished, Li Feihua's face immediately changed.

Luochen! You can't say that! Never, never say that! Li Feihua emotional said, you want to live! No matter what happens, you have to live! Even if mom died! You live, too! You know what?

Li Luochen doesn't understand. Mom, are you going to die?

Of course, Li Feihua will.

Li Luochen asked, what about me? Will I die, too?

Li Feihua wiped his face and said to him, Luochen, you should remember that no matter where you go in the future, you should learn to be patient.

What is forbearance? Li Luochen still doesn't understand.

Worried about mother sad sad, Li Luochen desperately nodded, mother at ease. Son, remember.

Li Feihua grabs Li Luochen's shoulder and her forehead rests on Li Luochen's forehead. As if he was afraid of anyone hearing him, Li Feihua kept his voice to the lowest level when he spoke.

Luochen, the world. Everyone has a disguise. Li Feihua said in a low voice, they treat you well, smile at you, kiss you... Many times. It's all camouflage.

So is mom? Li Luochen asks, does mother also have camouflage? Yes, mom has a disguise, too. Li Feihua has no choice but to smile, but her mother can promise you that from now on, her mother will not pretend to you any more. Li Luochen tilted his head to see her, mom, you are so strange today, what happened? Son, you need to grow up quickly! Li Feihua's tears fall down, grow up quickly, see through those disguises quickly... Only in this way can you survive. Mom, I'm scared when you talk like that. Li Luochen feels very uncomfortable. Mom, don't talk like this. OK or not? Li Feihua didn't respond to his son's request. There was a rush of car horns on the street outside. Li Feihua's face changed. She stood up quickly and arranged her clothes. Ran to the window to have a look, her face was a dead pale. Mom? Li Luochen called her gently. Li Feihua turned around. At this time, she had changed her appearance. Luochen, come here. Li Feihua calmly patted the diary on the shelf next to him. Laugh and say, mom takes you to school. Li Luochen was confused, or obedient picked up the bag on the back. Li Feihua put her hands on Li Luochen's shoulder. She took him downstairs and said softly, Luochen, you are six years old and a big child. Do you know that? Luochen, you should remember your mother's words, and always remember her words. From today on, you can't die, you can't cry, you can't give up. You have to be strong, you have to be patient. You have to live to the end, you have to laugh to the end. You can search Baidu for the latest chapter of "my husband's routine today is my nine peach novel "! This novel has been translated by www.novelhall.com and if you are reading this somewhere, they have stolen our translation.