87 I like all of your shades

"Men like, soft and weak women, who can rely on them, Who could run to them for all of their problems......but I ...."

Moving closer to her face, Qing Shan spoke while locking his eyes with her's, "The ones who you are talking about are not real men's. They are the ones who like to bask in the fake race of strength. Why should a women be weak and pitiful, when she can be strong and bold? It is the duty of a man to be her shield instead of breaking her shield. I would prefer you to be stronger, so we both can stand on equal heights. About relying on me, you already do."

"How?" puzzled Zhi Ruo asked with her misty eyes...

"Didn't you care about if I am angry or not? Didn't you care about me seeing your dark side? Didn't you care about me getting injured? Didn't you got me porridge for dinner? Didn't you gave me special medicines? Didn't you hacked into my system to play? Didn't you care about my opinion on your job? Can all these things be done without me? So doesn't it mean that you have unknowingly started relying on me? Isn't relying on someone means including that person in most of your life decisions?

Zhi Ruo let me make this clear today, I Qing Shan love all of your shades, be it the darker one or the lighter one. Be it the maniac Zhi Ruo or the bubbly Zhi Ruo. Be it the smart Zhi Ruo who can make devices or be it the dumb Zhi Ruo who doesn't even know how much soap to put in a dish washer. I like all of you and will accept each one of them."

Moving closer to her , Qing Shan noticed her perfectly shaped eyebrows, closed eyes, rosy lips, tender skin. Holding her cheeks with both hands, Qing Shan kissed her forehead, then he kissed her eyes, followed by nose, then he kissed on both of her cheeks. Slowly moving towards her lips he made sure to care for her feelings as well.

One of his hand moved to the back of her neck for support, while other hand went towards her waist and started caressing it. Noticing no rejection from her Qing Shan lips slowly inched closer to her's.

His words had already broke all of her defenses, while his kisses had calmed her down her restless thought's. When Qing Shan moved closer to her lips, Zhi Ruo's heart beat started to speed up, her stomach was filled with butterflies. When Qing Shan moved one of his hands on the back of her neck, a strange sensation ran down her spine, while when his other hand held her waist her body quivered.

Earlier she wasn't sure about Qing Shan's feelings about her, whether he would be accept her as his wife after today's incident or not. But now that he had openly explained her about his thoughts, she didn't knew what would happen ahead. She was nervous, extremely nervous, fear started filling her mind, she was unaware if she was ready for it or not but her body, it was reacting otherwise, it was craving for more. It was not allowing her to reject instead it was accepting all of it calmly.

Before her mind could think anymore, her lips were covered with Qing Shan's warm lips making her body shake violently. Gently sucking and nibbling her lower lips for a few seconds Qing Shan waited for Zhi Ruo to respond back before moving ahead.

When, Qing Shan sucked her lower lip her body felt numb, forgetting about all of her nervousness she wanted to give it a try, she wanted to live in this very moment instead of worrying about the future. Gathering all of her courage Zhi Ruo Circled her hand around Qing Shan's neck and started responding with equal intensity.