194 Regrets!

As much as she remembered, she was trying to distract it when suddenly she started feeling super weak. It was as if she was completely tied to a place and was unable to move or do anything. When those feelings started, she did not think much about it and kept on focusing on the work given to her by Xu Beihan. Unfortunately, that was where she mistakes and lost the most important link. As she kept on using her powers to distract it, those feelings also intensified, making her feel caught. The moment she realized that she was unable to use her body or move around normally, she was already on the verge of collapsing. 

In the end, she only remembered that she felt dizzy and everything suddenly went blank. Now that she saw Xu Beihan along with her, she thought he would be able to answer her questions or he would at least know something much more than her. After all, he was in a higher position and much more experienced as compared to a novice person like her. With his years of experience, Yifei thought Xu Beihan would surely be able to answer her questions and give her a reasonable explanation. 

Hearing Yifei's question, Xu Beihan's brows furrowed, his eyes stared at her face briefly before he asked, "Do you not remember?"

Yifei did not take his question seriously, she thought he was just asking and shook her head softly, "I was trying to distract it but then suddenly I felt like... I was being caught and ...before I could realize what was happening" Yifei paused for a short moment as if trying to remember the exact turn of events before continuing, " Before I was able to realize what was happening, everything just blanked out."

"So you don't know what happened?" Xu Beihan's face dimmed hearing Yifei's memory of the incident. 

He thought once Yifei regains some consciousness and remembers the things that happened, he would be able to get some important information from her regarding the person who had helped them. Not only Yifei, even his heart was in denial regarding the thoughts of the person who had helped them in the dark.

Xu Beihan's mind had a lot of questions, he kept on wondering if the person who helped them had always been their friend. If yes then why did he came up and help them just now or just today? Why not all those years? Apart from that if it is not a friend then was it an enemy? 

As soon as those thoughts came into his mind, his hands which were lying sideways clenched into a fist while an unexplainable fear surrounded his heart. He was already dealing with known and unknown enemies, now with another mysterious person, his work would also be doubled. 

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They immediately figured out that apart from slight trauma she did not suffer any physical harm and would be completely fine after a couple of days. Only after getting the assessment done by them, Qing Shan felt completely relieved.

As soon as Qing Shan entered inside his office along with Zhi Ruo, grandmother Qing also got up from the couch, while her eyes stared at both of them and later stopping onto Zhi Ruo's wrist. 

As if a huge burden was released from her heart, as soon as grandmother Qing's eyes stopped on the bracelet and she saw it at its rightful place, she lost her strength and plopped down on the couch softly.

Zhi Ruo didn't know that Grandma Qing was visiting them, thus seeing her in Qing Shan's office Zhi Ruo was surprised for a brief moment. Just then she saw grandmother Qing sit down on the couch softly.

"Grandmother!" Zhi Ruo shouted softly. She wanted to go ahead and help grandmother but was quickly stopped by Qing Shan. Zhi Ruo turned her head to look at him when she received a reassuring glance from him.

Later Qing Shan gestured her to the resting room. Zhi Ruo did not ask anything else and simply followed what he said as she herself was not feeling too well to go ahead and help with grandmother Qing.

After Zhi Ruo left Qing Shan walked towards grandmother Qing, filling a glass of water, and then he passed it to her and sat beside her on the couch while looking at her with a deep profound gaze.

How can grandmother Qing, who was so experienced, not realize Qing Shan's gaze? She knew he had a lot of questions that only she could answer, but thinking about the place and the crowd around her, she decided not to disclose any information regarding it right now. 

Turning her head towards Qing Shan grandmother Qing spoke in her usual tone, "I know you have a lot of questions. Let us meet tonight and then I will answer all of your questions!" She informed. Her voice was stern allowing no negotiations.

Even Qing Shan realized that talking at this point might only mess up things as none of them was in their stable mindset right now. Now that grandmother Qing has told him that she would explain him everything and answer all of his questions he decided to patiently figure out things instead of rushing it over and not thoroughly understanding them.

Generally, Qing Shan would not think about things and would always do it as they came, but when things are concerned regarding Zhi Ruo he would be as rational and as calculative as he could be. He would be taking all the chances and all of his patience would be channeled at her when things are concerned with her. After all, chances are only offered once not twice or thrice.

Qing Shan called Secretary Han and asked him to drop Grandma Qing back into her car, he also made sure to ask him to put up a do not disturb board out of his office door and make sure that no one disturbs him until or unless things are not super urgent. As soon as they left, Qing Shan went towards the resting room.

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Inside the resting room, 

Since the moment she came out of the lift one most important question had struck into her mind. When she was on lift, she started suffocating a lot and at that moment there was only one thing that came into her heart. There was only one thing that was constantly ringing into her mind which was, 'even if she died today will she live any regrets?'

Zhi Ruo thought a lot about this question while she was stuck. At that moment, she realized that in her life she has always done what she wanted or what her parents wanted her to do, but she had never done something that she wanted to do. 

She got married to Qing Shan, but her marriage was only done because it was necessary. Why? How? What? When all the questions were still unanswered. 

Even if she married him did she like this marriage? That question struck her heart. Yes, she did love spending time with him. She liked it when he took care of her but was this marriage something like a marriage? What was it what was going on in her life?

So many other countless thoughts filled her mind when she closed her eyes and then Qing Shan appeared saving her from the lift, saving her from the suffocation, saving her from dying in regrets.

After coming inside the room zero washed her face and looked at herself in the mirror when her eyes fell on the bracelet on her hand. At that time Qing Shan just threw it to her and just showed her to wear it. Because the time was limited she did not ask him why did he do that, now that she had a lot of free time on her mind, she certainly seems to think the existence of the bracelet.

Before she had that bracelet on her wrist, she would always be in some other problems. She had been an accident or in fights around two or three times before she wore it. But from the time she wore it, everything was normal, no accidents of anyone, no fights, no dangerous missions, nothing... it was as if her life was completely changed into a simple normal person's life. 

And suddenly in the afternoon, when she removed it her bad luck followed her again. From all the people who boarded in the lift, it was only when she was about to reach that the lift had to fall. Various countless thoughts flooded her mind and too many questions, too many variables started jumping up and down in front of her eyes while her heart started yearning for the answers