Chapter 461

"I'm very curious about this." Bai Liu tilted his head slightly, and asked with a smile, "What kind of feeling does it feel to fall in love with an unresponsive creature, to deceive oneself and others to produce love?"

"When you watched Tavel studying alone in the church, did you feel pain when he looked back at you?"

"You mind this very much, don't you?"

"No one likes the same kind that makes them suffer, it's just that you don't have a choice."

"After all, since you were born, you have never received the love generated by other human beings, and some of them are traded by yourself, which meet various conditions, so you can't tell the difference. Do you know if they respond to you because of the external things you bestow, or because they are your kind?"

"Xieta is like this, Lu Yizhan is like this, your teammates, Mu Ke, Mu Sicheng, Liu Jiayi, Tang Erda, everyone is like this."

"You have to meet some of their expectations and give them what they want before they can get close to you."

"So do you really get what they have for you? Or do you just get them to be by your side for a short time through the purchase?"

"If one day you can no longer continue to give the traded items, will they leave you forever?"

Bai Liu hooked the corner of his mouth: "——just like Xieta who died once."

Bai Liu's breathing slowed down, he lowered his head, his forehead fell down to cover his face, and he lost his mind. His whole body gradually shrank, and wearing a hunting suit became the large uniform of the orphanage. Clothes, the body became thin and thin, and finally turned into the appearance of a fourteen-year-old Bai Liu.

The thin white Liu sat motionless on the audience chair opposite the water-patterned wall, with water droplets falling into the universe from his tail.

[System warning: Player Bai Liu was attacked by the evil god Bai Liu, and his mental value has dropped, and will soon drop below 60, and he has hallucinations...]

Bai Liu smiled and turned to Bai Liu on the opposite side of the water-patterned wall, or the fourteen-year-old Xiao Bai Liu:

"You are essentially the same as Tavel at the beginning. You gathered these people around yourself through the gift of pre-compensation, but I have proved it in several experiments. In this way The gift in advance is not exchanged for love, but only for desire."

"Are you sure that what you are trading from other people is really ‌‌, not some ‌‌‌‌like ‌‌ desire?"

Bai Liu lowered his eyes with pity: "You, like Tavel, are a lonely god."

"It's just that it has no soul. It doesn't feel lonely and painful when it doesn't get response and love, but you do."

"Your soul, for lack of love, produces endless pain."

[System warning: Player Bai Liu's mental value continues to drop, and will soon be below 40! 】

Water gradually seeped from Bai Liu's clothes, as if he had fallen into a pool that didn't exist, his hair and clothes began to float in the universe, his hands floated in front of him, and a spinning figure appeared directly below him. A door-shaped black hole, with silver-blue light faintly shining inside.

Bai Liu looked at Bai Liu with a smile in his silver-blue eyes, and continued:

"The pain that people are born from the soul binds them, traps them in place and cannot move forward, just like a silk thread, only to be manipulated by this pain, and then slowly become a puppet of pain .”

A silk thread flew out from the depths of the universe. The transparent silk thread was wrapped around Bai Liu's wrist, lifting his thin wrist like a marionette.

"Tavier is a real monster, and you are a monster with a soul. You are not the same kind from the beginning."

Bai Liu said softly:

"And the human beings around you, whether they are good or bad, they get loved and love others, they gain souls by inflicting pain on others, and there are human beings who really care about them."

"They don't come from the same place as you. Even if they wander by your side at the moment, they will never return to the same place with you. Because you are not the same kind, and because they all have their own. their home, and those who welcome them to their home.”

"You are just a god who takes them in for a short time."

Bai Liu looked at the fourteen-year-old Bai Liu on the opposite side of the water-patterned wall: "When they left, you were still alone."

"Nobody stops for you."

"No one in this world expects your birth, no one expects your growth, no one expects you to become a good person, but you, as a derivative of evil gods, try to control your desires and satisfy them According to the conditions, I turned myself into an ordinary good person, so I turned myself into their kind, and obtained their short-lived ‌‌."

"—It's like you at the age of fourteen turned yourself into a monster in order to let yourself have the same kind of monster as Tavel."

"It's been so many years and you've paid so much, but you still haven't found your kind, Bai Liu."

[System warning: Player Bai Liu's mental value continues to drop, and will soon be below 20! Please restore your mental value quickly! 】

Two silk threads flew out and were tied to Bai Liu's left wrist and neck. He was pulled by the silk threads and slowly raised his head. Walking up to Bai Liu and lifting Bai Liu's chin, there was a pity-like sigh on his face.

"In this world, I am the only one who has been watching you and looking forward to you since you were born."

Bai Liu took off the glove of his right hand, and lightly supported Bai Liu's side face with his right hand with his lowered eyes, his tone was very soft:

"I know what you're thinking, and I understand everything you're going to do. I'm bringing the most interesting game in the world to you."

"—The birth of your soul surprised me and made me give up that old creation. Your growth and self-restraint made me feel that I have gained the most valuable thing in this world."

"You made me realize the possibility of a human being with a soul becoming a god, guarding the gate in endless pain and loneliness."

Bai Liu's warm palm caressed the side of Bai Liu's face, and his thumb wiped the eyes of Bai Liu, with a pitiful smile on his face:

"I know that if it were you, even if all the abyss, darkness, hatred, desire, and other negative emotions poured on you on the other side of the door, you can still maintain your mind and let your soul Holding the shape of a human in a love that came from nowhere, guarding this door forever in the vast expanse of the universe."

"—like guarding the kind you thought you were, even though they weren't."

"Among all the world lines you have recognized, I expect you to live forever, and the person who really understands your thoughts is the closest to your kind of existence, except for me who is hated by you .”

Bai Liu squatted on one knee in front of Bai Liu, he stared at the fourteen-year-old Bai Liu sitting on the chair with his silver-blue to deep blue eyes, stroking his soft hair, like a gentle and Friendly elders.

"Among the 658 world lines, you are the derivative I have endured the most malice. There are so many pursuers who hate you, but I can't give you any help, only you are here again and again. Struggling with the malice given by others."

"Excuse me."

Bai Liu suddenly leaned forward and hugged Xiao Bai Liu. He buried his head in Bai Liu's thin shoulders, and tightly hugged his shoulder blades which were as thin as paper. His voice became very serious:

"Excuse me."

"In those 658 world line games, you exceeded my expectations. I did hurt a lot of people, but you are the only one. I didn't intend to play with you in this game."

"You are not the game NPC I set up, nor are you the creatures that evolved from the world line born in my palm."

"—You are just me who has no kindred, but has a soul."

Bai Liu gently patted the motionless little Bai Liu on the back, as if to comfort a child:

"A long, long time ago, when I saw you sneaking into the church and stuffing yourself into the bloody Scheta's arms, I was thinking—"

"——If at this time, instead of you twisting yourself into Scheta's embrace to get that bloody and cold hug, but someone hugging you, how about you?"

"What would you do if I came to hug you because of your kind?"

"But I can't touch you, but I think." Bai Liu's tone became very light, "He is already a human being, he has a soul, he is loving others, one day, he ‌Wait until ‌takes the initiative to hug him.”

"So I watched quietly beside you, and waited with you, waiting for that person to appear."

"During the past ten years, you have had people who fought side by side with you, people who looked up to you and believed in you, people who stopped you from going astray, and people who were responsible for you, obviously there are so many people around you—"

"—But there is still no one who takes the initiative to hug you."

"In the eyes of others, you have become an omniscient god and an evil monster, but no one still regards you as a human being."

"Only me." Bai Liu whispered, "Only I know that you are a human being with a soul, a good boy who always loves others."

"You were waiting for a hug."

"I thought that human beings are a mirror that reflects emotions, and you who have given love have long waited for your own hug, but I didn't expect you to take in so many people, and it was me who gave you the hug in the end."

Bai Liu opened his eyes without any clues. He looked at Tavel who looked like a cold sculpture on the water pattern wall. He saw the reflection in Tavel's eyes of a fourteen-year-old curled up in a chair. Going up to himself, being embraced by Bai Liu's shoulders.

Bai Liu opened his mouth to interfere, and said softly [Xieta].

Tavier opened his silver-blue eyes without any response, and did not respond to him.

Then, a tear fell from Bai Liu's eyes very slowly, and he heard Bai Liu say softly as if sighing:

"Be my heir, my child."

"This is your final destination."

[System warning: Player Bai Liu's mental value is about to be reset! warn! warn! ! 】