Chapter 89

Chapter 89

I wondered if I had heard something wrong and then burst into laughter after thinking about it for a while. It reminded me of something I said to him a long time ago. That was when I asked brother Lucian for time, didn’t I?

Was that what that meant…?

However, since I was already spending almost all of my time with him, I tilted my head. So, what did he mean?

On the other hand, Lucian was waiting for my answer. His expression looked desperate but also arrogant, as if taking something for granted.

…Could he have put on an arrogant expression? He was always kind to me, so I didn’t know if he could make this kind of expression. But, it didn’t feel awkward. It was because it was the expression I saw often in the webtoon.

Uh…

So, what did he mean?

Lucian gazed at my bewildered expression and slowly raised the corners of his mouth. At the same time, his eyes were slightly distorted. It looked more like crying than smiling. It seemed as if it flew to me slowly, like a slow-motion video.

Deep into my eyes and deep into my heart, my fingertips trembled at the feeling of it entering without knowing the limits.

Before I could fully understand what kind of emotion I was feeling right now, Lucian approached me. He slowly lowered his head and looked at me, who was unable to take my eyes off him. The golden eyes gradually occupying my field of vision stopped in front of my nose.

From a distance enough to share each other’s breath, he exhaled softly. His hot breath touched the tip of my nose and lips, then disappeared.

…Deja vu.

Again, I felt a sense of dread.

When was it…?

When was the time?

Did this happen to me again? Unlike my tightly spinning head, my body was so stiff that I could not move. As I couldn’t breathe properly, I tried to remember… Where was the source of this sense of déjà vu?

It must have happened in a dream…

I kissed Lucian in such a bizarre dream, which was a dream even after waking up. Even then, he came so slowly as though I couldn’t avoid it… like he knew.

…Or, even if I avoided it, it was already too late.

“Do you feel like you’re still dreaming?”

He asked like someone who read my mind. I blinked my eyes in surprise.

Lucian shed a fine laugh at my actions before covering my cheeks. His large hand covered my chin to my earlobe. The heat seemed to spread everywhere, and it felt like his heat was flowing through his touch.

“Huuu…”

Every time he sighed, his breath touched me — all over the nose, lips, cheeks, and nape of the neck. It felt like he was stroking me, and my heart started beating wildly.

My surprised heart, which had stopped in shock, began to beat rapidly, pumping blood.

As the twisted lake was unraveled, it seemed like the water splashed out and poured all over my face. It was not just water… it was water with a lot of red paint dissolved in it. Even without looking at myself, I could tell that my face was burning like a fire.

“You will give it to me, right?”

Rubbing my face as if it was more precious than any precious jewel, he asked in a whisper.

I had no choice but to ask a beat late.

“…What was it?”

“Huuu…”

He didn’t answer but laughed with a low voice like he wasn’t going to ask anymore. I gazed into his eyes with trembling eyes.

Unlike me, who was trembling, the golden eyes that did not move even a little were friendly yet determined. The golden eyes that stared at me tenaciously as though they would not tolerate an unexpected reply began to come closer.

When the distance was too far out of focus, I naturally closed my eyes.

Hot, soft lips brushed over my thin eyelids. The lips that had touched softly like a bisou, this time, fell on the other eyelid. With the momentum to lick his lips all over my face, Lucian put his lips everywhere and then gradually went down.

I couldn’t even breathe. It may be because I anticipated where his lips would eventually arrive.

As my face was tightly locked in the two large hands, he put his lips on the tip of my nose then lifted them off and whispered.

The utterly lowered voice gave me a chilling feeling just by listening to it.

“Maybe…”

“….”

I couldn’t give any answers. My thought circuit had already stopped, so I had no choice but to remain frozen like a broken doll. Lucian paused for a moment and then whispered. His whisper resounded from a distance my lips could hear before my ears.

“It was originally mine from the beginning.”

He spoke in a firm tone like it was to ask for an opinion kindly. I also held my breath and then bit my lower lip, breathing urgently as though it was about to burst.

“Hup!”

It was hot.

I couldn’t stand it any longer as his lips, hotter than my face, bit my lower lip. Panting and opening my lips, he interlocked them together as if waiting.

As though turning a key in, our tightly intertwined lips turned at an angle. I crawled and grabbed his arm. Feeling a sensation like I was floating, I was going to fall if I didn’t hold onto it anywhere and that made me anxious.

The pants and exhalations, he sucked it all in.

The next moment, he breathed his breath into me… as intensely as breathing new life. The fingers that were holding his arm shuddered. Even when I pulled it like a pinch, he didn’t let out a single groan. A lump of hot flesh broke through between the lips, which turned to the other side.

The moist flesh was hotter than the lips, and I felt like my mouth was about to burn.

“Hmm…”

As Lucian exhaled his breath in satisfaction, he moved his tongue, gently rubbing my hardened tongue inside.

A wet sound pierced my ears.

He patted the flesh in my mouth while sweeping the inside of my cheek. It moved like that as if checking the hard teeth one by one.

“Hua…”

After a while, I took a deep breath.

Since I couldn’t even breathe through my nose, I desperately swallowed it because I felt like I was going to pass out. But soon, my lips were closed again. I grabbed his arms as though clinging, and I couldn’t help but gasp.

Then, for a moment, a thought flashed through my mind.

…Since when?

Now that I realized that he was courting me with his whole body, I only had doubts. However, that brief thought quickly evaporated due to the intruder coming in deep.

Lucian’s body trembled with ecstasy. Finally, he told her of his feelings. Just seeing Rachel disorganized in his arms gave him a dizzying pleasure. Intoxicated by the blinding ecstasy, the desire to take everything she had was soaring.

Ha, this was it…

It was such a feeling.

It was so different from the kiss he stole from her when she was sick, he felt resentful that he had not overcome the urge at that time.

It would have been nice if their first day was today…

Forgetting the memory of sharing each other’s breath and saliva for the first time, she was still lovable. Her tiny body was trapped in his arms, and every time she jumped, a dark desire clouded his eyes.

He wants to knock her down like this.

He wants to dig up all of her like this and put her in his own eyes.

Blood rushed just imagining her rustling under him and shedding tears. He had been having a lot of bad thoughts lately. He always did, especially when Rachel was staring at him.

At that time, he had a strange thought…

Sometimes, to the point where he got sick of himself as his lustful desire for her knew no end.

Lucian thought of a fashion doll that looked just like Rachel displayed in his subspace collection. His eyes, imagining the scene where Rachel was displayed together among the fashion dolls, blurred. Just imagining it was thrilling, and a shiver ran through his body.

“Huu…”

A spontaneous groan poured out.

With just a kiss and imagination, he saw the end of his climax. As his trembling black eyelashes calmed down, he admitted.

Indeed…

As his father, Enzo, warned, he was insane.

To the extent that the word ‘incurable disease’ was a waste, he was just a doll that was made incorrectly. It had been like this since he was born, so Lucian didn’t even think about fixing it. He just pondered how to get her completely into his hands.

Only the lips were connected, and it was this good?

If only he could drink all of her breath with her whole body bound…

Even if he gave his life, it wouldn’t be a waste.

“Ha-uh, brother…”

In his arms, Rachel panted as her face dyed red.

He could no longer hold back and hugged her tightly so that she could not escape, even though he knew that she was out of breath. Lucian sat her down on his thighs and hugged her tight as if to keep her in his arms.

“Ah.”

The bright red eyes and shiny pink lips were so adorable.

He then put his hand under her ear as he waited for her to breathe. Lucian whispered while pressing down on the spot where the mole was, which he couldn’t see now but knew even if he didn’t see it.

“From now on, whenever you call me brother, I will kiss you. Until you run out of breath and ask for help, just like that… Deep, hard.”

At his words, Rachel’s face began to turn red without limit.

Lucian licked her lips slowly while observing her face. At first glance, the sweet taste seemed to linger on the tip of his tongue even though it wouldn’t be possible.

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