Chapter 168

Shen Youchu never thought about this proposition - what would life be like if he didn't meet Chen Hansheng.

She thought about what life would be like when she met Chen Hansheng.

Very common and very simple.

When I was in college, I studied hard and helped Chen Hansheng do things;

After graduation, just follow Chen Hansheng's plans.

Later, getting married and having children, taking care of Chen Hansheng's parents, supporting his mother-in-law and running a family are such simple and traditional ideas in her mind.

She didn't have great ambitions and didn't want to accept trendy ideas. She met a boy like Chen Hansheng who didn't follow the rules, as well as the people and things entangled around him.

Shen Youchu raised his head. The freshman junior sister in front of him was like this.

"Elder martial sister, in fact, I really like Chen Hansheng more than you, and I am willing to do anything for him."

Luo Xuan stared at Shen Youchu, then turned and left 101.

Shen Youchu stood silently for a while. He just wanted to continue cleaning. He felt that his chest was stuffy again. His breath seemed to be stuck in his throat. He couldn't lift it up anyway.

She squatted down slowly holding the broom. After a while, she got better. She insisted on cleaning before locking the door and returning to the dormitory.

The next morning, Chen Hansheng came to 101 as usual with a rare bag in his hand. Shen Youchu also bought him breakfast as usual.

"What's the matter with your look?"

Chen Hansheng suddenly asked, Shen Youchu's spirit looked a little haggard.

"It's all right. It's too hot."

Shen Youchu whispered.

Recently, it is the end of summer. With another rain, Jianye will officially enter autumn.

"Spring is frozen and autumn is covered. I can't change clothes casually recently. My mother used to force me to wear long sleeves with a stick at this time."

Chen Hansheng picked up breakfast, but at this moment, his wrist showed.

In fact, with slag man's consistent and meticulous mind, the wound on his wrist has been treated. It's difficult to find it without careful observation, so he dares to walk in front of Shen Youchu.

Chen Hansheng knew that Luo Xuan had created a misunderstanding. Shen Youchu noticed it, but she bowed her head and said nothing.

After Chen Hansheng finished eating, Yang Yang said, "today I'm going to the new century electronics factory. I need to participate in a project."

"Yes."

Shen Youchu nodded, but just as Chen Hansheng was about to go out, Shen Youchu suddenly said behind his back, "shall we have dinner together in the evening?"

"Evening?"

Chen Hansheng felt a little strange, but he really didn't do anything sorry for Shen Youchu recently, so he replied frankly: "it's hard to say at night. This project is very important. Maybe he'll have to stay up all night. I'll eat it when I'm finished."

Shen Youchu gave a "um" sound. She took Chen Hansheng to the door, looked at his leaving back, rubbed his chest and sat back on the chair to have a rest.

Chen Hansheng went to the new century electronics factory to participate in the initial seminar of MP3 project. As an office administrator, he participated in the record, synthesized the opinions of all parties at the meeting, and finally reached an intentional conclusion.

Ordinary administrative staff can't do this job, because they can't fully understand Zheng guanti's intention, so they must complete it with Chen Hansheng, a "boyfriend". In addition, he is also the initiator of MP3 project.

It often takes a long time for a 1000 person factory to establish a new department or conduct project demonstration.

It is often a two-hour meeting, 15 minutes' rest, another two-hour meeting, ready to eat, continue to hold a two-hour meeting after dinner, another 15 minutes' rest, and so on.

Fortunately, Chen Hansheng was prepared. He knew that it would not be easy to get a reward of 200000. In addition, it was also a learning process, so he had no psychological burden to do it. On the contrary, Zheng guanti was a little sorry.

"I'm so sorry. You almost forgot that you were a college student from morning to night."

Chen Hansheng smiled: "I would have forgotten if I didn't often have class or student union affairs to deal with."

At more than 11 p.m., the first demonstration meeting of new century electronics factory finally reached an intentional decision to allocate all resources in the factory, establish a new Department, and invite tenders for manufacturers producing MP3 monitors.

Mp3 is mainly composed of CPU, display and memory card. New century electronics factory focuses on the research and development of the core CPU. The display business is provided by bidding partners. There are several electronic display enterprises in Jianye.

"I'll ask the factory driver to take you back."

Zheng guanti is very satisfied with Chen Hansheng's efforts today. Although he didn't say anything, the summary of opinions is very perfect, which shows that Chen Hansheng has a deep overall understanding of the project.

"Thank you, Mr. Zheng. I'll come back tomorrow."

Chen Hansheng wasn't polite either. It was inconvenient to take a taxi so late, so he asked the factory driver to take him back to school.

When he arrived at the gate of the financial institute, the driver turned his head and said, "secretary Chen, here we are."

Chen Hansheng was thinking about something. When he heard the name, he grinned. What's the Secretary doing.

After a sleep, it was dawn again. In the morning, Chen Hansheng came to 101 again with his bag. He found Shen Youchu lying on the table.

"Uncomfortable?" Chen Hansheng hurried over.

Shen Youchu raised his head. His ruddy face was a little pale, and the whole person felt powerless.

"It's all right. Have breakfast first."

Shen Youchu raised his head and took out breakfast from his bag.

Chen Hansheng touched Shen Youchu's forehead. It was hot and seemed to have a fever.

"Come on, go to the hospital."

Chen Hansheng made a quick decision and immediately took Shen Youchu to Jiangling maternal and child health hospital.

Along the way, Chen Hansheng asked Shen Youchu's symptoms in detail. In addition to fever, he also had a series of symptoms such as chest tightness, anorexia, insomnia, weakness and so on.

These seem to have no special disease characteristics, so Chen Hansheng hung up the expert internal medicine number.

Although the registration fee of female medical experts in their 50s is relatively expensive, their attitude is really not good.

After listening to Shen Youchu's situation, she directly ordered: "go to have an X-ray first to eliminate the lower organic lesions."

Chen Hansheng was startled: "is it so serious that you still need an X-ray?"

The female expert raised her eyelids and looked at him: "I said it was ruled out. If there were no organic lesions in the chest and lungs, it would be the best."

Chen Hansheng nodded and said nothing. What the female expert said was also reasonable.

There were a lot of patients in the radiology department. There was a lot of noise. Some people spoke loudly with a telephone, some sat on cold stainless steel chairs, and some ran back and forth on the stairs.

Hospital, this is a place where hope and disappointment coexist at the same time.

Shen Youchu looked at the people in the room. She was a little afraid. She turned her head and looked at Chen Hansheng: "I feel much better. Can I go back to school? You have to go out, too."

Chen Hansheng was going to the new century electronics factory, but he was startled by the doctor. If he couldn't see the report, he probably didn't want to do anything else, so he stretched out his hands and gently grabbed Shen Youchu's thin waist: "it's all right, you're the most important."

Probably because he was in the hospital, the action of "hug" was very warm. Although Shen Youchu was also very shy, he also hung his head gently on Chen Hansheng's shoulder, closed his eyes and listened to his heartbeat.

Generally, there are two X-ray results, one is the report form and the other is black-and-white film. Some people wait here just to get black-and-white film, and a steady stream of new patients come in, so it seems crowded.

The X-ray irradiation was conducted by two female doctors. They were not very old and were very impatient. They shouted in a sharp voice: "after shooting, you go to the right window to get the report. The registered doctor has no problem seeing it. You can come back to get the film, because the film time should be slower."

"In addition, be careful not to jump in line, because there is no name on the film. Be careful to get mixed up."

However, the environment was too noisy, and not many people heard the doctor's orders. The female doctor didn't want to repeat it for the second time and arranged for people to enter the shielding room.

Chen Hansheng looked at the time and said to Shen Youchu, "I'll get the report later and look for a registered expert. You wait here for the film and stagger your actions to save time."

Saving time is on the one hand, on the other hand, he wants to know the results as soon as possible.

Soon, Shen Youchu's report came out of the window. When he heard the name "Shen Youchu", Chen Hansheng contracted rapidly. He took a deep breath and went to get the report.

Just after receiving the report, Chen Hansheng's first reaction was to look down. He didn't feel his heart falling again until he saw the words "no abnormality in the lungs" in the column of examination results.

Chen Hansheng thought it was funny. He turned to Shen Youchu. She was still obedient, waiting for the black-and-white film.

There were a lot of people in line. Shen Youchu looked a little naive and silly with his head down.

Chen Hansheng smiled gently and took the report sheet to ask the medical expert.

"Without organic lesions, this chest tightness should be caused by two reasons at the same time."

The female expert still had several brushes and soon analyzed them: "first, the recent pressure is too great. Fever and anorexia are complications, which can let her try to live in a different environment."

Chen Hansheng was a little embarrassed: "she is still a college student. Unless she rents a house outside, how can she change the environment?"

The female doctor shook her head and said, "changing the environment is not necessarily changing the living environment. Sometimes staying away from the people who cause her psychological pressure is also a way to change the environment."

Chen Hansheng was silent.

"In addition."

The female doctor continued: "there is another reason. Your girlfriend has a good figure. I suggest that the close fitting clothes be customized in the underwear store, because the underwear on the market may not fit completely, and the tightness may also be one reason.

Chen Hansheng put the report in his bag and left.

In fact, the external causes are easy to solve, which is nothing more than spending money on customization; However, the internal cause is Chen Hansheng himself, which is difficult to solve.

Chen Hansheng found Shen Youchu again, but he couldn't tell the two reasons directly. He just vaguely explained, "don't worry, there's no big problem. I'll go to the factory over there first."

Shen Youchu nodded. Just as she was lining up alone, a middle-aged woman with a bag on her back came obliquely, holding a child in her arms and a report sheet in her hand. She was very worried.

The middle-aged women asked one by one, "excuse me, can I join the team? The doctor said there were some problems in my report. Let me quickly take the film to her, because she will be off work at noon."

No one answered in front. When the middle-aged woman came to Shen Youchu, her eyes were full of expectation. Shen Youchu didn't speak and moved back a little to make room.

"Thank you, thank you."

The middle-aged woman was busy thanking, but the people behind were not happy: "college students, if you want to be a good man, you should let it out completely and stand in the last line again. We all have something to do."

Shen Youchu didn't argue and stood at the end of the team with his head down.

However, the order of taking the report was set. Shen Youchu's kindness made the X-ray films of several people, including herself, chaotic, so when it came to her, the female doctor looked up and suddenly called Shen Youchu into the room.

"Did you come alone?"

The woman doctor asked with a serious face.

Shen Youchu was at a loss: "my boyfriend is here, too."

"Where is he?"

"Go, go."

"Where's your inspection report?"

"It's not with me either."

The doctor in charge of the examination sighed helplessly: "what are your symptoms every day?"

"Chest tightness, anorexia, weakness."

Shen Youchu replied that her heart suddenly jumped badly.

"That's it. The symptoms are almost the same."

The female doctor nodded: "although I can't see your report, the film shows that you have begun to spread."

Shen Youchu didn't listen to what the doctor said later. There was only one impression in her head - the spread of cancer cells.

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Finally, the doctor concluded.

"I have cancer. What about my mother-in-law, my sister, and him."

Shen Youchu's head seemed to be empty. He slowly walked to the hall of the hospital. The ambulance pulled a harsh siren and stopped at the door. The doctor and nurse hurriedly carried the patient to the emergency room on a stretcher and shouted, "excuse me, please don't get in the way."

Then a large group of people came in. Shen Youchu stood in the middle of the crowd and suddenly felt as if he was transparent.

At noon, the sun was shining, and the white sun was shining through the leaves of Wutong trees. A round spot was left on the ground. Shen Youchu went outside the hospital, and her legs soon lost strength. She sat slowly on the nearby horse's teeth.

Looking at the shuttling vehicles, the hot duck blood fans on the snack stand, and the pedestrians passing by in a hurry, Shen Youchu breathed two mouthfuls of sultry air. She felt that her soul came back.

"All this has nothing to do with me?"

Shen Youchu is trying to convince himself to accept this fact. Suddenly, he feels that his mouth is a little salty, and his tears don't know when they will flow down.

She picked up PHS. As soon as she pressed the call button, she could immediately receive Chen Hansheng's mobile phone, because there was only his mobile phone number.

But just then, she suddenly remembered the Korean dramas Hu Linyu had seen a while ago.

"Young Chu, if I get leukemia like the heroine of blue life and death, I'll find a place with the most beautiful scenery and die quietly."

"Why not tell your parents?"

"I don't want them to be sad. Anyway, these diseases can't be cured."

Hu Linyu said plausibly, "you can't talk to your lover because it will drag them down and find a legitimate reason to break up. After all, it's really cruel when there's nothing we can do..."

"Just cause."

Shen Youchu thought silently.

At noon, the radiology doctor came back after dinner. After checking the information, he suddenly said, "no, someone took the wrong film this morning. Shen Youchu's report is still here."

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At more than 7 p.m., after a day's meeting, Chen Hansheng finally walked out of the office and looked up: "it's raining."

"Yes, the first autumn rain."

Zheng guanti followed and said, "do you want to stay for dinner in the evening?"

Chen Hansheng waved his hand: "I can't eat at all. My head is full of numbers."

Zheng guanti is not reluctant. Chen Hansheng has paid a lot these two days, and the effect is also obvious. 200000 is really worth it.

The driver in the factory consciously drove over and Chen Hansheng left.

Continuous high-intensity work makes Chen Hansheng seem to return to his previous busy life, some irritable and some tired. However, Chen Hansheng suddenly has some expectations when he thinks of seeing Shen Youchu in a moment.

"Boom."

A thunder woke Chen Hansheng up. The car was almost at the school gate. The driver wanted to send him in. Chen Hansheng refused. He asked the driver to drive back directly.

Trotting all the way to 101, Shen Youchu was in there.

Not until why, Chen Hansheng suddenly felt something wrong. After turning around, he found that 101 had been completely cleaned, and even the pots had been wiped again.

"What do you do on a rainy day?"

Chen Hansheng said disapprovingly, "in short, it will be trampled dirty again. Have you had dinner?"

"Yes."

Shen Youchu raised his head, his mouth moved and wanted to say something.

Chen Hansheng was very observant. He wiped his hair with a towel and said, "don't hesitate. Just say what you have to say."

"Me, let's break up."

Shen Youchu suddenly said, his voice was like a candle in the wind, without any power.

"Click"

An electric light flashed, and then there was a dull thunder and a faint vibration in the sky.

"What?"

Chen Hansheng is 100% sure that he heard wrong.

break up?

Shen Youchu looked at Chen Hansheng, clenched his fist and put his toes against the corner of the table, so that he could have some support. He repeated again, "let's break up."

Chen Hansheng finally heard clearly. With a "pop", he threw the towel on the table and stared at Shen Youchu: "did you take the wrong medicine tonight?"

In fact, Shen Youchu was extremely afraid. She not only had to bear her own panic, but also faced Chen Hansheng's incomprehension. She grabbed the corner of the table nervously.

"Shall we break up?"

Shen Youchu couldn't support it any more. He let his tears fall, and drops fell into the floor seam along his chin.

Chen Hansheng calmed down: "can you tell me why?"

"The tooth marks on your wrist."

Shen Youchu raised his head. Tears had covered the whole cheek: "it was bitten by a girl and the girl in isolation. Whenever I think of these things, I will worry."

"What are you worried about?"

Chen Hansheng asked with a cold face.

"I'm afraid you'll leave me."

Shen Youchu looked at Chen Hansheng and begged, "please, let me live alone."

Looking at such Shen Youchu, Chen Hansheng suddenly remembered what the doctor said: "sometimes it's also a way to change the environment to stay away from the people who cause her psychological pressure."

He went over to help Shen Youchu wipe his tears and said, "you didn't leave me because of such a big problem in isolation. Now you will never leave because of the tooth marks on your wrist."

Chen Hansheng knows Shen Youchu very well. After all, he firmly takes the initiative in this relationship: "the wound on my wrist is actually a misunderstanding. There must be a reason for your nonsense this time. It should also be a misunderstanding. Can you tell me?"

Shen Youchu actually wants to tell Chen Hansheng, but as Hu Linyu said, this is a disease that lovers can't help.

So she didn't speak, just crying and shaking her head.

At this time, the door of 101 was suddenly pushed open. Shang Yanyan closed her umbrella while entering the door: "it's really raining outside. I'll take shelter here..."

She was stunned when she looked up. She didn't expect to see such a scene.

Shen Youchu is not used to tears in front of others. He stands up and walks to the door. He turns his head and takes a deep look at Chen Hansheng.

This review, there are dependence, reluctance, sweetness and grievances, but it finally turned into a sentence.

"You should be well."

Shen Youchu then rushed into the rain. In the rain, the figure seemed small and lonely.

"Do you want to go..."

As soon as Shang Yanyan was about to speak, she saw Chen Hansheng running after him.

"Chen Hansheng and Shen Youchu broke up?"

This message filled Shang Yanyan's mind. The rain was getting heavier and heavier, but as soon as she gritted her teeth, she suddenly took off her high-heeled shoes, carried them in her hand, and followed her barefoot.

Chen Hansheng finally caught up with Shen Youchu at the gate of the dormitory. He shouted behind his back, "if you have any problems, we can solve them. But you leave like this. My side is not where you come and go if you want."

"If you leave this time, you won't come back next time!"

Shen Youchu paused, but he still rushed into the girls' dormitory without looking back. At the stairs around the corner, Shen Youchu couldn't help but squat down on the steps, holding his knees and crying helplessly.

"I really want to have another time, Chen Hansheng."

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Watching Shen Youchu leave like this, Chen Hansheng suddenly felt in a trance and let the rain wash him.

"Pedal, pedal, pedal"

Shang Yanyan also caught up. She saw Chen Hansheng standing alone downstairs of the girls' dormitory and suddenly understood something.

She pulled Chen Hansheng to the corridor of the small garden. Chen Hansheng reacted.

He took out his cigarette and wanted to smoke, but the rain wetted all the cigarettes and hung soft on his mouth. Chen Hansheng was angry and directly crumpled the cigarette in his palm. The tobacco was stained all over his hands.

Shang Yanyan is suddenly distressed. This is Chen Hansheng, a ruffian mature bastard. When did she look like this.

She hugged Chen Hansheng from behind. Her body was close to her back. She comforted: "if you want to cry, cry out. I'm still with you."

"Smelly sister, what's the matter with you?"

Chen Hansheng fiercely broke away from Shang Yanyan's arms. The water on his hair still dripping on his face: "why should I cry? From today on, I'm a single scum man again. I should celebrate!"

Only that night, Chen Hansheng, who was always in good health, had a high fever of 40 degrees.

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