Thinking of this, Luoyu silk has some helplessness. She looks up and closes her eyes. She only thinks that sometimes people's luck is really bad, no matter what they do, they will not be easy.
She couldn't help but smile bitterly. She grabbed the railing and stood up again. Her long hair fluttered in the wind, which made her beautiful.
She is thinking, after Si Luoyu knows the truth, will she be blamed? Will she never pay attention to herself again because of this?
Yes, she is thinking more. Ever since she woke up, she is always so sensitive. Her mind is full of fantasy. There are good and bad, but most of them are bad.
She opened her eyes, mouth reluctantly pulled out a smile, self consolation: "maybe, she did not go to the hospital at all."
All kinds of conjectures and consequences swarmed into her mind, which made her feel very headache. This emotion finally evolved into irritability. She simply wiped her face to wake up.
The most urgent thing is to go to the hospital, instead of sitting outside thinking and wasting your mood.
Thinking of this, Luoyu silk stood up. She stopped a taxi and reported the name of the hospital as soon as she got on the bus. When she got off the bus, her heart sank down. The school bus of the kindergarten was stopping at the gate of the hospital.
Sure enough, her hope failed again, but she still didn't give up and went to the hospital with a feeble pace.
The little nurse at the front desk looked familiar and said, "Miss Luo, are you here again?"
"Well." Luoyu silk nodded perfunctorily, turned and entered the elevator. With the changing numbers on the elevator, she finally stayed on that floor.
"It's coming." She took a deep breath to calm herself down. However, until the elevator door opened, she was more and more flustered. She slowly raised her feet and felt sharp needles under her feet, which hurt her feet.
But in fact, there was nothing on the ground. She walked along the corridor and stopped at the door of the ward of Si Yeqing. The door of the ward is open. Someone should have opened it.
Luoyu silk through the glass window of the ward to see inside, only see Si Luoyu was held in the arms of the teacher, a pair of God, looking at the bed.
Seeing this scene, she couldn't help reddening her eyes again and stepped back two steps in a panic. Sure enough, she was discovered by her. Now she didn't know what she was feeling. There were sadness, helplessness and remorse.
If she had been more careful, maybe things about Si Yeqing would not have been discovered. If, if.
SLO rain some weak sat on the stool outside the ward, back against the wall, a pair of eyes looked at the white ceiling in a daze.
Although she only looked at it once, she knew that sloyu was very sad now. She wanted to open the door of the ward countless times and put her in her arms.
But she didn't have the courage to do so. She didn't know how to face her and what kind of words she should say to comfort her. Now, she probably thought that she had cheated her. She probably hated herself.
The more she thought about it, the more flustered she was. She didn't know what would happen to her daughter, who was always gentle and lovely, when she met this kind of thing.
She didn't want to know and didn't have the courage to know. At last, she got up slowly, but instead of pushing the door of the ward, she went in the opposite direction.
From the moment she pressed "1", she knew that she had lost completely. With the decrease of the number on the electronic screen, there are more and more people in the elevator. She is almost out of breath, but she is like a puppet who has no response. She lets others push her and she doesn't say a word after being trampled on.
Finally, it was the pain that made her wake up a little bit, and the reflex arc of her body made her quickly take back her feet to avoid being hurt again.
She was pushed into the corner of the elevator, with her back against the iron railings, which made her back ache. But in this way, she did not make a sound, but moved away silently. The pain in her body was far less than the pain in her heart.
Finally, the elevator stopped. At the moment when the elevator door opened, she left the hospital as if she had escaped. She didn't have the courage.
"Sorry, Mommy is a coward." She looked to the direction of the ward, a drop of tears along the outline of the cheek, drop by drop, her face was gradually wet.
Then she stopped a taxi and went home. The room was empty. After changing her shoes, she sat on the sofa for two hours.
She didn't react until slough came home.
"Mommy, I'm back." Her voice is not as vigorous as before, full of loss.
It seems that she is no better than her, a dejected look.
She was so flustered and remorseful that she reluctantly picked up her spirits, held the little girl in her arms, rubbed her itchy flesh, showed a smile, and pretended not to know, "what's the matter? My little stinky beauty. "
The nickname "smelly beauty" was inadvertently called out by her.
She obviously felt that the little man in her arms was stiff for a long time.
"Mommy, daddy, does he really work somewhere else? Is he really just on a business trip? " Si Luoyu raised his head, looked at her sincerely, and his tone was light.
These two questions, let Luoyu silk Leng Leng Leng, she did not expect that Si Luoyu would directly ask herself, she spent the whole afternoon in a daze at home, even went to the hospital, but also ran away, she did not think about how to face Si Luoyu, more did not think about how to answer her questions.
The only thing she can do now is to keep silent. She should have thought of it for a long time. It's impossible to hide it. One day, Si Luoyu will find out the truth, but she didn't expect that this day would come so fast, and she gave her a chance.
"Mommy, when I went to the hospital today, I saw daddy in the ward," said sloyu with grief in his eyes as he approached her. "Why does daddy lie in the hospital? Why doesn't he wake up no matter what I call him?"
In the face of this series of inquiries, Luoyu silk fidgeted. She just wanted to say something, but she closed her lips again.
Before Luoyu silk had time to answer her, it seemed that she suddenly thought of something. The little face, which was originally ruddy and round, suddenly changed color, became pale, without a trace of blood.