On the way home, Si Luoyu saw monitor Si Luoyu and representatives of English class walking together. They seemed to be very close. They talked and laughed there, as if they were talking about something very interesting.
Si Luoyu looks at their backs and thinks that his previous thought is correct. The English class representative really likes the monitor. After all, one person's eyes can't deceive people.
She went to say hello to them, and the two stopped. They were close to each other and separated immediately.
I just didn't expect that the monitor's attitude to her was very cold. It was just a slight, um, response. Generally, this kind of cold attitude would make people feel unhappy.
But Si Luoyu met the monitor with this kind of temperament, so he didn't care more about her. The class representative was much better than her. At least they were very friendly: "do you come here too?"
Si Luoyu said with a smile: "yes, maybe you didn't pay much attention before."
The English class representative nodded.
Si Luoyu suddenly saw that there was a small rubber band on the hand of the class representative. Her eyes stopped slightly, but she didn't say much. She would like to go home and have a good rest soon, so she didn't delay any more and went on.
After they separated from the monitor, when they got home, Si Luoyu fell on the sofa.
Seeing her daughter like this, Luoyu silk felt that she was really tired at school, so she said, "I'll make some delicious food for you later to make up your body."
"Mom doesn't need it. I'll be fat if I make up for it. I just want to fall down and have a rest."
After all, the sofa is so soft. It's comfortable to lie on it. She likes this kind of feeling most.
Luoyu silk has to depend on her, but she has no choice for her daughter.
For this reason, there are elders in the family who say that she dotes on her, but this is her only daughter. She must be in the same pain as her heart.
After dinner, Si Luoyu sat on the sofa and watched TV with her for a while, then yawned and went to wash. She was a little sleepy at the moment, but she suddenly remembered one thing. She took out her mobile phone first and went to check Ye he's space.
Then he saw his speech in the space about a year ago, which reminded her of many things.
The words he published are more sad, which seems to contain some help information, just like he fell in the mud, desperately want to climb out, but how can not climb out, and deeper and deeper.
Seeing these sad words, Si Luoyu felt very sad. Although there was no real sympathy in the world, he could imagine how painful he was when he was typing these words.
However, the world is often very cruel. When you treat others as straws, she stabs you in the back.
Si Luoyu tangled for a long time, and finally sent a message to Ye he, asking about his depression.
Ye he did not expect that he directly mentioned depression, but also some stunned, how she knows depression, his eyes are full of confusion.
But at the moment, the other side can't see their own expression, and they are all sending messages.
Si Luoyu was very happy to see that he had regained a little confidence, so he wanted to say a few words to him to encourage him.
"Excuse me, did I disturb you?"
Ye he said in a low voice: "no, how can you say to disturb?" He also knows that this girl is kind-hearted. After all, people who suffer from depression are always in a bad mood, just like they are in a special tangled and painful state.
Sometimes people don't understand depression. No, most people don't.
When a depressive patient says that he is very painful and uncomfortable, it's like being scratched by a sharp claw, but others won't understand. They always think that he thinks too much.
Yeh has been through this before.
Some people even ran up to him and said, "what depression? In my opinion, you are hypocritical! "
Sometimes even their family and friends don't understand, because in their eyes, depression is purely a sentimental problem. If they live a fuller life, they have no time to think about it.
On the other end of the phone, sloyu said without confidence: "I just want to ask if you are better?"
Because before his state looks very worrying, after all, depression is very difficult to cure, if not enough perseverance to go out.
Although Si Luoyu can't feel the same, he also hopes that he can get better, get out of the shadow earlier and become more confident.
Ye he replied with a smile, "thank you for your concern. I'm really much better."
Yes, he's really better now. In the past, he was not in a very good state. He felt that his heart was aching. He felt that he was floating in the endless sea and could not reach the shore at all.
One of his relatives laughed at him: "in my opinion, he's just idle. What kind of depression? I keep saying that if people don't know you, I think you might as well die earlier. "
The relative didn't realize what harm his words would bring to him, but the harm had already taken shape,
When he listened to his relatives, he felt uncomfortable for a long time, just like there was a needle on his heart, which made him twitch.
Since then, his temperament has become more melancholy, and the whole person has become less confident.
However, his condition has improved a lot recently, probably because he often plays basketball with others
At that time, some people in their family refuted the past: "you are talking nonsense. You don't understand anything. Just stand here and talk nonsense!"
But others don't think so: "I'm talking nonsense. This is the fact. A young child has depression. Isn't it a joke to spread it?"
After hearing this sentence, ye he felt very heavy at that time. Is it difficult to make depression a joke? If so, the world would be ridiculous.
But he is not the kind of person who likes to argue with others, so he didn't say anything.
"That's good. It's OK." Sloyu's voice brought him back to reality.
"Thank you, sloyu." He thanks again, in a soft voice.
Sloyu sighed softly. He was always so polite that she was embarrassed.
At this time, ye he continued: "well, it's late. You should have a rest early. I'm going to bed, too."
He appreciated her concern for himself, but also heard that she always dozed off before, so he wanted to say let her go to bed early, don't delay time. Sloyu rubbed her eyes. She was really sleepy. At this time, she went back to her room and was ready to have a good sleep. She could no longer go to bed late, go to bed early and get up early as before. It was easy to concentrate in class. Today is a good example.
So she has to get into the habit of sticking with it.