Su Xingchen walked out of the door of the consulting room and looked up at the sky that had already lit up the stars unconsciously. The tears in his eyes had the impulse to turn over again.

Fortunately, I cried in front of Dr. Fang just now. This time I closed my eyes and went back.

Su Xingchen has always been a positive and optimistic person.

Before the death of his only relative, he was full of passion for life.

Until the day when his father left, he was full of energy, just like a deflated balloon, and his condition was worse every day.

The University's schoolwork has also been affected, and has become indifferent to study.

At first, Su Xingchen thought that the time was too short and he hadn't come out yet. Later, he knew that this kind of feeling of being unable to face life was called depression.

The only difference with ordinary depression is that Su Xingchen actively cooperates with the doctor's treatment after he knows that he is ill and wants to make himself better.

To this end, Su Xingchen also deliberately registered a lot of social platforms, trying to chat with friends online, or live learning, cooking, to show his talent.

But

Half a year has passed.

Su Xingchen still has no way to find the motivation to persist in this empty city.

Today is the last time he came to the consulting room to seek the solution of Dr. Fang, because he has decided to suspend school temporarily and return to his father's hometown for a period of time.

The reason why she cried excitedly today is that Su Xingchen thought that she could only communicate with Dr. Fang in the form of video or telephone in the future, which was a little uncomfortable.

"You see, in the face of familiar and trusted people, you will gradually have a sense of dependence, which leads to a fetter. As long as the fetters are deep enough, you will not feel that there is no meaning for you to stay in this world. " Just now, Dr. Fang tried to suggest Su Xingchen for the first time: "in fact, if you don't reject it, you can find someone who reposes your feelings..."

I can hear that doctor Fang is not so sure. Let Su Xingchen in this state put himself in love.

After all, in today's society, married couples can divorce every minute, let alone just fall in love.

If Su Xingchen really falls in love for the sake of recovery, won't breaking up with him cause double damage?

So Dr. Fang finally said, "either find something to express your feelings, or find an environment."

Things and so on, Su Xingchen has tried, there is no use.

Later, he thought that his father had a house in his hometown. After his father died, it became a legacy for him.

Speaking of the house in my hometown, there is also a wonderful story.

That's what Su Xingchen heard from his father when he was a child. He said that the house in his hometown was built by his grandfather in the 1970s on a highland by the river in his hometown.

At that time, Su Xingchen's grandfather was one of the first people to do business in the village. With some money in his hand, he went back to the countryside to build the house for his old age.

After all, Su Xingchen was still young at that time, and he heard that there were some strange phenomena such as spatial overlap.

The house in my hometown is connected with other places randomly, sometimes in the wild, sometimes in the marketplace.

The things in the space overlap can only be used inside, and can't leave the scope of the old house.

In retrospect, Su Xingchen just thought that his father said something about the countryside to fool himself when he was a child, so he didn't care.

He wanted to go back to his hometown. First, he left the empty city. Second, his father lived in his hometown for several years before he died, which is a memory.

After making this decision, Su Xingchen quickly went through the suspension procedure.

Then there is the vacant house on this side of the restaurant, the house on the Fourth Ring Road, which is more than 50 square meters. It is a small house that his father bought sparingly.

If you rent it, you can charge more than 10000 yuan a month.

In this way, I have a source of living in my hometown, and I can save a lot of money.

Su Xingchen is calculating these, come to the face of brow lock in recent days, imperceptibly revealed rare relaxed.

Next, when he packed up, Su Xingchen seemed to have a look forward to it, much happier than when he had no goal before.

……

In order to return home early, Su Xingchen made a reservation for the next morning's high-speed rail ticket.

On the high-speed railway, he opened a video platform that he had not been on for a while, and found that several netizens asked him about his recent situation under the cooking video he had recorded before.

And the rest is commenting on his cooking hands.

“……” This is a thing that makes Su Xingchen more puzzled, because no one cares about the dishes in his cooking videos. Almost all of them are commenting on how his hands are, so his face must be, and so on.

Su Xingchen, who is introverted and doesn't like to show, picks out a few messages asking about the latest situation and replies one by one.Then he turned on the camera, pointed at his face with the mask, slowly pulled down the mask. It was quiet, but he said clearly: "it's 6 o'clock Beijing time. I boarded the high-speed railway back to my hometown and will arrive at the terminal in more than four hours Fortunately, today's mood is a little elated, although a little at a loss, and a little worried. Can I live my own life in my hometown? I think I can. I'll get better. Come on

With that, like a diary, Su Xingchen ordered the release.

Then listen to doctor Fang's advice, try to think less, and let yourself sleep more.

Because as soon as Su Xingchen thinks about things, he will involuntarily fall into the panic of the situation. For example, he feels lonely, and there is no place called destination between heaven and earth.

Feel lonely, in addition to their own, no one will remember those belong to the memory between parents and children.

In other words, no one in the world will remember the pictures of how Su Xingchen came to the world.

An inattentive, Su Xingchen discovers his canthus to gush tears again.

"Dad..."

Su Xingchen held his backpack and hid from others secretly. After crying for a while, he relaxed and leaned against the chair to sleep for more than an hour. Finally, he was awakened by a burst of urine.

He got up and went to the bathroom, then kept looking out the window until he got to the station.

It's may day, one of the most comfortable months in southern cities.

Su Xingchen got off at the North Station of the city and had to take a long-distance bus back to the remote town and countryside.

In addition to the middle of a variety of transfer time, when he returned to the village in a bun, it was already slightly dark.

Su Xingchen, who just got off the car, looked at a completely strange place and felt that his feet were a little soft.

Finally, the uncle who took him back couldn't look at him and said, "where is your door? Uncle, help you with your luggage

Just now in the car, the driver's uncle took Su Xingchen to chat with him. He knew that this pretty little brother was actually a local in the village. He had a house here.

The driver's uncle is also a local. His name is Wang Hanxiong. He lives on the second floor of the newly built village.

In fact, Su Xingchen's luggage is not much, only a backpack and a suitcase. Moreover, he heard that his father said that he could not take people home, so he shook his head, pulled down the mask on his face and said, "no, uncle. I can walk by myself."

At this time, Su Xingchen did not know that it would take him two legs to walk for an hour to get to his house from the village.

During this period, Su Xingchen, who was less than 20 years old, wanted to retreat from the dark lights, the dark wind in the mountains and the sound of birds and animals in the forest.

But he was not reconciled. He came here after a hard day, and there was no room to retreat, was there?

So calm down, by the light of the mobile phone flashlight, walking on the weedy path.

In order to embolden himself, Su Xingchen awkwardly begins to sing the march of the volunteers, which is not complete in five tones.

When he sang for the fifth time, the cement paved path finally came to an end.

Fortunately, a nice looking big house stands in front of Su Xingchen in black.

There are two floors, with a large yard.

Su Xingchen breathlessly looked at the house in front of him, thinking about his predicament just now, while rising a faint sense of achievement in his heart.

He thought with a smile that there was nothing wrong with the decision to change the environment. It was a victory in the first battle.

Then he found a bunch of keys in his backpack and opened the copper lock on the door. But he found that the door was heavy and it was a little hard to push.

After su Xingchen went in, he carefully locked the door to prevent wild animals from entering.

To tell you the truth, no matter who comes to this desolate place in the mountain where you can't see your fingers, you will be afraid.

And Su Xingchen, probably because he is not afraid of death, so after he found the house, he did not hesitate and took it as his destination.

Gee

He opened the second heavy door, which was not surprisingly dark.

But fortunately, there is no serious odor, just a little mildew caused by long-term ventilation.

Su Xingchen saw the shadow of some furniture vaguely through the flashlight light of his mobile phone. After a long time, he sent out a smell of rotten mildew. Instead of looking more, he looked for the switch on the wall near the door.

"Well?" But after touching it, he began to doubt whether there would be electricity in such wild mountains?

Sure enough, there was no light switch on the wall.

But Su Xingchen didn't care. He thought of his father's story and went up to the second floor with his suitcase curiously. He found that there was a door at the entrance of the second floor.

This time Su Xingchen took a deep breath, and then opened it with a little trembling.

First of all, there is no smell of mold coming from it. It is not the smell of the wild, but a faint smell of air freshener.Su Xingchen down doubt, hand in the wall casually press a switch, only to see the porch light up a small light.

Su Xingchen was stunned by what he saw next. He was so surprised that he couldn't recover

What did Su Xingchen see?

He saw a set of fashionable, beautiful and ornate suites, which would only appear in the first and second tier cities. He couldn't believe it.

In order to prove that he is not an illusion, Su Xingchen immediately opens the exquisite shoe cabinet next to him. There are rows of brand-new shoes, sports shoes, and other kinds of shoes, but all of them are men's shoes.

“……” Su Xingchen takes out a pair of shoes in a trance, turns over the sole and writes 43 yards. It's obvious that the owner here is a man.

Then he closed the door, dragged the suitcase into the incredibly luxurious living room and sat down on the sofa thoughtfully.

I just feel that the sofa under the fart stock is easy to play. It doesn't look like it has been put here for more than ten years without being cleaned up

“……” Su Xingchen, who has been stimulated, rubs his silly face and finally believes in the things that his father said to him. It turns out that everything is true.

There is such an incredible overlap of space in the world.

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