Chapter 129 - You don't matter now

Shanaya could only look at the handsome Vihaan standing at the corner of her kitchen.

Her cheeks red while her mind realised the meaning behind his words.

They were normal yet the way he spoke hint her at the intensity of the words.

Looking at the flushed Shanaya, Vihaan could not avert his eyes. All he wanted was to keep looking at her, her flushed cheeks, her medium-sized eyes, her brown hair he wanted to stroke for hours. It was not he was not interested in her body, hell he wanted to have her all the time but he did not want to disrespect her, not at that time.

Not when the situation was grave.

Shanaya waited for him to show he was kidding and did not mean it but when he did not chuckle and kept looking at it, she took a long breath.

She was not going to let him affect her..

"Fine..." Speaking in a hush to stop her from leaving, with his hands suspended in the air, Vihaan continued in the same urgent tone "I will if you will listen to me" and ended the sentence at the soft and almost pleading tone" just listen to me."

"You want me to listen to you after what you did!!" turning toward vihaan, accusation in her voice, Shana spoke with anger while stopping in the midway of opening the entrance door.

Crossing the path, reducing the distance between them, Vihaan spoke"I had no other option! "

It took a minute for Shanaya to realise the great Vihaan Singh Rathore just justified himself!

Vihaan stopped when he realised it but it did not matter to him. He was going to speak everything he wanted to tell Shanaya.

But no longer he was calm, instead, he was back to his usual, Vihaan Singh Rathore mood.

" I told you to listen to me and not to go with him but, no, you were adamant about going with him!"

He was furious.

And, jealous, very very much.

"Like really? Why does it even matter to you? Who the fuċk gave you the right to order me!?" Throwing the bag on the sofa, Shanaya was no longer keeping things inside her.

But only one side of her.

Taking a long breath, Vihaan opened his mouth but closed it soon, as if he had no idea what to say or how to say.

Standing at mere two-three steps away from Shanaya, ignoring every sensation in his body to feel her for even a second, Vihaan closed his eyes.

It was such trouble.

Opening his eyes, he looked directly into her eyes and let all the hesitation swept away as he spoke" I know you won't believe me but I do not like seeing you with some other male. I feel like murdering that person " lifting her chin with his right index finger, his lips closer to hers, he whispered "and, I will without any regret."

The room went silent as vihaan uttered those words, and the heat erupting in Shanaya body was too much such that she could feel numbness in her ears.

The redness on her cheeks, ear, the thumping of her heart, was not in favour of Shanaya, for they were revealing her weakness.

She wanted to say it to him to leave but could not.

She could not utter a simple word.

Hiding her emotions, or trying to hide them, Shanaya tried to spoke with a tone full of disgust and anger" why the hell does it matter to you? Who the fuċk give you the right to order me??"

Moving back a little, creating space between them, for she could feel her mind and heart blank in his proximity, she continued when she saw Vihaan listening to her with rigid expressions" Who gave you the right to tell everyone about me, my secret, my things??"

She had spent days and night wondering this, creating infinite scenarios each ending with nothing.

"Excuse me!?? Those 'your' things were mine too! I told them because I wanted to tell them! "

Shanaya blinked twice.

She was not expecting it at all! She never thought he would be so casual about it.

"What else did you expect?" Taunted her mind and before she could say anything, she heard Vihaan" What was the big deal in it?" and she lost it.

"Big deal! You told my best friend who always thought I had no secret from him, my sister who thought of me as a child who pampered me with her love, that I have a past with their brother!"

Looking accusingly and full of hatred at Vihaan, she locked her eyes with him and whispered" The same brother who hurt me, ruined me!?"

Even if it was an outburst not feelings.

The time seemed to stop in the room, with no more sound than the ticking of the clock and the beating of their heart.

Heart synchronised with each other.

Standing not far away from her and yet away from her, with his furiously beating heart, Vihaan did not speak a word.

Or he could not dare. He was not going to lose the opportunity once again just because of his short temper.

"And jealousy" spoke his heart.

Breaking the silence, which was very needed at the time, Shanaya spoke slowly "You should go."

Not what he wanted to hear.

"I won't until you promise me you won't go and meet someone else." not giving a damn what she was going to say or react, he was back to himself.

But, he was not ready to see her with someone else.

"What's wrong with you!??" frustrated with everything, with him for being like it, at herself for being weak, Shanaya crossed the distance and continued" Suddenly you have interest in me but you had no idea about me or my feelings for the last six years. Why!? Do I look like a sympathy case to you?? " looking straight In his eyes she spoke with determination "Look Vihaan, I accept I had feeling for you, but they were only mine! Even if you meant everything to me, now you don't. "

Without giving him any chance to speak, glaring at him, she spoke " Not when you met your first love after kissing me, not after making me an option."

Poking his ċhėst with her right index finger, she ended the conversation " You don't matter now, Vihaan."

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