Chapter 300

Seeing Chen Feng's sudden embarrassment, Zhong Lei was a little nervous.

She wondered if she was wrong. Maybe she should lie and say it was all for you?

But she's not good at lying. She thinks it's hard.

Zhong Lei is a very simple person with a straight personality.

She would only like music, and there was nothing else in her eyes.

The reason why she likes music is that she has great dreams.

The root of her dream is childish and real.

"Leave something to the world."

Just ten words.

Some people often talk about it, and then live into a joke in casual talk.

Some people do it all their life and turn jokes into myths.

Zhong Lei is the second kind of person. She doesn't talk about it. She just insists on it.

There are three reasons why Chen Feng can attract Zhong Lei.

First, Chen Feng's "music" completely hit her.

This is what Chen Feng thinks, but he doesn't know that this is not the decisive factor.

To attract Zhong Lei, talent alone is not enough.

Even if Chen Feng copied her own song and resonated with her, it was not enough.

There is no first in literature and no second in martial arts.

It is beyond ordinary people's imagination and even unreasonable to be among the top 100 in the art field where no one is satisfied, but she did it.

In the first timeline, she made her debut as a pop singer, withstood Zhou a's pressure with a humble identity, and fought a bloody road with her own skills, rising against the current like a wild hero.

After she became famous, she still had to face such difficulties alone without relying on any forces, but she was fearless, and finally achieved such achievements and became an idol across the times.

Her stubbornness may be stronger than Chen Feng imagined.

She has a strange absolute confidence in her bones and will not admit defeat to anyone, including Chen Feng.

Even if she admired Chen Feng's creative ability and even wanted to learn from him, she still wanted to catch up with or even surpass him.

She knows how to respect teachers, but she won't follow blindly. That's why she dropped out of school.

She will not indulge in the songs written by Chen Feng, but still tirelessly pursue her own inspiration.

The second reason is that Chen Feng saved her life.

The third point is the most important.

Zhong Lei smelled Chen Feng's sense of responsibility, which was like-minded and much deeper than her.

Zhong Lei once asked Chen Feng, "Why are you so busy and tired? Don't you want to rest?"

At that time, she had guessed in her heart and just wanted to get a conclusive answer from Chen Feng.

Now, Chen Feng has been silent. Zhong Lei waited for a long time, leaning his head and staring at him with beautiful eyes.

"Which... If you don't like what I say, I can change my words. For example... It's all for you..."

Chen Feng covered his face, "don't worry."

Damn it.

He thought again. There was no way. He had to take strong medicine.

Chen Feng said tentatively, "what if I change my mind and let you stop writing now. As long as you promise me, we'll get married right away?"

Zhong Lei was stunned. "What are you talking nonsense about?"

"No, I'm serious. This song is too difficult. I don't want you to waste your youth."

Zhong Lei was puzzled again. "I can't write when I'm married? The two don't conflict."

Chen Feng shook his head, "no, this song is not a love song. It's sweet and greasy all day after marriage. How can you write such an atmospheric thing."

"You look down on me?"

"No!"

"Well, I can pretend to promise you, get married, write quietly, and publish when we die. Isn't it still the best of both worlds?"

Chen Feng is stupid again.

Sure enough, I underestimated her. This is the real her. She is not so honest. Eight cows can't pull back what they have identified.

"This..."

He thought quietly, as if it was a perfect solution.

At this time, the nearby Zhong Lei suddenly released his hand, turned his hands and pressed the railing by the lake. Youyou said, "in fact, you don't like me, right? You just wanted to force me to finish this song on the condition of marriage, didn't you?"

Chen Feng gave a thump in his heart and hit the spirit, "I... I..."

Zhong Lei's tone sounded a little depressed, "you really despise me."

Chen Feng looked away, and suddenly he couldn't answer it.

Zhong Lei added, "I don't need conditions for what I want to do. I'm just a little sad. You said I wouldn't lie, and so did you. In fact, I knew from the beginning that you don't like me. Conditional feelings are not real feelings."

"Yes... Sorry."

He said it.

Sure enough, lying is a difficult thing.

"I knew it from the beginning, so you don't have to say I'm sorry. I wasn't a likable character in the past. It's good if you didn't hate me. No, you hated me at the beginning."

Chen Feng shook his head, "No."

"You're lying again."

Chen Feng: "well, it's a little, but it's not serious."

Zhong Lei: "what happened later?"

"Don't hate it."

Zhong Lei: "but after you don't hate me, you feel ashamed of me, which makes you very uncomfortable?"

Chen Feng felt that he was completely seen through, "yes... Yes. Why do you understand so? Have you also studied psychology?"

Zhong Lei suddenly smiled again and shook her head sweetly. "I haven't studied psychology, but I have studied you. I don't know what you've experienced, but I know your mood changes. I know you better than anyone in the world. Maybe I know you better than yourself."

Chen Feng: "this..."

Zhong Lei said again, "are you worried that I will hate you after I find you using me?"

Chen Feng nodded, "yes."

He really wants to break into ghosts, or find a rope to hang himself.

It's horrible.

So she knows everything?

I lied to her. I've been playing with fire?

There is no easy generation who can make a name in history alone.

I accidentally lost myself in her innocence disguised by her feelings. Unconsciously, I have been exposing myself.

Completely seen through!

What's she doing today? Want to strip me?

Since she knew for a long time that we were married in so many time lines, this

Chen Feng immediately got the answer.

Zhong Lei: "in fact, your worry is superfluous. I like you. It doesn't matter whether you like me or not."

Chen Feng: "ah?"

"Didn't I just say that conditional feelings are not true feelings. Feelings are not exchange. Whether you like me or not doesn't affect me."

Chen Feng waved again and again, "Oh, no, aren't you a celibate?"

Zhong Lei nodded, "yes, because I thought I couldn't like others in my life. At the same time, I won't make do with people I don't like, so I'm going to be single all my life."

Chen Feng wants to praise her.

Zhong Lei again said, "besides, you just don't like me so much. There's always a little... Right? I look good, sing well, and love so long. Now I'm so gentle to you, and my heart of stone has to melt?"

Chen Feng blushed. "Yes... A little."

"It's just a shame, isn't it?"

Zhong Lei nodded: "so, be completely Frank. In this way, you won't feel guilty. Then you just need to use a little love to change everything for me. I'll be very happy in my life. Even if it goes on like this now, I'll be very happy. I just hope you can be more relaxed."

"Of course, no matter what happens to us next. I will do everything I can, write what you want and the songs I want. I was angry when I said you despised me. In fact, it's here."

This is her. She can understand everything, but she makes her life so simple.

Seeing that Chen Feng was still thinking, Zhong Lei put her hand on his shoulder and shook it, "also, you are really tangled. You always like to think more and live very tired. However, that's what I like about you, understand? It's much more comfortable now, isn't it?"

Chen Feng nodded, "it's much better."

"Confess?"

"Be frank. But I have to think about where to start."

"OK, I'll wait for you to organize the language."

At this time, Ryan came over and said, "Chen Feng, we have to go back and rest first. When are you leaving?"

Chen Feng turned back and was about to speak, but Zhong Lei glared at Ryan fiercely, "we still have something to say! You're busy!"

Ryan shrunk his neck and ran away. It's strange.

Unknowingly, the time has passed ten o'clock. After all, something will happen tomorrow. The crowd dispersed one after another. Even the waiters left after cleaning up the scene.

Ou pangzi settled down in the guest room of caiweilu, and uncle long took care of him.

Song Siyu, after all, is a lady of the family. She has to go home.

Finally, there were only a few people left in Caiwei Lu, Lu Wei, Zheng Rou, fat man and uncle long.

When they were almost gone, Chen Feng and Zhong Lei returned to the small table in the middle of the courtyard and sat down.

New snacks, nuts and drinks, as well as a cup of hot strong tea and fruit juice were placed on the table.

Chen Feng took a teacup and started the human brain of the galaxy. He thought for nearly half an hour before slowly lowering his voice and opening his mouth.

"My dream is true, not a dream."

Zhong Lei exclaimed in her heart, but remained silent on her face. She only said, "if you continue to talk, I'll listen. Don't worry about me. I'll listen quietly."

Chen Feng nodded, "I saw the future and experienced the future... Many times."

Next, he was talking and Zhong Lei was listening.

She tries to keep quiet and be a perfect listener.

Zhong Lei almost covered her mouth and screamed at the dangerous place countless times, worrying about him.

But I heard again and again that he was really killed in the battle. My worry became a reality. My hanging heart landed again and again in a very strange posture.

She tried not to disturb Chen Feng's story, but the long story was too grinding.

He said this for four hours, and the time came to 3:30 in the morning.

"That's about it. That's what I always have in mind. At first I thought it was a dream, but I brought back your songs, other people's songs, and the things that madman's conjecture and Xingfeng Research Institute are doing. The future has been changing. I want to win once."

Chen Feng crossed his hands and looked at her calmly.

Zhong Lei pondered for a long time and tried to digest everything Chen Feng said.

After a long time, she said, "let's start when you copied my song."

Chen Feng said, "well, I'm sorry to tell you again. All the songs I wrote for you were originally yours. I also sold your songs to many people. The feeling that I am your bosom friend in your heart is an illusion. That's because the songs are yours and you will be easily touched."

Zhong Lei nodded. "Do you think you are a shameless thief who deceives the world and steals fame? It's not as good as I hope. You wasted me a lot of lives. Right?"

Chen Feng: "yes, now you know. It doesn't matter whether you hate me, hate me, or even if you don't believe it."

Zhong Lei's expression was complex and asked, "it really doesn't matter?"

Chen Feng crossed his hands. "In fact, it's still a little, but I can't help it."

"You're not honest."

Chen Feng: "anyway, I've thought about it. Maybe your feelings for me are illusions. I didn't dare to say before. Now I'm sure you can finish the morning wind. I dare to say."

"Let me think first." Zhong Lei fell into a long thought and looked solemn.

After a long time, she sighed, "this situation is too brain burning!"

Chen Feng shrugged, "yes. But you don't care about other things. You just care about us. Even if you scold me and beat me. If it makes you happy, it's good."

"After all, compared with you, I was ordinary and humble in the past. I didn't deserve you at all. I once cheated myself to be an actor all my life and accepted your favor, but I found that this thing confused me and interfered with my judgment. I couldn't even figure out what to do right."

Zhong Lei rubbed her temples and shook her head. "Wait, don't talk first. I'll slow down. My brain is a little chaotic. I have to stroke it again."

Chen Feng waited for the trial in fear.

Even if she spoke the love words better before, Chen Feng thought that once she found that everything was an illusion, her heart would inevitably regenerate and change.

After a long time, Zhong Lei said, "tell me, why did you copy my songs? Make money?"

"A little for this purpose. In fact, I was very embarrassed, but your attitude towards me was so bad that I couldn't be angry."

Zhong Lei: "so you robbed my work?"

"Yes."

Zhong Lei suddenly smiled, "no wonder, this is your temperament. When you taught me to deceive Lin Youde, I knew you were a dark man."

Chen Feng nodded awkwardly, "yes."

"What about later? We all became friends and copied my songs? Are you professional?"

Chen Feng: "cough, I caught you copying because you are the best. If I let you sing your song, it will be popular and the safest. I need to accumulate wealth as soon as possible, so I choose the safest and easiest way."

"Then our business has started. You and Ou pangzi are also on the line. They copy me? They also rush to the scene of the car accident on a motorcycle and stand by the fire to play the guitar for me. What's the reason?"

Chen Feng was even more embarrassed, "because I found that you are too strong. No matter how I copy it, it doesn't seem to have any negative impact on you. Your songs are getting better and better. I hope to squeeze your potential and let you leave more things."

Zhong Lei: "for example?"

"Bath fire, self combustion, all the songs in the music box, of course, including morning breeze, are works you haven't created before. So is sleepwalking Virgo. I've heard it before, but you didn't give me a chance to copy it."

"Together, I'm a self hair leek. The more you cut the leek, the more dense it is, isn't it?"

"In fact, I think of you as a sheep with hair tonic."

"I'll kill you."

Zhong Lei hammered him several times.

Chen Feng was confused, "aren't you angry?"

"Of course."

"But you..."

Zhong Lei suddenly cut off the topic: "didn't you plan to save the world at first?"

"Well, because I don't think I can."

"But then you went."

"I just wanted to be a soldier and try to find out how I died and whether I could live a few more days. Who knows, I can't turn back."

"This is your character. Like me, you don't dare to open your guard easily. Once others come in, you can't get rid of it."

Zhong Lei took a sip of juice and said, "you just said that you have been fighting every time since the fourth time, right?"

"Yes."

"Dead every time?"

"Yes."

"What about the friends in the camp? What about the others?"

"They're all dead. They've been dying."

"Alas, mankind has perished seven times in your world."

"Yes, I'm trying not to happen the eighth time."

Zhong Lei suddenly asked softly, "are you sad?"

"All right."

"Another lie."

"Ah?"

"Still trying to cheat me? Do you think I'm blind? Can't you see that you're depressed all day and you're so worried like a galaxy?"

"Well, I'm still sad."

"Can you tell me a specific story about you and your comrades in arms?"

"OK."

She knew the existence of Tang Tianxin. At first, she tasted something and secretly scolded others for being rude, but later she knew that the human mind in that era was in a controlled state and it was reasonable to do anything.

Later, she heard that Chen Feng and Tang Tianxin's daughter could not be born again and again.

Chen Feng's tone was very calm, as if he were a bystander, but Zhong Lei could detect his mood ups and downs from his slightly trembling tone, but his tears could not stop flowing.

Chen Feng talked for another two hours. Unconsciously, the whole night passed, and the sky outside was white with fish belly.

It's almost dawn.

After listening, Zhong Lei turned her head and looked at the sky in the distance and whispered, "I can't imagine how you survived the blow of sacrificing again and again and watching the people you care about die again and again. I tried to substitute, but I can only vaguely grasp that feeling."

Zhong Lei raised her chin slightly, and the endless tears in her eyes welled up again.

Chen Feng held her hand. "You don't have to substitute, you know."

"If you don't substitute it, how can I forgive you for really having another person in your heart and even having children."

Chen Feng: "

After a long time, Zhong Lei kept rubbing her eyes, "secular ideas and reason want me to hate her, but I can't do it."

Chen Feng was silent for a moment. "I'm sorry to put you into this dilemma."

"But I thank you for being frank with me and dispelling my doubts." she stood up fiercely and rushed into Chen Feng's arms, "you're too difficult. You should have told me earlier!"

Her mood finally got out of control.

Chen Feng patted her on the back for a long time, and she finally slowed down.

He asked again, "it's so incredible. Why did you believe it easily? Isn't this the most scum man's most illusory lie in history?"

Zhong Lei broke away and hit him with a smile and cry.

"Fuck you, if you were a scum man, would you refuse Luwei? And long before you started talking, I was determined to believe whatever you said."

Chen Feng looked at her happily, "thank you."

Zhong Lei rubbed her eyes and patted Chen Feng on the shoulder. "Thank me for what I did. It's your hard work."

"It doesn't matter. There's nothing I can do anyway. I can only stick to it."

Zhong Lei listened to his reluctantly relieved tone, and remembered that he had been facing himself with a guilty conscience for more than half a year, forced to smile, and even faced his burning feelings.

In fact, he is very poor.

He is not afraid of death, but he can't stand the guilt of lying to himself.

What a fool. You love me so much.

Zhong Lei suddenly leaned forward and grabbed Chen Feng's hand again. "I don't know what kind of strangers we are in the timeline of your first and second experience. After all, it's a future I've never experienced. For me, it doesn't exist."

"I don't care about the future that hasn't happened, I only care about the present. I only know that without you, I can't become who I am in just half a year. I've spent half a year walking the road that I could only have done in my previous life. Instead, I want to thank you."

Chen Feng looked into her eyes, "don't do this."

"I want to ask you another question."

"What?"

"Did I like you before?"

"Didn't you say it all? We didn't know each other before."

"Do you think I like you now because of your talent or something else?" Zhong Lei bit the word talent very hard.

"No."

Zhong Lei: "everyone is a complete person. The so-called talent is only a part. Whether your talent is true or false, it is still only a part of you. If I really like you only because of your creative ability, I am no different from those women who want to invite you to sing."

Chen Feng was stunned. Are singletons so good at self strategy?

I... am I so good?

"Guess when I first found out I might like you."

"When I saved you by motorcycle?"

"That's right. It has nothing to do with whether you copy songs or not, right?"

"Yes."

"The incredible athletic ability you showed at that time was obtained in the future military camp?"

"Yes."

"The time you saved Ryan was more frightening than when you saved me. Did you train hard when you learned these skills?"

"It was hard at first."

"And then?"

"Later, I was too strong. The people who trained me and the people who trained with me were very hard. I didn't work hard."

"You see, you were not so good at first. You even wanted to hide and be an ostrich. But then you changed. You became no longer ordinary. I was attracted to you. But you are always you. Maybe this is your essence, but you didn't have a chance to show it in the previous timeline."

Chen Feng thought, "you're right."

"Of course you deserve me."

Chen Feng: "er..."

"Today, I was a little hit. To be safe, you continue to move the future song to me. I also want to see where my limit is. Then, I have to find some pressure for myself. You still wait for me. When I write this song, we'll get married. How about it?"

Chen Feng thought for a few seconds, "OK."

Today, he confessed with Zhong Lei, but nothing changed, only his heart relaxed a lot.

Zhong Lei is really a strange woman and can't be judged by common sense.

He smiled happily and looked silly.

Looking at Chen Feng's completely relieved appearance, Zhong Lei also smiled.

If it is true as you said, I was too indifferent in the past and finally passed you.

That's my problem, not yours.

This is life.

Many women spend their whole lives waiting for the right person, but they can't wait.

After being over thirty, they have to go on a blind date in complaint, get married and have children numbly, or simply die alone and begin to complain about unfair fate.

In fact, I have met someone at some time, but unfortunately I missed it.

I once missed you, just as fat man and song Siyu once missed each other.

Not this time.

Chen Feng, you've been changing.

Your change makes me curious about you and makes me always want to try to figure out the meaning behind your words. The more I figure out, the more I can't extricate myself.

Now I like you better.

She stared at Chen Feng and saw his figure lengthening in the light of the rising sun.

She took a deep breath and thought.

You have to dispel the darkness against the light, which is destined to carry too much suffering.

The tone of your story telling is very plain, but you must have wandered in solitude and shouted silently in despair.

You will also worry that no one in the world can understand you, so you always hide it with a fake smile.

But from now on, I choose to believe you, and you have to believe me.

I won't let you stand alone at the end of civilization.

I will try to understand all your motives.

If I burn my life, it can be your help.

How can such a great mission be without me?

I have no regrets and will never step back.

We work together to create more miracles in this era.

Believe in us, you should also believe in yourself in the future.

Just when Zhong Lei was in a daze, Chen Feng stood up, stretched and said, "OK, I haven't slept all night. Go and have a rest."

"Yes."

They wanted to go home directly. Unexpectedly, Lu Wei ran out of the back room with dark circles under her eyes. She just pulled them back and settled down in the guest room.

Zhong Lei slept until the afternoon. When she woke up, Chen Feng, Ryan, ou Junlang, Meng Xiaozhou and Lu Wei sat around in the yard.

None of the servants and waiters in caiweilu are here. They should all be called home to avoid.

"Wake up? Wash your face and eat first. I have something to announce."

Chen Feng said to her.

Zhong Lei nodded.

Twenty minutes later, when the people finally arrived, Chen Feng stood up.

He held a fist sized stone in his palm.

"Now I'm going to announce something. I'll give you a bottom line first. No matter how ridiculous my words sound, you don't have any doubt. In order to prevent you from thinking I'm bragging, I'll give you a flower job first."

With that, he picked up the stone and made a sudden effort with his five fingers.

The stones cracked with a crack and then burst, and the dust flew all over the sky.