Chapter 527

"I heard you crushed Zhou a's finger?"

In the room of Hanzhou villa, Zhong Lei asked with a little curiosity.

Chen Feng nodded, "yes. He crushed one. He promised never to return home, but I caught him. That should teach him a lesson."

"Very good."

Zhong Lei smiled.

"Eh, why don't you say I'm too cruel?" Chen Feng wondered.

Zhong Lei shook her head. "I think it's OK. It's not cruel. I believe you have your reasons for everything you do. Zhou ah, such a person should really keep him from coming back all his life. But I don't think you need to be angry because of this. It's worthless and doesn't meet your current status."

Chen Feng shook his head. "Identity? What identity can I have? I'm still a man with one nose and two eyes? But I'm not angry. You may not believe it. What I thought at that time was just the spirit of the contract. He broke the contract and should pay the price. It's that simple."

Zhong Lei chuckled, "the spirit of contract? Your explanation is novel. But I just think your time is too precious to spend on such a small thing."

Chen Feng smiled, "it took less than three minutes to get together. I still did everything I should do. Besides, no matter who I am, I have to eat, drink and Lazar. Just like now the outside world regards you as a goddess, but as a goddess, you have to go to the bathroom in person, don't you?"

Zhong Lei blushed first and then laughed wildly.

After a long time, she poked Chen Feng's forehead and said, "good guy, you're really full of coquettish words now. No one is right."

Chen Feng smiled.

A moment later, Zhong Lei revealed the secret.

"Are you worried about losing your feelings? So you deliberately want to get rid of major events and return to ordinary life?"

Chen Feng was stunned. "You found it. That's right."

Now Chen Feng's physiological life span is 138 years, but his thinking has existed in the form of quantum life for thousands of years.

His psychological age is actually very old.

His will is very firm, but his thinking has been transformed into another life. After living for so many years, the long time will eventually leave some more or less traces in his heart.

These traces are gradually erasing his feelings.

This is the active indifference in the personality, which is quite different from the passive dissipation as a quantum life.

In these days, Chen Feng gradually found that he can produce relatively strong emotional fluctuations only when facing Zhong Lei or listening to Zhong Lei singing. However, in the face of other people and things, although he can still speak in a complex and changeable tone, which looks like a person, in fact, he knows that this is an illusion of his disguise.

He is becoming as "indifferent" as the stars.

These are the sequelae that we have to face after the quantization of thinking.

Seeing that he suddenly stopped talking, Zhong Lei knew she had caught the truth.

She leaned up gently and hugged Chen Feng's back.

"You're tired."

Chen Feng nodded: "yes, but it's OK."

"You need a break."

"But I don't have time for real rest. I always feel busy every day."

Zhong Lei: "you're pushing yourself too hard."

Chen Feng thought, "it's OK, but some things have become what they are now."

"Tell me what happened. I can bear it."

……

More than half an hour later, Zhong Lei looked at Chen Feng painfully, "have you lived alone in the black hole for a thousand years?"

Chen Feng nodded, "yes."

"Is it hard? Is it lonely?"

"It's OK. At the beginning, there were two people with me and I could listen to your songs. Later, I began to take the initiative to contact the Resistance Army outside and participate in the cause of the Resistance Army. For a period of time, it was difficult for me, but then my mood gradually faded and I didn't know what loneliness was."

He said things very plainly, but Zhong Lei unconsciously put herself into such a scene. Her heart fluctuated and she couldn't help herself.

"What do you think will happen this time? Do you want to repeat it again?"

Chen Feng thought, "it's very possible. If you want to win this war, mankind needs me. I have to watch and lock the victory all the time to be reassured."

Zhong Lei: "in the form of living people or in the form of quantum life?"

"If I'm opportunistic, I can change my form as soon as I get there. But..."

Zhong Lei: "but do you have new worries?"

"Yes, when I understood the great unity formula of Xiaofu in the form of quantum life, my cognition of the universe reached a new stage. After coming back, I have been thinking about a problem, and then I found a little mystery about the energy I travel through time and space."

"What mystery?"

Chen Feng: "at first, I thought it was the will of the universe that supported me to reset time and have unlimited energy. But I found that it was not the case. What supported me was a force in line with the laws of science and the application of the laws of the universe, but we didn't understand it at present. But this force was limited. Since it was a limited thing, it would be exhausted sooner or later."

Zhong Lei: "what happens after depletion?"

Chen Feng thought, "lose the ability to tamper with cosmic time."

"Ah? And then?"

Chen Feng said with a smile, "then maybe this is the last attempt I can make. This time, when I die in the future, I should not come back."

Zhong Lei's face suddenly turned pale, "this... Are you leaving?"

Chen Feng blinked. "I can't say I'm leaving. Won't I still grow old with you? Now is the present and the future is the future."

Zhong Lei: "er... So this time your life may be like this. First grow old with us in the 21st century, then rise again in the 31st century, and then usher in real death?"

She didn't understand it. She understood it after Chen Feng explained.

Chen Feng nodded, "So I don't intend to take advantage of suicide. I often walk by the river without wet shoes. I always gamble like this. If I lose the bet, I will lose nothing. Although I have mastered a lot of knowledge, my greatest talent is to rush into battle. I can play the effect of thousands of troops alone. Therefore, I will try my best to participate in the war, even if I grow old in the war It doesn't matter. Then, when my life as an ordinary person comes to an end, I will turn myself into a more stable quantum wisdom and live as long as I can. "

Zhong Lei: "finish his work in the first battle?"

"Yes."

Zhong Lei pondered for a moment, "why didn't you worry about it before?"

Chen Feng looked up at the ceiling. "The tone became melancholy, probably because I was finally old this time. This exposed the ability boundary of mysterious energy and proved some answers I wanted."

Zhong Lei asked solemnly, "what should I do now?"

Chen Feng said, "I don't know what to do. The soldiers will block the water and cover the earth. In fact, I always regard every time as the last time. I always say 'next time, I'll be sure', but I have to encourage myself."

Chen Feng confessed a fact.

He is probably the biggest pessimist in history.

Every time I only think about failure, and firmly believe that every time may be the last time.

But his thoughts in the past were not as strong as they are now.

Chen Feng took another deep breath and patted Zhong Lei on the shoulder, "so now I want to adjust my state, make myself more and more perfect, and make the best preparations for the final war of my personal and civilization. Tomorrow I will meet some old friends, put down all my baggage bit by bit, and then pack lightly and walk all the way."

Zhong Lei hugged closer and closer.

"Let me write you a new song."

"What song?"

Zhong Lei: "the last millennium. I've figured out the first sentence of the lyrics."

"What?"

"Every time I open my eyes, I regard today as the last day."

"That's nice."

"I will try my best this time as the last time. I hope my song can ring through the universe. This will live up to my life."

"Hahaha. OK!"