I left the guild while drawing the attention of all the adventurers inside the guild. Even Suzan made a surprised look when she saw me, but soon after, she got her usual face and attended to me usually.
I just needed those adventurers to eat me with their eyes, am I so beautiful that I attract everyone's attention? I need to be more careful with harassers from now on, and I don't want to have to kill someone in this city.
I already killed people, and I don't care much about it, at first I thought I would keep it in my mind, and the thoughts that I killed someone would be hammering in my mind, but it was very different from what I thought I didn't even care. I cared about the death of those people.
I feel like I shouldn't have killed the maid in such a brutal way, but I believe she deserved to die, and I don't care that she died, I'm living normally, in fact, I don't even remember it sometimes.
'Maybe I'm some psychopath?' Maybe I developed psychopathy, and I don't care about killing someone? I hope I don't go crazy in this world.
I'm afraid of losing my sanity and killing, which shouldn't my mind never gave a sign of something like that. Still, it is extraordinary that someone like me who had never seen a person die so generally in this situation.
I have to rethink the things I'm doing, and I have to start worrying more about a person's life. But I end up not crucial since all the people I killed are criminals or tried to kill me.
The only person I feel I shouldn't have killed was the guard of the castle, he was there following the queen's orders, and I killed him, I think that is over, and I shouldn't think about it too much.
If I keep thinking about all these crazy things, I won't be able to live in peace in this world, and if I can't live in peace, it will all be annoying just like my old life. I don't know if a world where I can cast spells would be annoying, but nothing is impossible.
I have to live my life in the best way possible for now, and I also need to pursue my goals, I cannot fail for anything. Whoever comes in front of me, I will kill, in my new concepts that I created, people who get in the way deserve to die.
It is not a very good concept, but it is a concept that I adhere to, an idea of killing stupid people who try to harm me.
It is not a concept that an average person would have in my old one, but in this life, I am not normal, I am strong, and I am a girl from a destroyed family, and the granddaughter of a disgusting woman, everything is justified.
If she hadn't sent that man after Emily and me, I never would have thought that, but I see that it is necessary.
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Again I met that guard at the gate, but this time he just bowed a little and then continued his work, I think it's a miracle that he didn't come to talk to me to disturb me.
'I'm going to get away from the city a bit, and I'm going to start running towards that same forest. If there are wolves there, there must also be rabbits, right?' I don't know the fauna and flora of this world, so I'm hunting blindly.
The only good thing that man could have done was tell me where to find rabbits, but now that I've been there I'll put that aside, I'll discover rabbits with the drone, I don't know how I'll kill them, I can use swords or magic.
I think fighting with swords would be easier since they have a high agility and hitting them with magic and leaving them intact would be difficult, if I just cut off their heads with a sword, it will be easy.
I arrived at the flowers in an instant again, it was speedy, maybe it was faster than the last time, but I'm not sure about that, and it doesn't matter now, I need to look for some rabbits.
I don't know if rabbits walk in groups, so it can be a more complicated mission than the wolf mission if all rabbits walk individually, the mission will take a long time because I will need to chase one rabbit at a time.
Haa ~~
I sighed to think that this is a possibility, it is a possibility, but I hope it is not a truth, I hope that they go in large groups like wolves, if I hold them all together it will be very easy because they cannot run.
Yes, I thought of looking for a huge group of rabbits and trapping them in some cage. If I don't catch them, they can run off each side, and since they have great agility, it can be challenging to go after them. It's better to beware.
'Come on.' After being a considerable distance from the road and inside the forest, I switched on my two spells, the radar magic, and the drone.
I could find a way to combine the two spells, I think I'll do it later, it is better than using two spells at the same time, it can spend a lot of my mana.
I started looking at the magic of the radar and started looking around to see where the biggest group of monsters was. I wanted to find a big group of rabbits so I could kill them all at once very fast.
It took a while before I could find a group of rabbits because most of the group's wolves, it seems that this is the place where the wolves live the most, so the guard was right.
But of course, here there would not be only wolves, I found a group of 6 rabbits, they were eating leaves altogether, I thought a rabbit in this world would be carnivorous, but it looks like they are the same as in my old world.
The only difference is that they are much more significant. I hope I have no difficulties in killing them.