Chapter 308

Lu Zihan did not know which island of Greece he was taken to by Qiao Muchen, because he had never been out of the private hospital.

On weekdays, doctors and nurses speak Greek in private except in English, which Lu Zihan can't understand. So there's no information about this place.

Just for the sake of her and Gu's baby, Lu Zihan lies in bed every day and seldom goes to the ground. As long as Qiao Muchen doesn't force her to do anything, the only thing she has to do is to have a good rest.

She's fine and the baby's fine, so when Gu murchi comes, he won't blame himself too much, and she has an explanation.

While Lu Zihan was counting the days and lying in the hospital for 15 days, Qiao Muchen came.

Lu Zihan is still a little nervous. She is afraid that Qiao Muchen won't let her take good care of herself in the hospital. Recently, she has managed to recuperate, and her physical strength has recovered a lot. The most important thing is that the image of the fetus is gradually stable.

Because Tangtang's body has some congenital defects, Lu Zihan attaches great importance to the child's health.

But Qiao Muchen just brought her some fruit, and did not mention to leave.

"How have you been?" Qiao Muchen sat on one side of the chair, looking at Lu Zihan gradually ruddy face, gently smile.

"Fortunately, the doctor said that the child will be three months old in more than ten days. At that time, as long as you are more careful, there should be no big problem."

Because I haven't seen Qiao Muchen for more than ten days, Lu Zihan looks at him now, and doesn't wear that straight suit, which makes him feel less serious.

Qiao Muchen is very low-key wearing a light color casual clothes, hair is not as meticulous as in the past, but is soft but very smooth down.

Some of the broken hair in front of his forehead covered his cold black eyes, which made him easy-going.

However, Lu Zihan also noticed that his present dark green is very serious. He is not as energetic as he used to be. His back is straight. You can see that he seems to be very tired, and he looks slightly haggard.

Thinking of Qiao Muchen, who entered CH group so strongly some days ago, now only a few days later, he has become like this, and Lu Zihan also has some regrets.

"Then take a good rest." Qiao Muchen really didn't want to let Lu Zihan leave the hospital. He just looked at Lu Zihan and looked at her attentively. After a moment of hesitation, he asked, "nothing happened, right?"

Lu Zihan shook his head blankly, and Qiao Muchen began to smile.

After a moment's silence, Lu Zihan said softly, "thank you."

Although Lu Zihan will encounter these things completely because of Qiao Muchen, Lu Zihan still thanks.

From Qiao Muchen's point of view, he doesn't need to treat Lu Zihan like this, but he doesn't treat her badly. On the contrary, he treats her well.

Qiao Muchen obviously didn't expect Lu Zihan to suddenly thank him. He was stunned for a moment and thought it was funny, so he laughed, "don't scare me. Are you suffering from Stockholm psychosis?"

Lu Zihan's face sank slightly. Although he knew Qiao Muchen was joking, it was not funny at all.

There's a fragile bottom line to human fear.

When a man meets a fierce killer who is unreasonable and wants to take his life at any time, the hostage will gradually entrust the right of life to the murderer. After a long time, the hostage has a bite of rice and a drink of water. Every time he breathes, he feels that it is the tolerance and compassion of the terrorists.

For the mob who kidnaps himself, his fear will first turn into gratitude, then into worship, and finally the hostage subconsciously thinks that the safety of the mob is his own safety.

This vulnerability to tyranny is called Stockholm psychiatric syndrome.

"It's true that I got to this step thanks to you, and you almost killed me, but... You helped me keep my baby. In fact, you can not help me, but you did, so I thank you for that."

Lu Zihan said very seriously. Looking at Qiao Muchen, he said word by word, "but I won't forgive you for your hurting Gu Mochi."

Qiao Muchen didn't speak, just looked at Lu Zihan.

Lu Zihan certainly knows that Qiao Muchen doesn't need her forgiveness, but even though Qiao Muchen is hateful, he doesn't reach the point of hopelessness.

In particular, Lu Zihan heard Gu murchi mention the enmity between Qiao Muchen and Gu family several times. Although he didn't know all about it, he still knew vaguely that it was the enmity of the previous generation.

Because of the grudges of the previous generation, Qiao Muchen and Gu Mochi are so good people, but they fight each other to death.

Lu Zihan saw that Qiao Muchen didn't speak any more. He didn't know how. Maybe the Greek sun was too warm and brilliant. When she was shining on her through the French window, she relaxed herself. So he asked, "if you can... Why don't you give up?"

Qiao Muchen was stunned, and Lu Zihan then said, "you could have lived in this world so proud, but you would have been so weighed down by the gratitude and resentment of the previous generation. If you could let go, have you ever thought that maybe you would have a completely different life?"

With these words, Lu Zihan also shut up. She felt that she was taking things for granted.

But this is her true words, she watched them toss to revenge, also involved in the ups and downs, really tired.

She was just a little involved, and they were all so overburdened, not to mention Qiao Muchen and Gu Mochi, who were in the game?

"I didn't expect you to come and admonish me." Qiao Muchen gently smiles and leans lazily on the sofa.

The sun sprinkled on him, slightly jumping, the picture a warm and beautiful, this feeling is too easy to let people loose, maybe Qiao Muchen is really too tired, he gently closed his eyes, a very comfortable expression about to fall asleep.

Lu Zihan thought he would say nothing more, so he was silent.

Just full of sunshine ward, warm atmosphere, after a while, Lu Zihan heard Qiao Muchen's voice low sounded.

"Maybe it's the best thing to put down, and it's easy to do, but I've been carrying it for too long... I don't know how to give up for a long time."

Lu Zihan is a little depressed. Qiao Muchen will tell her what's on his mind like this. He doesn't know how to answer for a moment.

In fact, Qiao Muchen didn't need Lu Zihan's response. He muttered to himself: "this goal has existed for a long time. Long, long ago, when I was very young, the only thing I knew was that I was unwilling and hated. Only with this hatred can I have the motivation to live hard. It has been so for many years... It's like if I let go of it, Maybe I don't have the motivation to live anymore. "

For so many years, when he was still so young, he witnessed the tragedy of his family. The first thing he understood was such a cruel side.

He also had a good family, a loving mother and a kind father. He was also a child growing up in a honey pot.

But overnight from heaven fell to hell, the family no longer exists, all the relatives died, the only brother and his separation.

As if the world closed all his doors and windows overnight, leaving him alone.

A child, reduced to the United States, living in a complex, dirty and violent slum, what has not been done?

But there was always a belief in his heart and hatred supporting him. It seemed that no matter how hard the day was, no matter what kind of beating and humiliation he suffered, he would not be so painful.

And such hatred and belief will support him again and again. He will stand up again after falling down, and then become stronger and stronger again and again.

From a little gangster in a slum to a big brother on the road, he was a beggar and slept in a morgue. He was forced to work as a mercenary, worked hard to earn money, and became a professional spy to steal intelligence. Played black boxing, step by step to become the leader of the underground world.

He has done everything, spent so much time, lost all human nature and kindness as a human being, rebuilt the Qiao group, recovered his younger brother, returned to his own country again, and come to today step by step.

Over the past 20 years, every day and night, struggling in pain, wandering in the dark to survive, it was those hatred that supported him.

As a matter of fact, it seems that he can't say why, and even his memory has long been blurred. However, it has become a habit that he can't change to regard these hatred as the motive force for survival.

Fatal habits.

Let's put it down now?

It's just a light sentence, but how difficult is it to do it?

He did not expect others to understand, because he did not understand, so when Lu Zihan said that kind of childish and naive words, although he felt funny, he did not laugh, but seriously answered her question.

It's just that he thinks that Lu Zihan always appears late, too late.

Because when he can put it down, no one told him... He can put it down, he can have another life, he can live a new life.

At that time, there was no Lu Zihan.

Qiao Muchen closed his eyes, but his look didn't loosen at all, but his whole body was not easy to soften, and his breath was sharp again.

Lu Zihan seems to feel his breath. He only feels that the temperature in the room drops suddenly, and even the sunshine can't warm him

"Well, I know what I said is too simple." Lu Zihan sighed and closed her eyes. She knew Qiao Muchen wasn't asleep, so she murmured: "it's just that if each of us can make more concessions and forgive more, maybe many things won't be so complicated."

"Since you say so..." Qiao Muchen opened his eyes, slightly squinted at Lu Zihan, and said with a smile: "so you are willing to forgive me?"