Chapter 664

Ling Jingqiu was silent.

Qian Mo is not anxious, slowly tell the truth.

"When you find out that you have depression, you actively cooperate with the doctor at the beginning, and have thought of many ways to fight against depression. However, when you find that depression can not be controlled by self-control, and the desire to die becomes more and more intense, you begin to plan all these things."

Ling Jingqiu is silent.

"This beautiful courtyard is the last stop for you to say goodbye to the world. You created this amazing courtyard. This is your last paradise and... Your chosen tomb."

"When did you find out?" Ling Jingqiu asked.

Qian Mo shrugged, "if you talk about design talent, I can't compare with you. But I'm a criminal psychology major, and I know something about micro expression. Well, in front of Bodhisattva, I don't lie. In fact, I'm very proficient in micro expression. If I say third in China, no one dares to say second, my master is the first. "

It's not foreign. After all, they studied it first. But Qianmo believes that through the efforts of several generations, we can surpass it sooner or later!

"Just because I'm really good at micro expression, I'm very strange when I observe you a few times and feel your sadness and despair that can't be hidden."

Qian Mo noticed from the beginning that Ling Jingqiu was very strange.

In the eyes of outsiders, this is a quiet man like water, but in her eyes, this man is like a walking corpse, full of loneliness and despair, the more you want to hide, the more obvious.

Especially after she and Xiaohei came up from the bottom of the valley, others were nervous, afraid and expectant. She was not a pure spectator, but Ling Jingqiu had a trace of envy in her eyes.

At that moment, he was envious of ah Hai who didn't come to the bottom of the valley.

He especially wanted to die of himself.

That moment, Qian Mo understood.

No wonder this other courtyard is picturesque, but there are a lot of bad Fengshui.

How can an internationally renowned architect not pay attention to these details? He did it on purpose.

From the beginning, he regarded this other courtyard as a shady house, and he hoped to sleep here for a long time.

On the last journey, he left with a strong sense of ceremony with his former best friends. The invitation to his friends was actually his obituary.

Designers are all born dreamers. They are so meticulous in their way of leaving the world. With a trace of romance and helplessness, they embrace the eternal sleep with gorgeous dance of death -

unfortunately, he met Qian Mo and Xiao Hei.

This pair of cheeky men and women who can show their love to the end no matter when and where.

Ling Jingqiu was still entangled by the disease, and the whole person was miserable and gloomy. When Qian Mo said that, he felt a little less depressed, but he still didn't feel like laughing. He just pulled the corners of his mouth reluctantly.

"You are so humorous. And it's thick skinned. "

"Thank you for your praise. Sometimes it's a kind of happiness for a person to live shamelessly. You are too emotional, and too kind, so you will get such a heavy depression. Bad people will never be depressed. This is a disease exclusive to good people. "

If the general depression patients hear this sentence, it must be very moved, there will be a sense of identity.

But Ling Jingqiu is different from ordinary patients. He has seen the best psychiatrist countless times. He has heard these words for a long time and is indifferent.

Qian Mo feels that Ling Jingqiu's condition is similar to antibiotic resistance. She has seen too many psychiatrists and is too familiar with this set.

"May I ask, who is the most famous psychologist you have ever seen? I think you have seen the experts because of the good conditions in your family? " Qian Mo asked.

"Qiyuxuan."

No wonder Qian is silent.

That's not Mr. Qian's father?!

The legendary world-class authority, one of the top three psychiatrists in psychiatry, is a master of the art.

"You should have heard of his name and know why I was in despair?" Ling Jingqiu is quiet.

At first he didn't believe he had such a terrible illness.

He has money in his family and he has money in himself. He does not hesitate to search for famous doctors all over the world to cure his illness.

The most powerful doctor I've ever seen is Qi Yuxuan.

But it's also useless. Take the medicine on time every day.

"I take medicine according to the requirements every day, but I feel numb and have no interest in the future, but once I stop taking medicine..."

from then on, there will be no night and day in his world. He is always sleepy but can't sleep.

The thought of death haunted him all the time.

I don't want to communicate with others, I don't want to say anything, I don't want to do anything.

"Do you know what it's like when I wake up one day and I find myself standing on the top of the building with one foot out, and I'll be down if I'm a little bit late?" Ling Jingqiu stated calmly."I can't feel the same way, but I guess you don't want to leave in such a way that you don't want to ask for perfection."

Qian silent words let Ling Jingqiu nod.

Yes.

Getting sick is not what he expected. He can't control the disease, but he doesn't want to leave in a way he doesn't like. Romance and innocence are engraved in the soul of the artist.

"That's why you want to say goodbye to you in this way. You've been away from high school for a long time. You've met a lot of people and experienced a lot of things in the society. But you chose a group of former team members as the last one to send you off. Do you have a deep feeling for these brothers?"

Qian asked silently.

Ling Jingqiu's mood finally had a little fluctuation, he quickly refuted.

"No! I have no feelings for them! But is young frivolous, but is like a dream, what feelings can I have with them? I find them, but it's just that they have no feelings. I let them watch my death. I'm selfish. I let them have shadows in the rest of their lives. Are you satisfied? "

For a patient with severe depression, it is very difficult to say so many words at one breath.

Very few people can go into the heart of patients with depression, and it's hard to imagine how miserable they are.

Clearly is alive, but can not control their own ideas, clearly is an excellent person, but all the time to be numb erosion.

"I'm satisfied - I'm satisfied. Ling Jingqiu, you didn't tell the truth at all!"

Qian Mo takes out a thing from his pocket. Ling Jingqiu looks pale and immediately touches his pocket.

There is nothing in his pocket. Originally, the letter should be in his pocket, but now it is in Qian Mo's hand.

On the envelope, there are two big characters: the letter of will

"this will letter is the last thought you left to the world, and it is also the last trace of your life that you tried to save your brothers with your own life."

Good people, until the last moment, are also kind.