Perhaps many people will feel that the original body is crazy, but as a person who inherited the original memory, Yan Chu can understand his feelings at that time.
Death after death, rebirth after rebirth.
When you think you have avoided the current killing, in fact, the killing has always been behind you. You don't know who killed you. You doubt all the people around you, whether good or malicious.
In the end, when your nerves are stretched to the extreme, the whole world is full of illusions, everyone is shouting around you, and everyone may raise a sickle to you. No one is completely harmless except yourself.
Even, I may not believe myself
This is the mental state of the original body at the last reincarnation. Even though his appearance remains calm, he has been completely crazy inside.
Unfortunately, Yan Chu inherited his memory and of course had to bear the desperate pain he had experienced.
The pain of being hit on the head by a blunt instrument, the despair during poisoning, the tragedy of the car accident, the anger of being killed, and the tragedy of staring at the other half of his body when his head was cut off and his nerve was not dead.
Such successive scenes of death would be repeated in Yan Chu's mind every night, every time he wanted to relax.
So he understood.
The topic of the house didn't end. Zeng Fangfang left in a hurry after storing the ingredients for her son for the next few days and after dinner that day. Although her husband did most of the housework at home, she had set up a new family after all. If she stayed with her son for too long, both her husband and her youngest son would have opinions.
What's more, she's making trouble about the house. She'd better try to avoid some unnecessary trouble.
"By the way, I just sent someone to buy two bags of imported dog food for Aotian, and I'll send it to you at that time. It's said that that brand of dog food is good. Husky's spleen and stomach are fragile, so I have to pay special attention to what I eat."
Before leaving, Zeng Fangfang wiped Yan Aotian's head. It seems that the systematic brainwashing is really comprehensive. Zeng Fangfang not only accepted Yan Aotian's existence, but even helped him buy dog food.
"Ow, woo..."
Hearing the food, Yan Aotian grinned, and his tail almost turned into a wind and fire wheel.
"OK."
Yan Chu nodded, then sent the old lady to the door of the community and watched her get into the car. Only then did he lead Yan Aotian home.
"Ah Chu, why haven't you come to our Qianqian recently."
When he was about to go back, Yan Chu was stopped by an old lady. Beside the other party, there was a haggard young woman.
Yan Aotian was rushing forward. It was not so easy to stop. At this time, he was pulled by the traction rope and rolled on the ground.
"Ow, ow, ow -"
Home, to go home, the chair legs at home are still waiting for the dog.
Ignoring Yan Aotian's madness, Yan Chu stopped and looked at the eager old lady and the cold and nostalgic young woman who looked at him.
This woman is the original ex girlfriend Lin Qian. She not only lives in the same community with him, but also a doctor in the same department. Because they often go home, they gradually get familiar with each other. Once they come and go, they develop into a relationship of boyfriend and girlfriend.
Lin Qian proposed the breakup because she wanted DINK. He didn't like children and hated children. Lin Qian was not young. She wanted to get married immediately and have a love crystal.
The original body is willing to meet her needs of the former, but unwilling to meet the latter. Perhaps this is the last straw to crush this relationship.
Because of the breakup, Lin Qian invited all the holidays this year and the annual leave she didn't take last year. After calculation, she hasn't gone to the hospital for more than 20 days.
Yan Chu looked at Lin Qian's look. The other party should still be immersed in the last relationship. His face was haggard. It was summer, but he was wearing long pants and long sleeves.
In contrast, the original body is a lot colder. I go to work as usual. After breaking up with my ex girlfriend, I quickly associate with a new girlfriend. No matter who I tell, I'm afraid I'll have to be labeled as a scum man.
"Is there something wrong with Qianqian? My aunt is also from here. It's normal for young people to quarrel. When things are said, everything will be fine."
Lin Qian pursed her lips and looked like she wanted to pull her mother away, but obviously her mother didn't listen to her and still stood motionless in front of Yan Chu, making peace as an elder.
In the view of the older generation, Yan Chu's children who have a house, a car and a stable job are like a golden turtle son-in-law and a diamond king. In particular, Yan Chu's parents divorced and each had a new family. It is estimated that when he gets married, his wife doesn't have to worry about the relationship between his mother-in-law and daughter-in-law.
Lin's mother, who was anxious for her daughter, also inquired. Yan Chu's mother later gave birth to another son. Now she is about to graduate from college. At that time, it's too late for the other party to take care of her younger son. She will never come to the eldest son to help. In this way, her mother-in-law can take care of her daughter in good faith. There's no need to worry about someone robbing her grandson.
So what does mother Lin think of Yan Chu? In addition, her daughter is not young. Don't pick and choose people who are 30 years old. If you can meet Yan Chu, you should go to Gaoxiang.
Perhaps she knew her parents' old ideas. Lin Qian hesitated and didn't talk about the breakup with them. She was afraid that her parents would be worried and come up with some crooked tricks or urge her to kiss.
But she didn't say it. Just because she didn't see her at work or Yan Chu coming to her these days, her parents guessed that they might be at odds.
"Aunt knows that you and Qianqian are good children. Don't hold back if you have any problems."
Lin's mother pushed her daughter to Yan Chu's side: "you have a good chat, and my aunt won't bother you. Qianqian, my mother will buy you an old hen to stew. It's estimated that you won't come back more than half an hour later. You don't have a home key. Talk with ah Chu for a while. Don't hurry home."
Then Lin's mother waved her hand, as if she was afraid of her daughter catching up, and ran away with an incredible flexible pace for the elderly.
"Why don't you go to my house?"
Yan Chu narrowed his eyes. He always felt that Lin Qian's current state seemed a little wrong.
Looking carefully, it's not like haggard after lovelorn, but like weakness after a serious illness.
"No, there's nothing to talk about between us."
Lin Qian shook her head and looked at the cool and indifferent man in front of her. She felt a pain in her heart.
"Are you okay?"
Yan Chu couldn't bear to ask Lin Qian in a low voice.
Although the breakup was put forward by Lin Qian, it was always so crisp to put down this relationship. At this point, the original body really has something wrong.
"Ouch..."
The dog has something to do. The dog wants to go home and chew the legs of the table. Yan Aotian lies on the ground with his two front paws on the ground. He looks like a dog in despair.
"No --"
Lin Qian thought about it carefully. She wanted to completely break off the relationship with this man. In this way, she should hide it. But I don't know why. Looking at each other's always calm face, she suddenly wanted to see some other emotions from each other's face.
She wanted to know if this man would be sad, sad, and guilty.
"Half a month ago, I knocked out the child in my stomach. The child of more than two months is a small group of blood. That child is ours and you don't want it."
Lin Qian lowered her head and guessed the flat belly at this time. When she raised her head again, her eyes had been filled with tears and anger.
"Do you remember, before breaking up, I asked you what you would do if we had children, and then you said, you are willing to marry me, but the child must be destroyed. Now I meet your wishes, but I don't care if you marry me."
Lin Qian knows how happy she was when she was pregnant. Although her boyfriend always said he didn't want children, Lin Qian always thought that if she really had children, her boyfriend would change. Just like when she was in her twenties, she also felt that the children were annoying. But at this age, watching her peers have children, she still couldn't help but have the impulse to be a mother.
However, she did not think that Yan Chu's response was so firm and persistent that he was not even willing to coax her. He was so indifferent and broke her dream when she was most happy and looking forward to it.
It seems that at that time, Lin Qian found that she could not change the man. On the contrary, in this relationship, she changed too much. Because of the excellence of the other party, she became humble. She regarded him as the only one. When she was awake, she realized that she was in the other party's heart, perhaps just a dispensable existence.
The other party's blood is cold. Lin Qian can't help wondering whether the other party has liked her or just because she is a suitable person, so she chooses to associate with her.
"Pregnant?"
Yan Chu was a little surprised. He didn't even know about it.
In this way, the other party's haggard has reason. Abortion is a very injurious operation.
"You -" Yan Chu's voice was dry and looked down at Lin Qian's belly.
Urban men and women, as well as older men and women, have a normal relationship when communicating.
The original body and Lin Qian had already tasted the forbidden fruit in the second month of communication. It was basically Lin Qian who came to the original body's house for the night. Just because the original body didn't like children, they showed their attitude from the beginning of communication. Therefore, when they had a relationship, the original body wore a condom.
However, contraceptive measures are not 100% effective. Although the probability of Lin Qian's accidental pregnancy is small, it is also normal.
"Don't worry, abortion is what I mean alone. Although I like children, I'm not great enough to be a single mother."
Lin Qian's heart was sour. In fact, when she found that she wanted to get married and be a mother, she secretly tampered with the condoms in Yan Chu's house. Their bodies were very healthy and it was reasonable to conceive.
Originally, she wanted to force Yan Chu to accept the fact that she had a child, but when she heard the other party say the word "kill" indifferently, Lin Qian regretted that she didn't say she was pregnant, but directly proposed to break up.
Because she vaguely guessed that even if the other party knew about her pregnancy, she would still only give her this answer.
"I want to be a mother, but I also hope my children appear with the expectation and love of both parents." Tears flickered in Lin Qian's eyes. Her nasal voice was thick. She took a deep breath and waved to Yan Chu.
"In the future, you can find a wife who is willing to join you in DINK, but for the sake of your wife, I suggest you ligate yourself. This is my advice. And bye."
Lin Qian turned smartly. At the moment of turning, she burst into tears.
She found that after saying these words, she felt sorry for herself.
Originally, pregnancy was her own wishful choice. Yan Chu expressed his attitude from beginning to end. She fell in love with each other. Even if the other party was indifferent and his response was few, she was still happy.
It's just that she's cheap. She asked for it.
Lin Qian put her hands around her chest and hugged herself, but she knew that the man was not worth her pay. When it was completely said, she would still feel heartache.
Even when I saw the other party's indifferent expression, I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.
It's so cheap that Lin Qian scolds herself.
However, she has chosen to let go. In the future, she will gradually forget this relationship and start a new life. One day, she will completely kick the man out of her heart.
The other party's joy and sorrow can't set off a ripple in her heart.
"Let's go."
Yan Chu stood there for a long time until he saw Lin Qian's back disappear in the building where she lived. Then he kicked Yan Aotian, who was almost asleep, and walked slowly towards his residence.
Unexpectedly, the last relationship of the original body was mixed with a child. Thinking about LAN Qin who was communicating with the original body, Yan Chu felt that the relationship left by the original body to him seemed to be more and more chaotic.
*****
"The operation was very successful, but the later observation is the focus. We should be careful of complications."
After more than eight hours of operation, Yan Chu's legs were slightly numb. When the last stitch was finished, he took a long breath of relief and relaxed.
In the end, like the original memory, Shaozhong decided to let his mother have an operation, perhaps for gambling, or because of the persuasion of his relatives.
In the last life, the operation was very successful, but many complications broke out inexplicably in the later stage, including renal failure. Without a matching kidney, Shaozhong's mother died soon.
Because of this, Shaozhong took the people's Congress to the hospital. At the same time, he also found a lot of media to expose the original "unscrupulous" doctor, but now the hospital is afraid of medical trouble. Cameras are installed in the operating room and intensive care unit, and every doctor's diagnosis and treatment records will be kept on file.
After the professional Department identified the operation video and each diagnosis and treatment record of the original body, it proved the innocence of the original body. Similarly, it also dashed Shaozhong's dream of getting a large amount of compensation.
In his opinion, this is the mutual protection of officials. It is the hospital's unscrupulous doctor who protects the original body. Therefore, during that time, the other party always took his little brother outside the hospital and said that he wanted to look good to the original body. It was not until the hospital called the police and arrested him for three days that the other party's behavior stopped.
In fact, according to Shao's mother's condition, surgery is indeed her best choice. If she chooses conservative treatment, even if she can endure for a period of time, it is just asthma under the torture of illness. However, surgery, at least, has the hope of cure, which can give her at least a few more years of life.
There is nothing wrong with the original body's suggestion. Yan Chu, as several men who are famous doctors in the world, observed the memory of the original body's operation and really couldn't find anything wrong.
Moreover, Shao's operation was really successful. The biggest problem was the occurrence of postoperative infection and complications. All intensive care units were sterilized sterile rooms, but accidents were always difficult to predict. This time, Yan Chu tried to do the operation better and prevent postoperative infection more strictly.
Because he knew that if the fate of Shao's mother could be changed, perhaps the medical trouble would not happen, and he could have one less suspect.
However, it seems that everything is doomed. Obviously, he paid so much attention and asked the nurse to closely monitor Shao's mother's situation. The postoperative infection problem still occurred and serious complications. Even if Shao's mother was pushed into the operating room for rescue at the first time, she still failed to save her life.
Is everything in this world really so difficult to change, just like the original body is destined to die.
Yan Chu squatted in the corner of the operating room. His bloody gloves had not been taken off. He was a little confused.
He has been a doctor for so many generations. Naturally, many patients' lives are irreparable to him, but this time it is slightly different. He knows what kind of diseases will happen to the other party after the operation, so he tries to avoid those diseases, but everything is still unavoidable. This feeling gives Yan Chu the illusion that he killed the patient.
For the first time in history, Yan Chu felt tired.
"You killed my mother. You quack killed my mother."
Out of the operating room, Yan Chu was immediately stopped by Shaozhong.
"Your hospital knows how to pit money. It was agreed that my mother would be alive and kicking after the operation. Now my mother is gone and loses money. All the money spent these days will be paid to me, as well as mental loss, funeral expenses and loss of money."
Shaozhong could not see much grief on his face. On the contrary, there was a faint trace of joy, as if he saw that he had embarked on the road of becoming rich with medical trouble.
On TV, people in the news are making such a fuss. The hospital refused to lose money, so he threw his mother's body at the door of the hospital, and then called a group of people to mourn. If the hospital was afraid, it would give money.
No matter how bad it was, he asked the useless doctor. There were so many of them, and he was afraid that he would fail.
No one is sorry for the dead patient in the ward. What an absurd scene.
The gangsters brought by Shaozhong surrounded the door of the operating room. They were red in the face and looked like monsters in Yan Chu's eyes.