Chapter 325

"I'm sorry for what I do to you. Over the years, do I lack you to eat or drink? I let you go to the best school and let you live in the largest house. You have all your classmates, and you don't have any. I asked myself that I'm a competent father, but what about you? Are you a good son? Have you ever done something that makes me proud?"

Yan Chaozong was happy to see his son's change, but his son's eyes seemed to be looking at strangers. He immediately couldn't restrain his anger and clapped the table and roared.

Last night, he lay in bed tossing and turning, unable to sleep. From the wrinkled appearance of his son just born, he thought of what he looked like when he was driven out of the house by himself more than half a year ago. At this time, he found that he seemed to pay less and less attention to his son after his wife died.

At that time, the industry was hard to do. He was very busy because of the company. Fortunately, his wife was kind-hearted and helped him take care of his children properly.

At the beginning, he was still worried. From time to time, he asked the nanny about his son. From time to time, he would also communicate with his son's teacher by telephone. But gradually, business became busier and busier. Baiyin, the stepmother, could not find fault everywhere. Even his young son praised her, so Yan Chaozong was naturally relieved. Gradually, They paid less attention to this. Until later, this neglect became a habit.

Yan Chaozong thought all night and wanted to understand that as a father, he might really be lacking in this point, but he didn't think it was an important problem.

In their generation, there are many brothers and sisters. If parents work in two jobs and work in three shifts, they have less time to meet every day, not to mention taking care of themselves. Who doesn't come like that.

As parents, as long as they don't let their children starve to death and let them have houses, food and books, that's the most responsible. Yan Chaozong himself came here and didn't think there was any problem with this way of education.

Just like his father, Yan Chu's grandfather, for example, doesn't care about the children at home, because he thinks it's a woman, that is, Yan Chaozong's fucking business. Occasionally, their brothers and sisters make a big mistake, so they start to beat them first. Without saying a word, this is the best way for a father to show his power.

Yan Chaozong was scared of being beaten by his father when he was a child, so he didn't advocate violence, but in addition, he really didn't think he needed to do anything else to be a father.

He thought that he had paid enough for the family, but he was a little less concerned. Is it still an unforgivable problem.

That night, he thought over and over again, remorse and anger. Such mixed emotions rose to the peak when he saw Yan Chu's son.

"Yes, you think I've humiliated you. You think it's a shame to have my son who can't study and grow up. But have I humiliated you from the beginning?"

Yan Chu looked at the angry man opposite. He didn't necessarily love the son of the original body, but his love was too self. He disciplined the original body in the right way. He didn't pay enough effort, but entrusted him to the woman he thought was reliable. Is such love really what the original body wants?

Yan Chaozong was stunned by Yan Chu's words. Yes, he still remembers that when his son was very young, Yu Xue was cute, as beautiful as a doll, and his mouth was sweet and polite. He was the backbone of literature and art in the school. He was the number one candidate for both hosting and performing programs.

Because of this son, he was envied by many people. At that time, Yan Chaozong was elated. He had a gentle and virtuous wife at home, and the company's business was on track again. But since when did he think of this son, he only felt a headache?

It seems that he began to get fat and never looked cute and beautiful as a child. Because of the changes in appearance, his son began to feel inferior and sensitive. He still remembers that one day, his son secretly ran to his room and told him that he didn't miss books because his classmates bullied him.

What did he do then?

Yan Chaozong sat powerlessly in his chair and began to think back.

At that time, he was negotiating a big business, so he entrusted it to Baiyin. Baiyin was very interested in Yan Chu and went to school with her children the next day. As a result, she inquired about what happened in the school and came back to tell him that it was a small contradiction between some children. Ah Chu was too sensitive and took the kindness of his classmates as malice, so she was rejected by her classmates.

But fortunately, the students in their class are not that kind of bad children. They won't bully him or tease him. At most, they just don't talk to him or play with him. As long as ah Chu changes his temperament, it's good.

At that time, Yan Chaozong believed it. In his opinion, it was not a big deal. As long as it didn't rise to fighting, it was just cold violence. Is this violence?

Yan Chaozong himself has not experienced this. Naturally, he can't imagine the feeling that his friends left one by one and fell from heaven into hell because he was fat.

Yes, those students didn't beat him or scold him, but living in strange, ironic and indifferent eyes encouraged by the crowd is enough to drive a mentally immature child crazy.

Yan Chaozong remembered that after that, his son once again cried and complained to him that he wanted to transfer to another school. That day, because the previous business had not been negotiated, he was in a bad mood and scolded his son.

After that, he still called the teacher and communicated about his son. The teacher also said that he would deal with it. Then, he never heard his son complain again. When the matter should be over, he left him behind.

"You --"

Yan Chaozong's voice is a little tight. He doesn't know how to argue.

"I said, let you lose weight."

Yan Chaozong doesn't dislike proper fat. From his old-fashioned perspective, the white bone essence respected nowadays looks like a figure, which he doesn't like. But his son is too fat. He has long been fat beyond his normal figure. Such a figure will not only affect others' impression of you, but also affect his health.

"Hehe, do you think I can lose weight by staying at that home?"

Yan Chu looked at Yan Chaozong and sneered.

This man was able to enter the University in his time, become a university lecturer, and then go into business at the most suitable time, which is enough to show that his intelligence is far above ordinary people, but he is such a smart man, but he has never doubted his pillow man. I'm afraid that up to now, Bai Yin is a competent and responsible stepmother in his heart.

After Yan Chu succeeded in losing weight, he began to doubt that it was the same way to lose weight. Why couldn't he lose weight, but he lost it so easily.

Yan Chu had been a doctor in several worlds, so he knew that there were several means to make a normal person suddenly fat and difficult to reduce. One of the means was hormone.

The specific manifestations of obesity side effects caused by taking hormones are: full moon face, buffalo back and centripetal obesity. Unfortunately, the original body is right. It is very difficult to lose weight during taking hormones, but after leaving hormones, the body's metabolism and secretion restore balance. At this time, it is relatively simple to lose weight again.

When Yan Chu came over, his original body had left home for more than half a year. During this period, he had no contact with the family. Bai Yin, who was most likely to start with him, would not be so powerful as to add hormones to his food in other ways. In addition, at that time, Bai Yin was afraid that his original body had long been abandoned in her heart. Naturally, it was not worth her spending too much time, so, After half a year's absence of hormones, Yan Chu's weight loss will be so smooth.

These are only Yan Chu's guesses for the time being, but he has basically been able to kendi.

"What do you mean?" Yan Chaozong frowned and didn't think of it for the time being.

"Don't you think it's strange that when I'm at home, I can't lose weight, but when I leave that house, I lose so much at once. Still in your heart, there will be a woman who is willing to be good to her stepson, especially the stepson, and can occupy the property that originally belonged to her son."

Yan Chu looked at the man whose face suddenly changed: "I'm right. Like the rumors outside, the one she brought is your illegitimate son."

Bai Yin is not a fool. If what she brought to Yan's house is really a drag bottle, what she should do most is to coax him into a child who treats her as her own mother when she was very young.

A big man like Yan Chaozong is not a fool. If there is something wrong with his original body, the huge wealth behind him will never be inherited by a stepson who has no blood relationship with him. After all, with Yan Chu, he has many nephews, nieces and nieces, and many nieces and nieces. These have his blood for people like Yan Chaozong, Blood is the most important.

But if the children Bai Yin brought were Yan Chaozong's own, it would be different. When Yan Chu was abolished, he should turn to cultivate another son instead of focusing on his nephews.

"Nonsense."

Yan Chaozong was a little angry, but in front of his son, how could he admit that he had betrayed his marriage and his dead wife.

Immediately, Yan Chaozong was a little nervous and angry.

Yes, the child brought by Bai Yin, who is only three years younger than Yan Chu, is indeed his illegitimate son with Bai Yin, but for Yan Chaozong, it was an accident. He and Bai Yin were both victims of the accident.

Speaking of it, it has to involve an old past.

When Yan Chaozong was a university lecturer, he once took a class of students. Bai Yin was the most beautiful girl in that class. At that time, there was little contact between them. In addition, he resigned after taking that class for a year. It was not until Bai Yin came to his company to apply for a job that he remembered that he had such a student.

Because of the love between teachers and students, Yan Chaozong treated Bai Yin a little special. He left each other and asked her to be his secretary. At that time, his wife was pregnant and couldn't accompany him to attend some intersection occasions. Bai Yin just made up for this vacancy.

However, Yan Chaozong thought that the relationship between them was very simple. He still regarded each other as his own student, and the other just regarded him as a teacher who needed to be respected. He frankly introduced the existence of Baiyin to everyone, including his wife at home. In order to prevent her from thinking, Yan Chaozong also made everything clear. After all, the Secretary had a bad reputation at that time, Yan Chaozong was also afraid that his wife would misunderstand.

In business, it is inevitable that there are times when it is necessary to make fun of the scene. Because of Baiyin's existence, Yan Chaozong saved a lot of trouble. He thinks it's also good. When the family's children are older and his wife can get away, he can not bother Baiyin to accompany him on those communication occasions after work, but who thinks that an accident broke the original peace.

That time, he and Baiyin drank too much. His friend thought Baiyin was his mistress, so he simply opened a room for them. In the middle of the night, he took Baiyin as his wife. Naturally, there was a relationship that shouldn't have happened.

That was Baiyin's first time. At that time, she had a stable contact object. After the two woke up, Baiyin even had the impulse to die. Under remorse, Yan Chaozong could only blurt out what he was willing to be responsible for in order to stop people. He lost his innocent Baiyin, and gradually recovered his peace under his curse and oath.

Yan Chaozong was in a bad mood at that time. Fortunately, Bai Yin wanted to open up after restoring calm. He didn't make a fuss to divorce him. He just resigned from him and planned to travel to calm down.

Yan Chaozong thanked Bai Yin for her tolerance and understanding, gave her a sum of money, and then regarded it as the past, but Bai Yin was noble in nature. Before leaving, he returned the money to the finance department, and then left quietly.

The root of men's inferiority is always somewhat different from his women. After Baiyin left, he began to think about him from time to time and recall their past scenes. Yan Chaozong knew it was wrong, but he still couldn't help it.

Fortunately, three months later, Bai Yin came back because she found that she was pregnant and the child was Yan Chaozong's.

After that, everyone knew that he raised Baiyin outside and let the other party give birth to the illegitimate son. Because of his guilty heart, he was better to his original wife. He didn't straighten Baiyin until his son was six years old and the illegitimate son was three years old when his original mother died of illness.

In Yan Chaozong's heart, Bai Yin always does not fight or rob. This trust reassures him to hand over his son to her, and he also sees the other party's efforts over the years. In Yan Chaozong's opinion, the reason why the eldest son refuses to accept this stepmother is only because of the provocation of outsiders and his own ignorance. Everything has nothing to do with Bai Yin.

"Nonsense -- nonsense --"

Yan Chaozong repeated this sentence. He didn't want to doubt his wife who had slept with him for more than ten years. He didn't want to admit that he was negligent and wrong for so many years.

"You always think that what you think is right is right."

Yan Chu's voice was a little hoarse. He lowered his eyes and trembled his eyelashes to tell his restlessness.

"In the second year of junior high school, I was crying and trying to transfer to another school. You believed the woman's words and thought that the problem I encountered was just a little fuss among my classmates, and then let it go. Do you know that all the people were talking and laughing together. When you walked over, they immediately stopped discussing and then made meaningful boos. Do you know, collective work in the class Move, but everyone treats you as the God of plague, isolated and sad? You don't know. "

"When I couldn't stand such a blow and chose to lose weight, did you see my efforts? I only ate two meals a day. I controlled my appetite, got up early and walked quickly, and ran at night. How many times, I was hungry with Venus in my eyes. I almost puckered my head when I fainted on the road. You don't know. You will only think that I didn't do enough and that I was ashamed of you, Do you know that I was just a child at that time. Without my mother, you were the only one I could rely on. However, without thinking, you pushed me to an ill intentioned woman. At that time, I felt that I had been abandoned by the whole world. I didn't think I was ashamed of you. OK, I ate fatter. You praised her son's good grades, OK, I let it go and let my grades rot to the bone. Anyway, the people who care about me most are dead, and everyone hates me. What's the use of me no matter how well I do? "

Yan Chu's nasal voice became more and more thick. When he raised his head, his eyes were red. Yan Chaozong looked at it. His heart was severely grabbed and opened his mouth. There was a kind of suffocation pain.

One finished, all is finished. I was sitting as like as two peas on the bridge, and I drank all night long. I was drowned and drunk, and I drowned, but after I woke up, I regretted it. I dreamed of mom. She was just like the picture.

Speaking of his mother, Yan Chu's look inevitably softened a lot. The whole person lost his hostility and returned to the purity of children.

"My mother hugged me and said, everyone doesn't want me. She will want me. Ha ha, you see, I'm still valuable alive. I'm not a child without pain."

Yan Chu grinned: "I am also my mother's child. If she is still alive, I will be the happiest child in the world, so I want to live well, live for her and myself, but I won't live for you anymore."

Looking up to keep his tears from flowing down, Yan Chu stood up and looked deeply at the man opposite him: "I just want to go back to those things left by my mother, because you don't deserve to keep those things."

Then he turned and left.

"No, No."

Yan Chaozong covered his chest. After Yan Chu left, he couldn't help crying. His face was tired. The man who had been properly maintained finally showed some old ladies of his age.

*****

"Chaozong, where have you been today? People in the company called home and said they couldn't get through to your mobile phone, but I was worried."

Yan Chaozong sat in the coffee shop for a day. His mobile phone rang constantly, but he just didn't have the impulse to answer. He sat for a day. Similarly, he wanted to spend a day.

"Nothing, delayed by something."

Yan Chaozong looked at his wife and thought about what his son said during the day. Suddenly, he felt that this woman was a little strange.

She is gentle and virtuous, but what he sees is really the real her? Perhaps, as my son said, are there really stepmothers who wholeheartedly pay for other people's children in this world, based on those huge assets?

"Tonight, I have a lot of business to deal with. I sleep in the study. I'm not hungry. Don't call me for dinner."

Yan Chaozong waved to Bai Yin with some weakness, and then walked upstairs.

"Lawyer Lin, you come to the company tomorrow. I want to talk to you about the will."

"Zhang Cheng, come over tomorrow. There are some things I want you to check."

Yan Chaozong made two phone calls one after another. He opened the drawer beside the table, which contained several family photos of his family, including him and his dead wife, as well as his mother and son Bai Yin.

Looking at one of the old yellowing photos, Yan Chaozong's smiling wife and his handsome, lovely, tiger headed son at that time were mixed.

If he hadn't made that mistake, wouldn't everything have happened? If he could devote some energy to his eldest son over the years, would he not have the end of the current father son split?

If everything is wrong, there will be no chance to recover.

Yan Chaozong closed his eyes. Today is destined to be another sleepless night.

Outside the study, Bai Yin frowned and thought.

The husband disappeared for a long time. The first time he came back was to talk to lawyer Lin about his will. Did something happen in this half day that she didn't know?

Baiyin quietly leaves. She must find out about it.