Liu Qing doesn't know how long she's been in bed. What she should hate most is the man who hurt her.

"Dong Dong..." Mo Yuqian knocked on the door and carefully pushed the door in.

Liu Qing took a look at Mo Yuqian and turned around.

"Qingqing, if you eat something, you should take care of yourself. The doctor says you can't be stimulated any more." Mo Yuqian takes porridge and wants to serve it to Liu Qing.

"I don't want to drink. Go out." Liu Qing back to Mo Yuqian said.

Mo Yuqian's heart is not good, but he won't blame Liu Qing, she as a mother, how can not sad, his full of joy to meet the child suddenly gone, everyone will collapse.

"Qingqing, I know you are blaming me, and I am also blaming myself. I said that I would always be good to you and your children, but I broke my promise. I hurt you so much. I have no right to persuade you to forgive me, but now I sincerely hope you can take good care of your body. No matter how much you hate me, you have to eat." Mo Yuqian said, voice also has this very choking.

Liu Qing didn't speak, but she felt even worse. She really wanted to blame Mo Yuqian, but she couldn't face him directly.

There may be another reason, she is also blaming herself for not protecting her baby, so she is so sad that she doesn't want to see Mo Yuqian, rather she has no way to face Mo Yuqian.

"Look at me, Qingqing. Don't hurt yourself." Mo Yuqian put down his porridge and put Liu Qing in his arms.

Liu Qing can't help it any more. She lies in Mo Yuqian's arms and cries, "Mo Yuqian, I hate you so much. I hate myself too. Why didn't we protect our children well? Why didn't you answer the phone in the future? Why... If you answer the phone, maybe our children will be ok... Why..."

"I'm sorry, Qingqing. I'm really sorry. I was sent to the hospital by my assistant because of a high fever the other night. When I woke up, it had happened..." Mo Yuqian's eyes were red.

All this seems to be predestined good, maybe their lives really have to experience such a disaster.

"Wuwuwuwu... I really don't know who to blame... Why everything is so coincidental, why!" Liu Qing really can't accept it, but she can't change it.

"Don't cry, Qingqing. You can't let your mood go up and down now. You know, now you have to take good care of yourself." Mo Yuqian embraces Liu Qing and claps her hand on her back.

Liu Qing has forgiven Mo Yuqian. In fact, she didn't really blame him at the beginning. Liu Qing still can't accept this fact in her heart, but she also knows that she can't change it. Instead of changing her grief, she also wants to take good care of herself, otherwise the baby may worry about herself in the sky.

"Well, I see." Liu Qing dried his tears, picked up the porridge on the side, opened it and began to send it to his mouth one by one.

Mo Yuqian saw her this appearance, distressed bad, she vowed that she must be good to Liu Qing, will never be negative to her.

Mo Yuqian has been with Liu Qing almost every day, but he still has a company and needs to work. He can't go on like this all the time. After Liu Qing is discharged from hospital, his time with Liu Qing is gradually reduced.

"Qingqing, you have a good rest at home. I still have a job. Maybe I'll go back later today. Don't worry. I'll have a rest early." Mo Yuqian tied a bow tie and said to Liu Qing.

"Well, I see." Liu Qing lightly agreed.

In fact, she knew in her heart that Mo Yuqian could not always accompany her, because Mo Yuqian also had his own business, he also had a job, and she could only adjust herself as she was now.

Liu Qing is at home by herself. The longest thing she can do is to sit in the baby room which has been arranged before and watch the toys and carts she bought for her baby.

As time goes by, Liu Qing made an appointment with the doctor before leaving hospital to check her body, especially in the gynecology department. Because she had lost her child before, and her stomach was badly hit, she had to check her recovery.

"Yuqian, I have an appointment with Doctor Chen tomorrow. Will you accompany me?" Liu Qing light asked, in fact, she did not report what hope, after all, Mo Yuqian's work is very busy, she can not let him give up other.

Mo Yuqian always wanted to make up for Liu Qing, so she wanted to go to the hospital, and he naturally wanted to accompany her.

"I'll accompany you. I said before, it's late. Go to bed as soon as you can, and then cover the quilt. Don't catch cold." Mo Yuqian was concerned about Liu Qing again.

When Liu Qing heard that Mo Yuqian promised to go with her, she was really happy for a while. After all, she lost her child, and Liu Qing began to be a little worried about gain and loss. She also needed a sense of security.

"Well, I'll go to bed, and you remember to have a rest early after work." Liu Qing said with a smile.

"Well, well, go to bed." Mo Yuqian also stood up, hugged Liu Qing and gently kissed her forehead.

Liu Qing's heart also suffered a lot, she may just need Mo Yuqian to give her an answer.

The next morning, Liu Qing got up early. She was ready to clean up, and then went to the hospital with Mo Yuqian.

"Let's go." Liu Qing looks at Mo Yuqian in front of her.

"OK, you wait for me. I'll get my cell phone." Mo Yuqian reaches out his hand and touches Liu Qing's head.

Liu Qing cleverly nodded, "well."

But when Mo Yuqian came down, he was answering the phone, "well, OK, OK, I know. I'll go later."

Liu Qing heard these words, her heart sank, she really want to know, but she still wait for Mo Yuqian to hang up the phone after calmly asked, "what's the matter, what's the matter?"

Mo Yuqian looked at Liu Qing with some embarrassment. "I'm sorry, Qing Qing, I may not be able to accompany you to check. Just now, the assistant called me and said that I would sign a very important contract today, and I must be present in person, so Qing Qing, would you like to check by yourself, or you can wait for me to accompany you in two days..."

Liu Qing smiles, "it's OK. Just go and help yourself. I've already made an appointment. I'll go myself." On the surface, Liu Qing is calm, but in fact, she has already turned the tide in her heart.

Mo Yuqian held Liu Qing with some apologies, lowered his head and kissed her on the cheek, "then be careful yourself. Remember to call me if you have anything."

"Well, OK, I see." Liu Qing said, Mo Yuqian left, she looked at Mo Yuqian left the back, in the heart even a little self mockery, oneself is not too stupid.

Every time Mo Yuqian promised herself, she couldn't do it. She still remembers that Mo Yuqian told her at that time that he would accompany her well and couldn't let her face the pain alone, but in fact, she was alone in the face, and no one helped her, even her husband.

Maybe if you don't stick the knife on someone, they won't hurt.

Liu Qing laughed at herself, picked up her bag and went to the hospital alone.

"Liu Qing, why did you come alone?" Looking at Liu Qing alone, Doctor Chen asked in a puzzled way.

Liu Qing was a little embarrassed, "my husband has something to do with him, so he can't come. It's OK. Let's check."

Dr. Chen's face suddenly became very ugly. Before, all of Liu Qing's work was in the charge of Dr. Chen, so the two people who came and went also contacted more and became familiar with each other.

"How can your husband let you come alone for such a big thing? Is the baby your own?"

Liu Qing was also upset. She knew what she could do“ Doctor Chen, well, don't be angry. Help me to have a look. I've been doing what you said all the time. "

"Well, let's check." Doctor Chen took Liu Qing to do a comprehensive examination, "Qing Qing, your current state may not be very good, the previous injury left a little root cause, so it may be difficult to completely recover, but it is not impossible, so don't worry about pregnancy, take your time, you must take care of your body."

"Well, I see." Liu Qing showed a bitter smile, her own body, she knows, before the injury is how serious, her heart is also clear.

"You must be relieved and don't keep this matter in mind all the time. I just said that it may not be very good, but it's not necessarily that there is no chance to recover. As long as you pay close attention, you can recover." Doctor Chen is also very distressed for this girl. She is only in her twenties. How hard should she suffer from this kind of injury.

"I'm ok. I know my body. I won't take it to heart. Let's go step by step." Liu Qing took a deep breath. She could only comfort herself.

"Mm-hmm, then you go back to have a good rest, come to check regularly, don't eat stimulating things, don't eat ice, pay attention to keep warm, don't catch cold." Doctor Chen told a few more, Liu Qing just left.

As she walked out of the hospital, she walked aimlessly in the street, as if there was no one else in the world except herself. She couldn't ignore it. She lost her child, or even lost the opportunity to be a mother. How could she accept it? And where was her husband when she was hit hard.

"Oh, it's really ridiculous..." Liu Qing can't help laughing at herself. Now she feels like a fool. If Mo Yuqian didn't give her hope, she might not be so disappointed. But he promised that he would not cook again and again, and her heart slowly accumulated a lot of disappointment, which can't be changed.