Xiaobai's whole body is stiff. He really hates that he can't wear it back to that time. He hates those people's unrighteousness even more.
He didn't even dare to listen any more He wanted to stop her, but she went on.
"I begged Luo's family to leave me alone. At last, my mother gave me her private room and asked me to see the child first." Luobai pigeon doesn't want to say any more. She thinks of the following things, which are incredible.
She also didn't think she could survive. At that time, she, with a sick child, really could live one day, and another day was earned.
"I want to tell you that I raised Luo Yu and even saved his life. In fact, Luo Yu is my salvation in my heart! So I don't hate you, because you gave me Luoyu, so that I can have the courage to live to this day, and make myself better and better. Without Luoyu, my identity will be discovered by the Luos. I think I may not live at that time. "
Xiaobai looks at her quietly. To be honest, he didn't expect that she would tell him this. He listened to her, and his heart seemed to be repeatedly pierced by a steel needle.
Luo white dove said that then did not speak, she quietly finished this bowl of porridge, said with Xiaobai, then got up and went back to the room.
Xiaobai sat there for a long time, and the porridge in the bowl didn't move.
He has been thinking about the situation of Luo white dove and Luo Yu repeatedly. He can't help thinking. He knows that he has a great responsibility for her.
At that time, if he didn't make a hasty conclusion on her pursuit of him, if he was willing to check, the result might be different from now.
But, as she said, what would happen if she really picked up the baby? What would you think of her? What would his family think of her?
With his temper, I'm afraid there won't be a good result. Maybe the child will stay. She
Xiaobai rubs his forehead, which is even more upset. He feels sad. He stands up and kicks the table in front of him, scolds a cursive character, and goes upstairs.
Luo pigeon took a bath and changed clothes. After she put on the mask, she lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling in a daze. Those words she wanted to say today is that she has never been a grievance to herself.
At that time, she hated this man. After all, he suffered so much. It can be said that all her sufferings were due to him.
Now she doesn't think so. She should bear all these hardships. No one can blame her.
The source of suffering is not him.
Moreover, the bigger Luo Yu is, the more she feels that she has nothing to do with that man.
At the beginning, she liked him a little, so she was willing to have a relationship with him and wanted to marry her.
It's all her fault.
However, she still said all the things of that year. She didn't want to be with Bai Sixian, but she had to let him know what she had suffered in that year.
Even if it's for Luo Yu, it's also his child. In fact, he has responsibilities.
She just hoped that when he faced her, he could be more peaceful.
……
Xiaobai slept with Luoyu again. The next day, Luobai pigeon got up early. She had breakfast and had to go to the hospital for transfusion. She still cherished her life.
Fortunately, the poisoning in the hotel has passed, and now everything is back to normal.