Chapter 198

Zhang ChuChu sighed, eased his tone and comforted: "Zhang Xi, you and the story are very sad and pitiful, but I am like you, so I can understand your mood. I have also felt despair. I understand that since God has given you a chance to live well now, you should cherish this rare opportunity and let the past pass, Forget the pain and sadness and look forward. There are many beautiful and happy scenery waiting for you, aren't there? "

"Ha ha." Zhang Xi sneered, "forget? Zhao ChuChu, you said it lightly. This kind of thing didn't happen to you. Of course, you can say "forget." Zhang Xi stretched out her hand and wiped a handful of tears. A pair of red eyes once again appeared as sharp as a knife. She roared angrily: "no one can forget the sharp pain in the heart of the cone in this world! This is the pain engraved in my bones. I can't forget it all my life! "

At the moment, Zhang Xi's mood has lost control, and persuasion may have no effect. Zhao ChuChu is worried, but he still couldn't help opening his mouth, "Zhang Xi, you're not such a person. Zhang Xi in my eyes is passionate, cheerful and optimistic. She is a girl who always puts a smile on her face. She is a girl who can tell stories to children in a warm voice, She is also a girl who tries to save the patient's life alone. Zhang Xi, you are only temporary now, aren't you? "

Zhang Xi was silent. The fierceness in his eyes weakened for a few minutes, but he was silent for only a moment. "Zhao ChuChu, you don't have to try your best to escape from here. I tell you, as long as I Zhang Xi stay here for a moment, you don't want to go out."

"Zhang Xi, you can lock me up, scold me and insult me. As long as you are happy, you can do anything." Zhao ChuChu chuckled and continued, "but, Zhang Xi, you can't bury yourself because of me, because of someone you've only known for a month. Zhang Xi, you're a good girl, and you should have happiness, because you've gone through the hardships of life, and God won't let everyone down, not to mention a kind and optimistic girl like you, So you've endured the pain before. You're about to meet a happy life. How can you turn back at this time? "

Zhang Xi didn't speak, her eyes drooped and couldn't see clearly.

Zhao ChuChu knew that his advice began to work, so he continued: "Zhang Xi, don't let the pain pull you down again. You don't belong to that dirty and miserable world. Your kindness and enthusiasm should be dedicated to the children, you know? Just now Su Su told me that all the children in this orphanage like you. Su Su also said that when you grow up, you want to be as smart and capable as you. Zhang Xi, you are an example for the children, so you can't lose yourself, you know? "

"Stop it! Stop talking! " Zhang Xi shouted coldly, her eyes were full of pain, and her mind was fighting. Reason told her that Zhao ChuChu was right. She should abandon the past and look to the future, but the memories of her childhood echoed in front of her, telling her again and again that she could not forget her hatred and pain. Zhang Xi felt like being pulled by two big hands, These two hands were so powerful that they were about to tear her apart.

While Zhang Xi was struggling, a soft, sweet and waxy woman's voice never came from far away, breaking the silence in the narrow corridor, "sister Xiao Xi."

Zhang Xi looked up and found the place where the voice came from. Through the dim yellow light, he could see a little girl standing on the steps. She was nothing but plain.

Sister Xiaoxi interrupted Zhang Xi's thoughts and freed her from her struggle. Looking at the little man in the dark, for some reason, Zhang Xi's heart suddenly gushed sour, went straight up and grabbed her throat.

"Sister Xi, what are you doing here?" The little girl asked softly and walked towards Zhang Xi. The dim yellow light on the ceiling made the little girl's little figure grow old.

Watching Su Su walk towards her, the fierceness and pain in Zhang Xi's eyes fade a little. Finally, her eyes with tears become gentle. Even if there is more hatred in her heart, Zhang Xi can't bear to present these things in front of a child.

"Sister Xiao Xi." Su Su called Zhang Xi with a sweet smile and held Zhang Xi's hand.

Zhang Xi's heart trembled. The soft little hand was warm and soft, just like a cloud warmed by the sun. At that moment, the haze and cold in Zhang Xi's heart subsided cleanly, leaving nothing left.

Hearing Su Su's voice, Zhao ChuChu has confidence in his heart. Although he has only known Zhang Xi for more than a month, Zhao ChuChu knows Zhang Xi. Zhang Xi came out of the orphanage. She is a real kind girl. Especially in the face of the children, Zhang Xi will put down all her disguises in front of the children and become the original her.

Su Su looked at the closed iron door and asked, "sister Xi, why did you close the door? You locked sister ChuChu in there, didn't you? I heard my sister's voice just now. "

Zhang Xi forced out a smile and said gently, "it's true that my sister is inside, but we're playing games. It's dark here. Su Su Su will go to the yard to play, okay?"

"Not good." The little girl shook her head, tooted her mouth and said, "sister Xiao Xi, you're lying! Don't you remember what the dean's mother said? Cheating is a bad child. We can't be bad children. "

Zhang Xi felt inexplicably tight and was stunned for a moment before he opened his mouth. "Su Su, sister Xi didn't cheat. Sister ChuChu and I are just playing games. Don't worry. Sister ChuChu can come out later."

The little girl was smart and frowned, "sister Xi, you can't bully sister ChuChu like this. It's wrong for you to do so, you know? Yesterday, Xiao Mao was raised by the dean's mother again because he bullied Meimei. The dean's mother said that those who bullied people should be beaten. Sister Xi, you don't want to be beaten by the dean's mother? "

After that, before Zhang Xi could speak, the little girl continued, "sister Xiao Xi, please let her out. If I don't tell the dean's mother, you won't be beaten."

Looking at the little girl's solemn appearance, Zhang Xi couldn't help but shed tears. In order not to let the little girl see it, she quickly grabbed her head and wiped it off. After stabilizing her mood, she nodded, smiled and said, "it's as plain as I promise. I can't tell the dean's mother that I cheated my clear sister, okay?"

"OK, I promise." The little girl nodded her head seriously. She had a small face and a sweet smile, just like a honey jujube.

Zhang Xi took out the key from his pocket, quickly opened the iron door, looked at Zhao ChuChu and smiled, "ChuChu, this time it's my turn to tell you I'm sorry, you don't have to forgive me, because I can't forgive myself."