Brother and sister are different from brother and sister.
Some quarrels, fights and intrigues.
Some children rob snacks and stationery, and grow up rob property.
Lin Xiaoxian and Lin Xiaoshu are neither. They can only rely on each other, warm each other and support each other.
It was Lin Xiaoxian who let the young Lin Xiaoshu know that even if there were only two people together, it could be a complete home.
Perhaps in those perfect families, my brother will be my sister's tool man, my sister's strong enemy and my sister's Playmate
But for Lin Xiaoshu, Lin Xiaoxian is almost all she has.
"Little book?"
Lin Xiaoxian was thinking about how to respond to his sister's depression, but her sister suddenly sat up from his lap, put the glass toy ring back in place in the drawer, and then searched again in the old drawer.
"What are you looking for?"
"Looking for my brother." Lin Xiaoshu replied.
"I'm too big for a drawer."
Lin Xiaoxian tried to be humorous. Then Lin Xiaoshu stopped and turned around. His face was stubborn like a learning committee member.
"Brother." She pointed to her small chest. "Is the drawer as big as mine?"
"Cough..." Lin Xiaoxian looked away awkwardly. "Xiaoshu, this kind of thing... Even if you care very much, it's almost the same as my aunt. What's it like with a drawer..."
"Brother, you... I'm talking about heart! Not... That! "
Lin Xiaoshu feels burning on his face. What does his brother think every day? He didn't do this before. It must be the bad women outside that made his brother like this!
"The drawer is much bigger than my heart. The heart of the little book can hold my brother. Why can't the drawer?"
Originally, what Lin Xiaoshu wanted to say was this. Then he continued to "look for his brother" in the drawer.
Lin Xiaoxian touched his chin and felt some magic. I don't know which TV play Lin Xiaoshu learned this kind of words.
Don't say it. It's kind of interesting
Eh? Maybe you can write this down and tell Xiaoyan them later
Lin Xiaoxian is thinking nonsense. Lin Xiaoshu takes out a picture from the old drawer.
"This is... The year you won the prize?" Lin Xiaoxian walked over, only one eye, memories poured up.
"Yes." Lin Xiaoshu's mouth is slightly raised. It seems that he still remembers.
On the yellowing paper, there are blue sky and grass painted with crayons. It looks very broad, comfortable and reassuring.
Between this day and the earth, there is a big tree.
The big tree is not very tall and does not seem to grow, but the leaves are thick enough to cover the little girl sleeping under the tree.
The girl wore a red dress with white dots on it, which looked like a strawberry because of the child's limited painting skills.
The little girl's face is smiling. The smiling face is very big and bright, because she has a big tree, which can shelter her from the wind, rain and cool.
Lin Xiaoshu took the picture and sat in Lin Xiaoxian's arms again.
"This is my aunt." Lin Xiaoshu pointed to the blue sky and the grass.
"This is me." Lin Xiaoshu pointed to the little girl.
"This is you." Lin Xiaoshu finally pointed to the big tree.
The elder brother she found in the drawer was the big tree in the picture. Lin Xiaoxian rubbed the rough particles on the paper and clearly remembered the picture.
......
When Lin Xiaoshu was in the fourth grade of primary school, Gu Xiaoyan lived downstairs of the Lin family and came home to teach her painting for the first time.
In summer, without air conditioning, Lin Xiaoxian held the poorly contacted shaking fan by the bed. Two little girls, one tall and one short, lay head to head on the bed and spread crayons and oil painting sticks all over the bed.
Finally, this children's painting named "mullinsen" won the first prize of primary school students' art works held in the class.
"By the way, I remember that after you won the prize, didn't you go to Xiaoyan to continue learning painting? Then why didn't it end? "
"Look."
Lin Xiaoshu directly ignored his brother's problem and continued to point to the picture:
"The tree used to be very small, but later it grew bigger and bigger. Brother, do you think the children under the tree should be happy?"
"Of course." Lin Xiaoxian tightly hugged her arm, "luxuriant branches and leaves can block more wind and rain and support more shade."
"But she is not happy."
"Why?"
"Because the tree is bigger, there are more children under the tree! In the past, children could lean on the tree and talk to him. Later, other new children did the same, and they were more mature and liked by big trees... "
Lin Xiaoshu told some words that sounded childish, naive and delicate. Lin Xiaoxian listened quietly and felt guilty.
In fact, once before, she had expressed similar uneasiness to Lin Xiaoxian.
Lin Xiaoxian himself was too perfunctory at that time and didn't take it seriously. While "ignoring" his sister for a long time, he has always put a lot of thoughts on others. By comparison, Lin Xiaoshu feels lonely and neglected by his brother and wants to lose his brother.
"Fortunately, I have a little aunt. It's better to help me accompany you more while she hasn't gone abroad."
Lin Xiaoshu shook his head, opened his arms and fell on the bed. He pulled his brother down and lay side by side. He bent his body, stepped on Lin Xiaoxian's legs, and buried his head on his shoulder, whining:
"My aunt is stupid. Although it's fun, she will be tired, and she doesn't have that... That feeling..."
"How does it feel?"
"Brother's feeling..."
Lin Xiaoshu closed his eyes, turned his face sideways and smelled the familiar taste around him. He was at ease, gentle and quiet. This was his brother's feeling.
Lin Xiaoxian read a small book. In the last king's glory competition, he went to class 1, grade 3. His sister is not like those adolescent girls in her class. She has acne, subcutaneous fat, and even a shallow beard.
Lin Xiaoshu is about to enter high school, but his skin is always as delicate, white and tender as a born baby. He lies on his side on the bed. The lines of his facial features are exquisite and detailed. Apart from his hair, he can see fine and lovely fluff on his half moon like ears, which reminds people of the elves in the Lord of the rings.
She lay like this, with her eyes closed, in her brother's arms, as exquisite and unreal as a work of art.
"Tut Tut, little book."
"Yes."
"Look carefully, you seem to be beautiful again these days. Did you secretly make up?"
"Brother... I can't make up..." Lin Xiaoshu opened his eyes with dissatisfaction and joy. "It's possible for me to become a school flower at this age if you don't pay attention..."
Lin Xiaoxian laughed:
"Granny Wang sells melons and boasts. Your confidence in this respect can be compared with Zhou Jia."
"Who is Zhou Jia..."
Lin Xiaoshu pouted. She can count. There are too many girls around her brother, Gu Xiaoyan and Su Yuan. How can there be Zhou Jia now.
It was not until Lin Xiaoxian reminded Lin Xiaoshu that Zhou Jia was not a stranger, that is, the "sister Jiajia" who stayed at home with "sister Yuanyuan" on the winter solstice.
"Brother, have you seen friends?"
"Well, I've seen some again and again."
"There is a line in it: friends come and go, and friends are forever."
Lin Xiaoxian immediately sat up:
"I don't agree with that. Partners are like running water? What's that? You can't learn small books. Foreigners are really debauchery in this regard, just like Tuan Tuan. "
"Meow?"
Tuan Tuan, who was stealing dried fish every day in the living room, suddenly shook his hair. He felt a chill on his body and suspected that someone scolded him behind his back.
I'm so angry. I have to steal two more today
"Listen to me, I'm giving an example..."
Lin Xiaoshu also sat up, with serious seriousness and a touch of shyness at the bottom of his eyes:
"Brother, there can be many girlfriends, but there is only one sister, do you understand..."