88 HIS PAS

Neel's Point Of View

As I cut the call I felt her gaze on me, she was controlling her laugh and stared me, "what, why are you laughing like this huh", I asked her and she hardly stopped laughing, "You are amazing, how neatly you lied to your innocent mom", she said and I give him an angry stare look, "did not I lied her for you", I said then making her speechless, and she becomes quiet, literally thinking about a solid come back, but nothing came to her mind I guess and she started stealing glances from me, and I somehow enjoyed her uneasiness, she was teasing me from last few hours now it was my turn to tease her, 

"Someone becomes quiet all sudden huh", I said teasing her, but there was a cute little blush on her beautiful face, and I was really liking it because that was for me, "should not we go back, or else it would be too late", she said then breaking her silence, and I took a look to see what time it is, and to my goodness, it was one am in the morning, but I do not want to go home now, I want to spend some more tie with her, it is the first time when we are out like this and I am loving every moment, 

"hmm, we will go but in some time, first close your eyes", I said and she looked me with surprise, I just love the surprise looks on her face, she did never expect something like this, and of course my surprise was not a common one, I took a lot of efforts to see her breathtaking smile and cute expressions, I was about to fell for her more, I wanted to eat her cute cake-like a face when she was eating like a cute adorable kid, but only I know how did I control myself, I spend my almost my savings, but what did I do wrong I just wanted to make her birthday extra special, it was special already as it was her birthday, so I wanted to put some extra efforts, and my all the hard work worthed when I saw her priceless expressions, 

The beautiful cable car ride with her was like one of my wildest dreams came true, and when she saw the decoration, her beautiful eyes got wide due to surprise, and I was so busy to stare her and capturing her each and every moment, I want to see those moments again and again, and I wanted to feel them again, I wonder loving someone or liking someone could be this beautiful, I never used to believe that one person can make your life beautiful and only one person can increase your heartbeat like this, but since I met Suhani, I started to believe in these beautiful lies, because my heart really craves for her now, 

Back then in my past, I only believe that no girl is made for me, as all girls want only money and wealth, there is no loyalty left in girls, and do not worry, I am not judging girls, but all this is coming from heart, who felt it for real, 

And then finally, in the last month of my high school, I collected all my courage to tell her what I feel for her, I prepared myself to face her, it was the toughest situation for me, I wore my favorite white shirt and bought a beautiful bouquet for her,

I went into the library and told someone to sent her here, I was so nervous that time, the tension line was clearly visible on my forehead along with sweat, but somehow I was happy too, that I am going to express my true feelings for her, I do not know how she will react, but there was a fifty percent chance that she will accept me or my feelings but I was hell nervous about the rejection, but then I dismiss my negative thoughts away and put a little smile on my face, 

After a few minutes later she barged in, there was a confusion on her face about who called her here, and then she was watching here and there, and I and she noticed me, I guess the first time I have seen her looking at me, and my heart was like coming out fro my chest,

"Hey", I hesitantly said her waving my hand, "you called me here", she asked arrogantly, and that was sounding so rude, but I nodded in yes, and I quickly bent down on my knees, headed her the bouquet,

"I really like you, Sheena, will you be my girlfriend", I asked her in my shuttering tone, 

She started laughing like I just told a funny joke,

"you are not serious, are you", she asked then between her laughs, "I am very serious", I said getting on feet,

"Have you lost your mind, have you seen yourself in the mirror, where am I and where you, you do not match my standards, in short, you are not my type babe, better luck next time babe", she said and left me alone there.