185 RELAX

I knocked on the door and Ayan opened the door, he was about to ask me something but I ignore him and headed inside, 

"Hey, what happened, why you are in a rush, is everything okay baby", Neel asked ne as he saw me how I entered his room, 

"I am fine Neel, but Jhummi, she is not fine, she is having the attack again", I said as I was breathing hard and his face lost all his colours as he heard what I said, 

"What, how, she was looking fine at the dinner, then what happened to her suddenly", he asked ne, but I remained still, 

"I just do know Neel, but her condition is not good, please let us go, she us breathing so hard", I said and he quickly started running out and Ayan was also looking worried as he heard me, 

He was about to say something but I also ran out of the room and went back to her room, I just do not know why Jhummi needs to pretend strong, while she does not have strength in her body, 

As Neel entered the room, she again tried to pretend that she is fine, her eyes were barely opening, 

"Jhummi, tell me what happened", Neel asked her, but she was trying to act normal,

"Nothing happened Neel, I am fine, Suhani is just exaggerating", she said but her eyes were getting close, 

"Jhummi, do not try to act like this in front of me", Neel scolded her, and she gave up, tears started rolling down to her cheeks like a fall, and she was breathing so heavily, 

"Just look at your condition Jhummi, why you did not tell me before, how did it happen", he asked as he saw she was looking terrible, 

Neel quickly find the injection in her drawer and injected in her arm, it was the second time while I was seeing her like this, she always acts so strong with me, I never know that she has something like this, 

Why she never told me about this, I felt so bad, and after seeing her like this I just could not control my tears, and I started crying, she looked at me with her teary eyes before closing her eyes,

The injection started working and she slowly she falls asleep, I put my hand on Neel's shoulder as he was looking so worried, I wanted to tell him that do not worry, she will be fine soon, but I just could not speak a single word, 

Neel turned his face and looked at me, I know he is gonna ask a lot of questions now, and he has all rights to ask because I was with her all the time,

"When you came to meet me upstairs why you did not tell me about her condition", Neel asked me as he was looking upset, or I do not know if he was angry, 

"I am sorry Neel, I did not know, she was looking normal and she was said she is sleeping when I was coming to you, it happened so sudden", I said and a tear rolled down to my cheek, 

He gets up from the bed and came close to me, he gently wiped my tears with his thumb and pulled me into a hug, 

Why she never shared her pain with me, I know she was in pain when I met her, but then she started smiling with me, she never talked about her pain, 

"You know every time she had an attack, she always tried to hide it with me, she does not want me to know because I always get scared to her like that, and I have to inject her, there was a time when she was afraid of injection, but then it becomes a part of her life", said Neel and I do not know I was crying so hard, 

"Why she never told me about this", I said with a little difficulty, and he wiped my face, 

"Shh, first you stop crying, she never told you because she did not want to get worried about her", he said and I was standing still the same, 

"Why she is having these attacks and why we are not able to fix this", I asked him and he becomes still, 

"You think we did not try, we tried a lot, but it was not beneficial, the doctor said she is fine, but she could retain these attacks any time, and if they become unbearable the only injection could help, but she was fine all these days and I was somehow relaxed that finally, she is curing, but then she had the attack again twice in this week, and I am so worried about her", he said and I hugged him, 

"I just do not know suddenly what happened to her, what is bothering her mind, what she is overthinking about, she is not sharing anything with me, how would I know that she knows the pressure is not good for her mind, still she is not taking care of it", he said and I put my hand on her shoulder, 

"Relax Neel, she will be fine, and I promise from now I will keep her happy always, and I will keep her away from all bad vibes", I said as Ayan was staring at me, he was looking upset but it does not matter, because partly he is the reason of her condition, 

Neel nodded his head, he was still upset, but I know he will be fine soon, 

"Neel, you go and sleep, I do not think that she will wake up before morning and I am here with her in case she needs anything", I said, as Neel was still standing, 

"You sure", he asked me and I nodded with a small smile, 

"Yeah, I am very sure, now you go, good night", I said and gave him a side hug, and he left with Ayan, Ayan did not utter a single word before leaving, he was just staring at her sleeping figure, 

I do not understand why he is doing this, or he also does not know what he wants, I could see the concern in his eyes for her, and the way he was looking at her, it was different, 

Thank God aunty did not hear anything or else she would have worried, as they left I closed the door and lie beside her, 

She was now sleeping so peacefully, I just caressed her hair and switch off the lights, I do not think that we are gonna go to the college, she needs proper rest, and there is no chance that I will go without her, 

So I will call my mom tomorrow and I will tell her about Jhummi's condition and also that I am gonna stay at her place, 

I checked her one more time and then closed my eyes as I was already tired, and in the next two minutes I fall asleep, 

It was a good sleep, I wake up with a cheerful smile as I was hearing birds chirping, I looked at the watch as it was eight forty-five in the morning, 

It is okay, it was not that late and also we are not going to college so we are not in hurry, I turned my face and looked at Jhummi, she was still sleeping so peacefully, 

I get up from the bed and went to the bathroom, I brush my teeth and took a shower and wore my shorts and a tank top, as I came out I combed my hair and made a messy bun, and applied a little lip gloss, 

Jhummi was still sleeping and I do not want her to disturb, so I thought I should make her favourite breakfast, yeah, it was a good idea, 

I was walking towards the door just then my feet touched something and I looked down and I was just a little surprised, 

Why the hell Jhummi's phone is on the floor like this, I instantly picked it and saw it was switched off, I switched it on and saw there were two missed calls of Abhay, 

Her phone is full charged then how it is switched off, I put her phone on silent and put it aside on her table, 

I walked out of the room and about to go downstairs, but someone pulled me into a room, there were two hands on my mouth, and my heart was coming out from my mouth, 

I got relaxed a little when I realised that these hands belong to whom, 

" Neel",