197 I AM SAVED

"Look, Soumya, you are a pretty girl with good education, you could have a better guy than me, do not think low about yourself, just calm down okay, and try to understand what I am saying", I said, but she ignored my words, 

She slowly started walking towards me, and I just gulped not in fear but the way she was looking it was dangerous, 

"Do you even understand that how long I had waited for you, my family send me the US for my high school, but I never stopped liking you, I was crazy for you only, I rejected everyone for you, and now you are rejecting me for that trash", she said and I felt my veins were popping due to anger, 

she is talking nonsense, and I badly want to slap her so hard, so that she could learn how to talk about another girl, 

She came closer and touched my face, she roamed her fingers on my face, and I took a step back, 

"Listen Soumya, there is nothing I can do for you, so better let me leave", I said and jerked off her hand, 

I made my way towards the door and tried to open it, but it was locked, I felt angrier, I turned my face to see her as she was smirking at me, I closed my eyes to control my anger, 

"Listen, open the dam door, or else it will not good for you", I yelled but she started laughing, 

"Common Ayan, how could I let you leave like this, I fucking love you since I saw you, and now when you are here, right in front of me, how the hell I could leave you", she said as she gets up from the bed, and made her way towards me, 

She slowly cupped my face as she was looking straight into my eyes, and then she put her lips on my mine, it was so sudden that I just do not know how to fucking to react, 

As soon as I realize what she is doing, I try to pull her away, but that is being a complete witch, she was not leaving me, and I felt anger built up inside me and I pushed her hard and she fell on the floor, 

I know I should not have done that as she got a little hurt, a tear dropped from her eye, I did not want this, but she is just unbelievable, I made myself clear but she is being stubborn, so there is nothing I could do, 

"Okay, then how about if you let me have you for once", she said and my eyes got wide on her question, 

"What the fuck you are saying", I said and she gets up from the floor, she wiped her face and came towards me, she stood up with folding arms and smiled, 

"Okay, I will let you go, but just let me have right here, I promise after that I will never show my face to you, fair enough", she said and I again closed my eyes, 

I know I probably hurt her feelings and she is feeling down, but as I think that she fucking lost her mind, I know when you love someone you forgets every boundary, you may do not realize about wrong and right, and probably you hurt others too, 

But that is wrong, you just can not force someone to love you, you can not make someone love you the same way you do to them, 

When you truly love someone then you have to set the person free and let him do what he wants, and if that person happy, his happiness automatically makes you happy, the true meaning of love is sacrifice, and I guess all these moral values are far away from the girl who is standing in front of me and staring me with a death glare, and I am feeling like she is gonna kill me anytime soon, 

"Why are you staring at me like that, you are not gonna kill me, right", I said as I took a step back, she is looking a little dangerous, 

"How could someone else have you when I can not, huh, am I that bad", she whispered slowly, I gulped looking her like that, 

I made my way towards the door and started trying to open it, but that fucking gate is not opening, I started searching for the key, but it was nowhere to see, 

I do not know why but she went into the dressing room, and I got a chance to make a call, I called Raghav and told him everything, and by chance, he was nearby, 

Thank god that he is coming, I took a deep breath, as I regretted coming here, I should not have come here, 

I was thinking about everything which was happening with me, just then I felt a sharp pain in my shoulder, and it was too much to bear, I felt like my eyes were popping out due to the intense pain, and I felt my shirt was getting soak as it was blood, 

I turned my head with so much difficulty and looked at her, there were tears in her eyes along with anger and hatred, as she thrust the knife in my shoulder, 

"Why you are doing this, killing me will bring you nothing", I said as tears were rolling down to my cheek, as I was in pain, my eyes were getting heavy, but somehow I was managing to keep myself in sense, 

If I wanted then I could easily take her down, but I am not a guy who hits women, I would never do that, I could never show my power on women, but this bitch is taking advantage of this, she probably knows that I would never hurt her, not even if she would kill me, 

"I know Ayan, I know that killing you will bring me nothing, but after killing you I could die with peace, if I can not have what is mine, then no one can have, understand", she said as she cried more, 

I felt scared, she is gonna commit suicide, what the fuck is wrong with my destiny, why this is happening with me, why no one stopped me to coming here, oh, I laughed on own joke, because I fucking did not tell anyone, 

The blood was not stopping, as the whole floor was covered with my blood now, I was feeling that my body is getting heavy, and I am not able to balance my weight now, 

And then I just sat on the sofa, I was not able to stand up now, 

She looked concerned as she saw me like that, she was crying like crazy, I felt for her, but I do not want to die like this, 

I wanted to confess my love to Jhummi, she would be thinking that I do not love her and I just passed my time with her, that is not the truth, I want to tell her how much I love her, but seems like my life is gonna end like this because my eyes were getting close, 

"Ayan, look, one last time I am giving you a chance to survive, I promise I promise that I will keep you happy always, is there any chance that you could think about me", she asked me with hopeful eyes, 

She has lost her fucking mind I am sure, I slowly shook my head in a big no, and she instantly turned her expression, she was looking pissed off, 

"Ayan, you could not see my love for you, but I wish that in the next life, you will only love me, and I will have you, till then goodbye my love, I will wait for you in the next life", she said and I sighed, 

I guess it is the end of my life, she raised the knife as she was about to thrust it into my stomach, the door gets open with a terrible force, and Raghav came inside running with the manager of the hotel, 

"Thank God I am saved", I whispered, 

"What the hell is going on here", the manager yelled, and she looked scared for a moment, but then as soon she realizes, she moved her hand faster, fuck, how badly she wants to kill me, 

But Raghav stopped as he holds her hand so tightly and snatched the knife, and pushed her towards the manager who holds her, 

"Hey, are you fine",