Adult collapse, sometimes really just in a moment.

Like Qin Zhanquan.

No one knows how difficult it will be in his heart.

Same.

No one will notice him, because everyone is not easy.

"Sorry, sorry!"

Chen Li lost her voice and was in pain. She couldn't help muttering an apology.

"If apologies are useful, the world will become a better place."

Qin Zhanquan reached out and rubbed his face and gave a heavy sigh: "since childhood, my parents taught me to be honest and honest. Don't take things that are not your own, and don't envy others. As long as you are willing to bear hardships, you can get what you want with your own hands."

"This kind of truth is known to people who have never read a book in the countryside and only know coolies. It is the most basic quality that people need to have. Why do you often lack it here?" Qin Zhanquan looked up at the ceiling and didn't know whether he was talking to himself or questioning Chen Li: "if I were you and had such good conditions, I would never provoke anyone who looks in a bad situation."

Speaking of this, Qin Zhanquan's tone suddenly became stiff, and a paranoid expression appeared on his face: "come on, tell me, did you think I was easy to bully the reason why he wronged me? That's why you're like this? "

"No, No."

Chen Li shook her head desperately: "well, you really just happened to meet this thing. If you didn't help her at that time, if you didn't compensate her for 300 yuan at that time, we wouldn't bite you."

"Oh? That's my reason? "

Qin Zhanquan lit a cigarette again and smoked silently: "well, that must be my reason. I shouldn't help her, should I?"

“……”

Chen Li lowered her head and didn't respond.

The room fell into a brief silence again.

About half a minute later.

Qin Zhanquan snuffed out half of the cigarette he had smoked. Standing in front of Chen Li, he looked at her expressionless, with no waves in his eyes: "I'm sorry, I couldn't hold on to the follow-up impact of that incident. I can't resist it anymore, so I'll do something like this today."

"I'm really sorry!"

Qin Zhanquan made a deep bow to Chen Li: "the 300000 compensation in that year, 180000 is the compensation my wife received in an accident. That's her life."

"The remaining 120000 and 30000 are my deposits, and the rest are all my loans."

Qin Zhanquan began to calculate the account carefully: "the interest on the loan is very high. Really, the kind of interest that eats people. Although my educational level is not high, I know the harm of the loan. It's easy to trap myself, but I have no way."

"I have paid you so much money. You have been biting the remaining tens of thousands of yuan, making trouble in my house, and even threatening to make trouble in my hometown. I have no way, so I went to borrow the money and gave it to you."

"But until today, I haven't paid off the 90000 yuan. I pay it back every month, but up to now, I still owe 100000, more and more."

That's it.

Qin Zhanquan reached out and took a piece of paper from his pocket, opened it and put it on the table.

"In the last physical examination of the company, I found that I had cancer. In the late stage, the construction site wouldn't let me do it. I won't have a source of income in the future. I can't pay my debt."

He gasped heavily: "I'm very tired. I can't stick to it anymore. At a certain moment, I don't want to stick to it anymore. Similarly, I also feel very weak. I've worked hard all my life and didn't come to a good end in the end. Therefore, the demon that has been nourished for a long time in my heart appeared."

"I want revenge! It was not easy for me. It was you who forced me to have no way back, so I decided to come to you. "

When Qin Zhanquan said this, he didn't say any more. He folded up and walked to the floor mirror at the door and began to tidy up his shirt and black trousers in an orderly manner.

This dress was bought when he got married. It cost more than 400 yuan. For some years, it was only worn once when he got married at that time. This is the second time.

He kept his clothes well, and his clothes are very flat up to now.

In the mirror, he looks a little old, but he is also very suitable for this suit and has temperament.

Soon.

He tidied up his appearance, took out his art knife from his pocket and slowly pushed out the sharp blade.

"You... Don't get excited."

Chen Li looked at the sharp blade and began to step back.

"Three hundred thousand, for you, may be just a small number, but for me, it's a deposit I may not be able to save in my life. This three hundred thousand has crushed me. I've abandoned it, so I'll kill her!" Qin Zhanquan walked forward with a knife. He spoke without any feelings. He was like a walking corpse: "you are also a part of my revenge plan. I have a clear distinction between gratitude and resentment. There are heads of grievances and owners of debts. You were one of those things that year, so you also paid a price for your actions."

"Sorry, sorry!"

Chen Li's mood completely collapsed at this moment, opening her mouth and yelling: "I don't know, I don't know, I didn't think about the consequences of this matter at that time. Please, give me a chance, just a chance."

"Ha ha, give you a chance, who will give me a chance?"

Qin Zhanquan grinned, but the smile was full of helplessness and gloom: "if you hadn't wronged me at the beginning, no matter where I am today, does it have anything to do with you? Will I come to you? No, I don't need to say that everyone knows. "

"You shouldn't have come to blackmail me!"

Qin Zhanquan clenched his teeth and scolded angrily. His tone was blunt: "everyone is an adult. We should learn to pay for our actions and learn to pay for ourselves. There are many things in life. Apologizing will pass. It's easy."

"But there are some things. Is it useful to apologize? Can an apology save the situation? If anything can be solved by apologizing, there won't be so many disputes between people. Do you think so? "

"You are educated people. You may feel that everything can be forgiven, but I'm different. I'm just a rough man. I also have my own measurement standards. I will adhere to the truth I think is right. Right is right, wrong is wrong, and wrong will pay a price!"