Chapter 797

"Puff..."

Zou zexun stared at the boss, and his breathing became urgent. He looked at the ugly pictures in the entertainment room and the chaotic scenes of these men and women.

As for seeing Huang Shanshan, she was also involved.

Zou zexun clenched his teeth, clenched his fists together, trembled slightly, his finger joints turned white, and the masseter muscles on both sides of his cheeks were obvious.

His eyes fell on the middle table. Looking at the instruments, needles and other items on it, he seemed to understand something.

It takes nearly ten seconds.

Zou zexun loosened his fist and took back his arm that was going to push the door. He returned to the room with a cold face and expressionless face. His fingers trembled and lit a cigarette.

Until this time.

He just reacted. It turned out that the so-called brother Li was just a scum, and Huang Shanshan was undoubtedly his temporary goal. Maybe he saw Huang Shanshan at dinner. As early as he didn't know it, Huang Shanshan was already in his strategy.

And myself.

Just a brain crippled idiot.

"Zi..."

Zou zexun's fingers trembled with cigarettes. He took a few bites of a cigarette and finished it. Then he added another one and continued to smoke.

The smoke enveloped him.

The river channel in the window reflected the street lights. The lights shook with the ripples. He stared at the ripples on the river and his eyes twinkled.

"Pa!"

Zou zexun stubbed out the hot cigarette end with his index finger and thumb. Half of the remaining cigarettes were crushed by his fingers, and the cut tobacco fell to the ground.

He felt out his mobile phone, opened the dial-up interface and entered 110. After connecting, he gritted his teeth and said, "110, I want to report that someone gathered to suck * groups *..."

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"Hoo..."

Zou zexun took a deep breath and separated from his memory. He leaned against the back of the seat, his head tilted back, and looked up at the ceiling.

Zhong Tianzheng, Ah Xiang looked at each other, and both frowned in varying degrees. It turned out that this is how Huang Shanshan's history of drug addiction and detoxification came from.

"That night, I personally called to report them. Before long, the police who received the report rushed here and arrested them all. Until the police arrived, they were not over. They were addicted to endless madness and were caught. None of the people involved ran away."

Zou zexun sighed: "that was the time when Huang Shanshan was forcibly injected by Li Changyuan, and then arrested. First, she was detained for a period of time, and then released, and she was forced to quit by the rehab center."

"That's why Huang Shanshan hates you? That's why it led to your final breakup? "

Zhong Tianzheng carefully stroked Zou zexun's description and finally straightened out his guess: "at this time, you will break up."

Zou zexun described this paragraph.

Zhong Tianzheng didn't use the grandmaster level spatial imagination to restore and put himself in it.

"Hehe, hehe..."

Zou zexun raised his head and looked at Zhong Tianzheng laughing. He didn't know what he was laughing at. The laughter was full of self mockery and sighed, "if so, it would be good."

Ah, Xiang subconsciously said, "what's that? There are other things? "

"Yes!"

Zou zexun grinned and said with white lips: "that time, after witnessing this incident, I actually wanted to rush in directly, but I didn't."

"It suddenly occurred to me that if I rushed in, I would undoubtedly be telling them that I knew about it. What attitude would Shanshan have to face me in the future?"

Zou zexun's expression was a little tangled, his head was slightly bowed, and he wrapped a cigarette like a continuation of his life: "so, the only way I could think of at that time was to let Li Changyuan, a dog, be caught without making Shan too embarrassed, so I had to let the police come forward and arrest them, and I didn't know what I could do, In this way, when Shanshan faces me in the future, she doesn't have to be too embarrassed. "

"Understand!"

Zhong Tian nodded and knew why he did it.

exactly.

In that case, the alarm is indeed the best treatment method, and his choice is not wrong.

"I thought I was very considerate, but I greatly overestimated my own psychological tolerance!"

Zou zexun heaved heavily again and clenched his teeth: "I called the police and caught all of them. The purpose is to achieve it, but the pass in my heart can't pass like this."

"I shouldn't have witnessed this process that day. The scene that happened that night had a great impact on my whole cognition, the chaotic scene, the confusion of those men and women..."

"I really can't accept it. I can't accept Shanshan. She was killed by those dogs..."

Zou zexun said more and more, and the whole person became more and more excited: "later, after she came out, she was sent to the compulsory precepts. In this process, I have always been with her, and I will visit her almost every other period of time."

"That is, in this process, when I was alone, I found that my thoughts gradually changed. I found that I couldn't let go of it. Do you know that feeling? You witnessed the scene, and the people you love and like are in front of you without scruples... "

Zou zexun's tone is sometimes hasty and sometimes gentle. The whole person is in a state of uncertainty. He looks very crazy: "I try to pretend that I don't know. After coming out of the precepts, I try to accept her. Shanshan knows what happened, so she will also try to explore me and secretly mention what happened that day to me."

"Although I pretended well, although I could convince myself to pretend I didn't know, although... Forget it, I didn't. I convinced myself on the surface, but I couldn't convince my heart. Even since then, I haven't touched her again."

Zou zexun bit his teeth, looked up at Zhong Tianzheng and made a cigarette gesture. Since he spoke, the cigarette hasn't stopped. Zhong Tianzheng didn't refuse him and let him continue to put on the cigarette.

"I really can't do everything as if it hadn't happened. Every time I come home from work at night, when we are alone, every time we are close, I can't let go at a certain stage. Looking at her in my arms, I unconsciously emerge the scene of that night in my mind."

Zhong Tianzheng and Xiang were silent when they heard the speech.

Zou zexun said that this situation is likely to show that his experience at that time distorted his psychology to a certain extent.

His demons are ready to move.

In his heart, there has been a certain degree of psychological obstacle, which comes from Li Changchang and Huang Shanshan. Strictly speaking, his psychological obstacle comes from himself and his guilt about the Huang Shanshan incident.

That's why he's like this.

"So?"

"And then?"

Zhong Tianzheng and Xiang almost spoke in unison.

Maybe.

Huang Shanshan's breakup with Zou zexun came from him.

As they guessed.

Zou zexun was stunned for a long time before he continued: "that's it. Slowly, our feelings changed. I found that I cared too much about it, although it was because of me. Without me, if I didn't take her that night, if I wasn't so stupid and naive that night, If I had looked after her that night, maybe none of this had happened. "

He paused, smiled at himself and shook his head, "but how can there be so many ifs in the world? When it happens, it happens. "

"Although the mistake in this matter is on me, I find that I am so angry. I seem to have a mental cleanliness habit. I can't explain what happened to Shanshan. I think she is not clean anymore, and I don't have any desire."

"We don't know when we started to feel so far apart, and we slowly and never had any close contact again. At first, Huang Shanshan didn't know it, but later, with my changes, she slowly noticed it."

"That is, in this process, the smiles between us gradually decreased, and the quarrels began to increase. Sometimes it was really the kind of quarrel for no reason. Later, the number of quarrels increased, and she became more and more disappointed."

Zou zexun took a cigarette and shrouded himself in smoke.

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In the rental room.

Zou zexun didn't rent himself a better and bigger room as quickly as expected. They still lived in that small apartment.

"Bah, Zou zexun, you are a scum man, rubbish!"

Huang Shanshan angrily pushed Zou zexun down on the small sofa of the apartment, almost shouting: "why! Why are you like this! You don't think I'm dirty, do you? "

"Shan Shan!"

Zou zexun mumbled and wanted to say something, but he couldn't say anything.

"Forget it, forget it, if you don't love, you don't love! Break up, that's it. Let's just shoot and break up. "

Huang Shanshan shook her head angrily, as if unwilling: "I owe it to you that I have been reduced to this state today! I love you so much, but this kind of thing is beyond my control! It wasn't because of you that day! "

"It's all because of you! If you can accept it when it is good that day, if you are not greedy and do not want to continue to expand your so-called communication circle that day, I will be reduced to this point! I said I was going home that day! "

Huang Shanshan said as she spoke. Her eyes became foggy. She sat in a chair, sobbing in a low voice and wiping her tears.

Zou zexun sat on the sofa and looked at her. He didn't speak. He didn't know what to say.

Because Huang Shanshan is right.

He despised her.

He disliked her for being dirty.

long time.

"Break up!"

Huang Shanshan wiped away her tears and stood up expressionless: "that's it. We don't have to contact again in the future."

"No, I don't!"

Zou zexun looked at Huang Shanshan who was packing his things. He jumped up from the sofa, rushed over, hugged Huang Shanshan from behind and hugged her tightly: "no, let's not break up. I love you, Shan Shan, don't leave me."

"Well..."

Huang Shanshan's hand stopped while she was packing. Her body began to tremble, and her tears couldn't stop again.

In Huang Shanshan's heart.

She really doesn't want Zou zexun. She really loves him.

At this moment.

All the stubbornness in her heart was melted by the man behind her.

"Don't talk!"

Huang Shanshan put down the box, turned around and held Zou zexun tightly: "ask me!"

The two hugged together, and their breathing gradually became rapid. However, suddenly, when Zou zexun stretched out to Huang Shanshan, his fingers stung again.

yes.

He's starting to get old again.

He remembered what had happened that night again, and he couldn't accept it.

Huang Shanshan looked at Zou zexun dully and understood what he meant. At this moment, she was angry again.

That is, from this moment on, the two people's scenes gradually evolved into daily life. They were like this every once in a while, exhausted.

People.

If you love someone deeply enough, you will not completely turn around and leave in an instant. The other party's departure must be accumulated bit by bit in daily life and slowly accumulated together. When you save enough sadness and disappointment one day, this is the time to leave completely.

The two of them, that is, completely broke up.

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"We just broke up!"

Zou zexun came out of his memory, and his eyes began to become firm: "that is, in the countless quarrels, I found a problem: when Huang Shanshan broke up with me, I found that I loved her and didn't want to let her go, but I couldn't look directly at what happened to her."

Zhong Tianzheng understood that Zou zexun had fallen into an extremely paranoid situation at this time. On the one hand, he hated that he could not look directly at the past, on the other hand, he was extremely dependent on Huang Shanshan and was reluctant to let her go.

Maybe.

At this time, he was already controlling Huang Shanshan.

As Zhong Tianzheng guessed.

"That is, in that quarrel, I found that Shanshan really wanted to leave me, and I was more and more reluctant, so when I realized that she had not left me, I thought of using addiction control drugs to control her."

Zou zexun told the truth of his crime: "I guessed that she would leave one day. I have to control her before that. I can't lose her. She must be mine."