Chapter 434

A month later;

in a burst of noisy dance music and gorgeous lights, a beautiful girl, who is somewhat incredible, walks into a small bar in her hometown. The bar is full of young men and women dancing on the dance floor, each with strange clothes and head shaking. Compared with the quiet world outside the bar, it is totally different from two worlds.

The girl frowned and struggled through the crowd. Obviously, she hated the atmosphere here.

It took a lot of effort for the girl to get into the bar. There, a handsome young man was sitting with two sexy white dancers in his arms. With her eyes closed, her hands were swimming on the two dancers, and her face was full of enjoyment.

The girl looked at the young man with a complicated expression. After a long time, she said, "brother Ye Wen! When are you going to fall like this? "

Yes, this girl is naturally Tian Meng, and the young man who is playing here is naturally Ye Wen. Ye Wen has not returned to China for a long time. Tian Meng worries about ye Wen, so she looks for him day and night. For a whole month, she finally finds Ye Wen here.

Ye Wen slowly opened his eyes, looked at Tian Meng standing in front of him, and said with a smile, "is dream coming? Come on, come on! The wine here is good. It's cold outside. Come and have a drink to warm your body! "

With that, ye Wen poured a cup of vodka and handed it to Tian Meng, but he was thrown away by Tian Meng!

"Brother Ye Wen! You don't want to go on like this, are you ready to spend forever here? Will you wake up? " Tian Meng doesn't want to see ye Wen's decadent appearance at all, but she can't blame Ye Wen. Ye Wen can understand Ye Wen's current mood. Although things have passed, these things, one by one, may never pass in Ye Wen's heart!

Ye Wen pushed away the two dancers, picked up the wine cup which had just been pushed open by Tian Meng on the ground, raised his head, drank the wine which had not been sprinkled clean, and then said love: "wake up? What's good about being sober? Here, what's wrong? At least here, I can forget those things that annoy me. To tell you the truth, I'm really tired! "

"What about what you told me before? Don't you take revenge on those enemies? " Tian Meng doesn't believe it, because it's not ye Wen's style. Ye Wen can be sad, but it must be enough!

"Let's talk about these things later! At this time, let me forget these things for a while! " Ye Wen shook his head, picked up the bottle of vodka and drank it directly, paralyzing himself in the alcohol. This is the only thing he can think of to do now.

"Can you do that all your life? Don't you care about your sister-in-law and Xinning? Ye Wenge, come back with me! You still have something to do. How can you waste your time here? " Tian Meng grabs the wine bottle in Ye Wen's hand and falls heavily on the ground. However, in such a noisy environment, no sound can be heard!

Ye Wen leaned against the bar, motioned to Tian Meng to sit on the bar chair, and then said: "Meng Meng, I don't want to be decadent. In fact, for such a long time, I have been thinking about a question, is cultivation really useful? People around me have been dying for so many years. I think my brother, my teacher, my wife and even my children once thought that I could save the whole world on my own, but now I find that the whole world can't save me. In fact, I really think that if I die that night, maybe I won't There will be so many things, Zou Hao do these, don't want me to die? If I die, his purpose will be achieved and everything will be over, won't it? "

Ye Wen really has been reflecting on this problem. Maybe even earlier, maybe four years ago, in grimrep, if he died, maybe Tianlong team would be OK, maybe Shanzi would be OK, maybe everything would not happen after that. Ye Wen really doesn't know if he was wrong to live. Maybe he should have gone with LAN Xinran for a long time!

"Brother Ye Wen! How can you think that? Zou HAOGE has done something wrong. What you should do is correct his mistakes. If you die, don't you let him continue to make mistakes again and again? " Tian Meng is a little afraid. She is afraid that ye Wen will turn these ideas into reality. She will never allow Ye Wen to die, or even allow Ye Wen to have such an idea.

Ye Wen smiles. He knows what Tian Meng is worried about, "don't worry! I won't commit suicide, but you have to promise me that you must live well. I really can't stand life and death! "

"Well!"

Hearing Ye Wen say this, Tian Meng can feel at ease. In fact, she can't get in touch with Ye Wen during this period of time. Tian Meng only comes here to find him because she is worried about what will happen to Ye Wen. To tell you the truth, when she sees Ye Wen living such a life in a bar, she is relieved. At least Ye Wen is still alive, isn't she?

"Brother Ye Wen! You go back with me! I've been out for such a long time. It's time for you to go home, too! " Tian Mengquan said, even if ye Wen is OK now, he can't stay in the bar all the time! There are so many things waiting for ye Wen to do!But ye Wen still shook his head, said: "I will go back, but not now, my heart is too chaotic, don't say anything else, I ask you, when you go back to the teacher's home, do you feel better?"

Tian Meng is silent. What ye Wen said is right. When she just went back, only she knew how many nights she spent in tears. Who can understand the feeling of emptiness?

Seeing Tian Meng's silence, ye Wen said: "you can say that at most you are alone. You can endure it, but what about me? After I go back, I will see Xiaoqing sooner or later. How do you want me to tell her about such things? Can you hide it? Do you want to be frank? How do you want me to speak? "

In fact, this is one of the main reasons why Ye Wen didn't go back. He really didn't know how to face Lu Xiaoqing. For such a long time, he has been thinking about this problem, but it seems that no matter what, he can't talk to Lu Xiaoqing about it. He took Lu Peng out, but he didn't bring him back, even Lu Peng Lu Xiaoqing didn't see his body. Who can open his mouth for such a thing?