Once he went to the bar, he said that if he didn't want to know the height of the box, he would continue to say.
Ye Wen's practice seems to be in line with Zeng Tianxun's mind. In the process of drinking, ye Wen finds that Zeng Tianxun seems to be deliberately not using his internal power to resist the paralysis of alcohol. Soon, his face has shown drunkenness. Ye Wen can see that Zeng Tianxun's drinking capacity does not seem to be very good, but he has been deliberately controlling himself Tianxun looks like this.
"Yewen, do you know why I asked you to drink today?" Zeng Tianxun lies on his back and looks at the ceiling with a sad expression.
"Don't you mean to relax?" Ye Wen pretends not to know. He wants to hear what Zeng Tianxun wants to say to himself.
Zeng Tianxun took a look at Ye Wen and then said with a bitter smile, "don't you pretend. Don't you see that I have something on my mind? I have drunk too much today. I'll tell you about it! Anyway, I'm just your friend. "
"Good! I listen No matter what Zeng Tianxun said, ye Wen is willing to be a listener. In fact, he is curious about what Zeng Tianxun's past is like.
"Yeh Wen, I ask you, do you remember the feeling of killing people for the first time?"
"Well Of course, I remember. But to tell you the truth, there's nothing to say. At that time, I joined the army for revenge. The first time I killed someone was when I was out on a mission. It's nothing special. " Ye said.
"Yes? Guess what I did when I first killed someone? "
"Guess what? Speak quickly Ye Wen hates to have these guessing things between men. Can't you just say it?
"You are so boring, but I don't think you can guess. I told you that the first time I killed someone, it was just for fun. Can you understand?"
"How is that possible?" Ye Wen frowned. In his impression, no one was born to kill. Even the Phoenix King said death, ye Wen didn't feel that he was born like that.
Zeng Tianxun shrugged, "it's not impossible. In fact, when I was young, I should be very similar to you. I was born in China and grew up in North America. At that time, I didn't have any relatives around me. I mixed with beggars all day long. In order to have a full meal, I could do anything. At that time, I once felt that in my life, Zeng Tianxun might have been a beggar That's it
At this point, Zeng Tianxun shook his head bitterly. Ye Wen thought that memory should be one of the most reluctant memories in his life!
In fact, ye Wen has a lot of feelings about what Zeng Tianxun said. His situation was very similar to that of Zeng Tianxun. At that time, they probably didn't think that they could live to the present and become what they are today. Anyway, ye Wen doesn't know whether he should blame the injustice of heaven or be grateful for the ordeal brought by that experience.
"Later, I had a different experience with you. I remember you told me that an old couple adopted you. What a pity! I didn't have such good luck. At that time, I saw all the ugliest faces in the world and experienced the pain and humiliation that no one could experience. At that time, I told myself that I couldn't live like this, and I would never be willing to be mediocre! In fact, I'm very grateful for that experience. If it wasn't for the turbulence in my childhood, I'm afraid Zeng Tianxun would not have been today! "
Ye Wen listens to Zeng Tianxun's narration quietly. He has a feeling that there must be some special reason why Zeng Tianxun said this to him today, but he still doesn't know what it is.
"What I am most grateful for is a girl I met at that time! It was a Chinese girl who studied in North America. When I was at my worst, she helped me. She didn't care that I was a beggar. Her equality to me made me feel for the first time that there was warmth in the world! " Zeng Tianxun said here, his eyes are full of happiness.
Ye Wen remembers that Zeng Tianxun told himself that he had also lost his loved one. I don't know if he is the one he said now. But ye Wen thinks that he should be the one who never leaves ten!
"That girl, in your eyes, may not be a beauty at all. It's very common. But at that time, I felt that there might be no more beautiful woman than her in the world. But at that time, I was still a beggar after all. I had a world of difference with her, but I felt that even if we could not be together, even if I could live every day It's enough to follow her silently and protect her. At that time, I was only a teenager. I was very simple! "
"And then?" Ye Wen asked voluntarily. He thought that Zeng Tianxun's first killing might have something to do with the girl!
"Later? Later, I have been following her silently, not afraid to be found by her, not afraid that you laugh at me, at that time, I actually felt that I was in love, that age! It's so simple. Then, I remember that when she left school at night, three bastards tried to plot against her and forced her into a dead end, but they didn't know that I was following them all the time. I used the self-defense bayonet I picked up in the garbage heap and killed them all! ""But didn't you say that the first time you killed someone was because of a hobby?" Ye Wen thinks that such a scene seems to be the plot of a hero saving beauty. How can it be said that it is because of a hobby?
"Listen to me! After killing those three people, the girl was very grateful to me, her parents, and me. I also found a job in her father's company, which is officially divorced from the status of a beggar
"Isn't that good? This kind of life, you should also be very satisfied with it Ye Wen thinks that such a peaceful life is much better than the wandering life of a killer.
But Zeng Tianxun shook his head and said, "no, you're wrong. At the beginning, I also felt that everything was very good. I even felt that this kind of life, if it continues, is actually very good. But unfortunately, once, I told the story about the process of saving the girl. Although the three people I killed were absolute jerks, I didn't know When I talk about these things, I neglect that no matter how stupid they are, if I kill them, I will become a murderer myself! "