Chapter 279

Chen Shaowei deliberately pretended to be unconcerned, spread his hands, and pretended to smile, "how can I, a handsome man like me, be willing to hurt me. If you have to say hurt, I'm the only one to hurt others. "

Su Wei saw Chen Shaowei pretending to be a dissolute, and said, "I'm not a fool. Your eyes clearly tell me that you once loved a woman deeply. You think you can deceive everyone, but you can deceive yourself

She is not so naive. She thinks that for a man with rich experience like Chen Shaowei, the emotional world will be blank. But after these days together, Su Wei firmly believes that Chen Shaowei's heart is not as romantic as his appearance, and he doesn't care about anything.

Just heard what he said, Su Wei was more convinced of his feelings. Chen Shaowei must have loved a woman. Maybe now he still loves and can't let go. Perhaps because of this, he will be in a cynical attitude to face the feelings, no longer willing to easily pay sincerely.

His disguise is easily exposed by the little girl in front of him. Chen Shaowei feels frustrated. He put away his indifferent smile and sighed wearily, "Su Wei, a man like me, shakes, except for the vicissitudes, is full of fatigue. I really don't understand why you must be so interested in the past of a person like me. Believe me, it was just a bland mistake

Chen Shaowei really doesn't want to talk about the relationship with Jing Wei any more. The past is like a sharp thorn, which penetrates into the deepest part of his heart. When he thinks about it, he will feel uncontrollable pain.

"No, I just want to know. Have you forgotten her, or do you still love her Although I have warned myself more than once, don't be willful any more. But this time, Su Wei is still stubborn and wants to be willful. He refuses to let go of the chance to enter the heart of Chen Shaowei.

Su Wei pressed him step by step, as if he would not give up until he could tell his own story. Chen Shaowei had no choice but to wrinkle his already painful eyebrows. Thinking, it seems that he must owe this girl in his last life, so that when he meets Su Wei, he has no way at all.

"All right, all right, I'll tell you." Chen Shaowei helplessly looked at Su Wei and pointed to the sleeve she held tightly in her hand. "However, you should let go of my hand first."

Su Wei embarrassed smile, let go of Chen Shaowei. There is no way, who call this man like a smooth fish. If you don't push him, when will you hear his truth. Now that he has fallen in love with him, Su Wei wants to know everything about him, including his past.

She often sees TV dramas. Whenever the heroine says something to the hero, your past doesn't matter to me. If I only care about your present and future, I will scoff.

This is really ridiculous, since you like a person, then his everything is important to you. Only knowing his past can we know what kind of person he is and how to love him.

Chen Shaowei sat on the sofa, took a look at the stubborn Su Wei and drew out a cigarette. He is not addicted to cigarettes, but he has the idea of smoking one tonight. He lit the cigarette with a lighter, took a deep breath and spit it out. He watched the curling smoke rise, and his thoughts gradually settled down.

He pulled the corners of his mouth, trying to squeeze out a smile, and finally did not smile, leaving traces of bitterness, maybe he was not a natural and unrestrained person. It's been six years. I can't help feeling sad every time I think of it. Sometimes, he would think why, why bother to embarrass himself and her.

"She and I are college classmates, and there's nothing special about it. It's like the love between a rich lady and a poor boy in a TV play. Finally, the rich lady abandoned the poor boy in order to pursue her ideal. Well, now you know, don't you think it's boring, dog blood? " Chen Shaowei looked at Su Wei and said with self mockery.

Su Wei looked at Chen Shaowei dejected, a trace of sympathy rose from the bottom of his heart. She walked slowly to Chen Shaowei's side, sat down against him and said in a low voice, "I'm not that shallow. Although I haven't been in love, I think any sincere love is worthy of respect. And I don't agree with you. You talk about yourself like how humble you are. "

Chen Shaowei leaned deeply on the sofa, looked at Su Wei, and sighed helplessly, "little girl, as soon as you were born in a rich family, how can you understand the sorrow of grass-roots people like us. You've tried to live a frugal life every day. You've worked hard to save money and bought a gift for others, but you find that you don't have the courage to take it out; You've tried to give each other a good life, only to find that your family is not rare. "

"I, I..." Su Wei couldn't help saying, yes, how could he understand what Chen Shaowei had experienced when he was born into a rich family. However, looking at Chen Shaowei who belittles herself like a grain of dust, she still feels angry and distressed. She can't help refuting, "that's because she doesn't love you. If she loves you, she won't care about it at all."

Listen to Su Wei's words, Chen Shaowei's thinking is gradually confused, love, he and Jing Wei are in love. If you haven't loved, why can't you forget after so long. Or maybe, I just don't want to forget the humiliation of being despised by the Jing family.

Chen Shaowei wants to find out his feelings, but when he just filtered out a clue, he was disturbed by the memories swept by the waves. He can only drift with the waves. He rubbed the temple, which had begun to ache, and simply did not think about it. In this way, let him go. Anyway, I don't know how to think about it.

Su Wei is distressed. Looking at the distressed Chen Shaowei, he feels an impulse to save the man. She bit her lip, lowered her eyes and asked, "have you ever thought about starting a new relationship? Maybe you will find a girl who loves you more, loves you more and understands you more than she does."