In the single dormitory of the anti drug detachment, Wang Yue turns off her mobile phone and lies on the bed. Her eyes are staring at the ceiling, and her brain is playing the test of life and death she experienced last night.
"Dong Dong Dong"
"Wang Yue, are you there?"
A powerful knock on the door, followed by a man's strong voice.
Wang Yue, who is in a daze, hears the man's voice. A spirit stirs up from the bed and talks to the man outside the door, while arranging his police uniform.
After checking the furnishings in one side of the room, Wang Yue went to the door, turned the door lock and opened the door.
The man standing at the door is the middle-aged policeman who was interviewed in the hospital in the morning. He is also Xie an, deputy director of H City Public Security Bureau in charge of drug control.
Seeing Wang Yue's haggard face, Xie an frowned, then asked in a deep voice, "can I go in and sit down?"
"Director Xie, please." Wang Yue opened the door and whispered to Xie an.
Entering Wang Yue's room, Xie an took a look at the neat furnishings in the room, nodded with satisfaction and said, "the girl's room is cleaner than those of the young men."
"Director Xie, take a seat." Wang Yue moved the chair and put it by the window, whispering to Xie an.
He nodded at Wang Yue. Xie an sat on the chair with a kind face. He said to Wang Yue, "don't be so nervous. I'm looking for you today. There's nothing else to do. You can sit down, too, even if you're nagging at home."
"OK, director Xie." Wang Yue sat on her own bed, but with her head down, she was still nervous.
"In the hospital this morning, I heard that you were there when Cai detachment was injured last night? Well, you're not hurt, are you Xie an looks at Wang Yue with her head down, and her voice is very gentle.
Wang Yue, who is sad and nervous, shakes her head and answers Xie an's words.
In fact, Wang Yue didn't want to mention last night's event, but in the face of her own leadership, she couldn't refuse to answer, which made her heart start to fret again.
Aware that Wang Yue didn't want to mention last night's event, Xie an was not convenient to ask, so he went on: "Wang Yue, I just talked to your mother on the phone, she is very concerned about your situation."
"Did you tell my mother?" Wang Yue looked like she was shocked. She raised her head and looked at Xie an with wide eyes.
"She knew you were working in the anti drug detachment when she saw the news. You told her before that you were in charge of propaganda in the police station, didn't you?" She asked.
"Yes, I don't want her to worry about me. As you know, my father died on this line in those years. She has been afraid to face this all these years. Even I applied for the police academy without telling her." Recalling her mother, Wang Yue's voice choked.
Since her father died because of his mission, Wang Yue has never seen her mother's smiling face. Every time she wakes up in the middle of the night, she can hear her mother's depressed crying, which makes her childhood very gloomy.
However, Wang Yue does not feel that her mother is weak. At least in front of her, her mother has never shed tears. No matter how hard life is, she is always optimistic and cheerful. Although Wang Yue knows that her mother pretends all this.
In the year when she applied for the police academy, when she learned that Wang Yue had finally chosen her father's way, her mother was not as furious as she imagined, and did not forcibly block her choice. She just hoped that she could be a policeman far away from danger.
The quietness of the room made Xie an feel a little chest tightness. He took a deep breath to ease his chest discomfort. Looking at Wang Yue who secretly wiped her tears, Xie an said with a smile: "your mother criticized me on the phone and said that I cheated her with you. You little girl, you really make a hole in me!"
"I'm sorry, director Xie. If I didn't say that, I'm afraid you wouldn't let me come to the anti drug detachment." Wang Yue said apologetically, his heart is really full of guilt.
Xie an waved his hand and said with a smile: "your father and I used to be colleagues, and your mother is not an outsider. I have no opinion about criticizing me, ha ha! It doesn't matter! "
"Thank you, director Xie." Wang Yue tried to squeeze out a smile to thank her father's former colleague.
"Well, I can do it if I know what's wrong and I can correct it. I can't let your mother lose her temper again." Xie an looked at Wang Yue and said with a smile.
Hearing Xie an's words, Wang Yue's smile froze. She looked at Xie an nervously and asked in a suspicious tone: "director Xie, you came to see me today to transfer me from the anti drug detachment?"
"Don't worry. I know it's your dream to be an anti drug policeman. I also believe you can be competent for this job." Xie an explains to Wang Yue.
"Then you just..." Wang Yue looked at Xie an doubtfully, did not understand the meaning of his words just now.
Xie an, a kind-hearted man, smiles and looks at Wang Yue. His eyes are full of parents' love for their children. He says earnestly: "recently, our bureau has set up an anti drug propaganda department. We need someone who understands the business and
"I'm not going!" Wang Yue interrupted Xie an's words with a strong attitude.
Xie an, who was interrupted, was stunned at first, then resumed her smile and said to Wang Yue, "don't be so excited. It's an organizational arrangement, not care for you. We are also comprehensive..."
"I said, I won't go! I don't want to leave the anti drug detachment. I don't want to be a turtle! " Wang Yue stubborn said, again interrupted Xie an's words.
"Comrade Wang Yue, I am your superior leader. Do you still look like a police officer with such an attitude?" Xie an's face sank and his tone taught Wang Yue a serious lesson.
Wang Yue, who didn't dare to look at Xie an, bowed her head and said firmly, "whatever you say is OK. I just don't leave the anti drug detachment. I just don't shrink my head. I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid at all!"
Grievance and guilt make Wang Yue feel powerless again. She leans on the guardrail beside the bed, and tears fall down her cheek involuntarily.
If it wasn't for Xie an's presence, she would cry out loud and release the indescribable irritability from her body.
When Wang Yue's cry gradually subsided, Xie an stood up and went to her side, took out a business card from her pocket and gently handed it to Wang Yue.
Taking the business card in Xie an's hand, Wang Yue sees that it is the card of a psychological counselor. She looks up at Xie an in a hurry and wants to refuse.
"Take it and go to chat with him when you have time. Many people in the bureau have a good relationship with him." Xie an said to Wang Yue with a smile.
"Director Xie, I..."
"Boy, we are all afraid of death. It's no shame!"