Ouyang Liang a listen to this words, surprised of toward the farmland rather saw past: "how can such?"
"When I first knew it, my reaction was the same as yours. We are college students. We are all medical students. He has a good family, warm personality and good heart. In fact, my family's conditions are very bad. Even the money for going to college is collected from my relatives. My parents actually don't want me to go to college. I forced them to do it by death. They couldn't help it. " Tian Ning said with red eyes.
Ouyang Liang handed over the tissue: "I didn't expect you would have such an experience."
"Thank you Tian Ning took the paper towel and wiped his tears: "when I entered the University, I began to work and study. I always feel very lucky. I have found several part-time jobs with high salary. But what I don't know is that those people are willing to invite me because of him. The salary of those jobs is not so high at all. He has been subsidizing me. It turns out that once he heard me on the phone with my family, heard me arguing with my family, and knew my situation, so he silently supported me. "
"I wonder how such a good man can become a pervert murderer?"
"Because he didn't lift it!"
"What?" It's the first time Ouyang Liang heard that he became a pervert murderer because he didn't give up.
"In fact, he was very good at the beginning, we had a tacit understanding all the time, and he was able to satisfy me, but later he had this kind of problem. Organic lesions, and very serious. You can't imagine how many times he held me for a night. I told him that everything would be fine. But I never dreamed that things would go to the other extreme. "
"Is there any connection between the two?"
"I don't understand, but later the police said that it was for this reason that he repeatedly committed crimes. It's cruel. He used an awl to drive them into the girls' heads. Psychologists say it's in this way
"I've seen a movie before, and it seems to be the same. I think I understand! "
"Since his case, I've transferred to another department. I want to help people with sexual disorders in my own way. In fact, there are many men who have all kinds of problems. Some are because of work pressure, some are because of hands, some are because of lust, and some are congenital. I met a boy who was arrested by the police. The police said that he had participated in the round of rape. After knowing this, I came forward to prove it. The boy's parents once brought the boy to me. The boy could not have participated in rape at all. According to my diagnosis report, the boy was free from prosecution. I feel that I have done a good job. "
"Will the police believe that?"
"Thanks to my tutor, he is an expert in this field, and one of the topics he studied is about this."
"The boy's family should thank you very much
Tian Ning shook his head with a bitter smile: "that boy committed suicide later."
"Ah! How could that be? "
"Because of my testimony, it spread out. He walked on the street and was criticized by others. In fact, he always knew that he was abnormal in that aspect. He grew up without chenbo. He was very self abased and had great mental pressure. A week after his acquittal, he jumped from the balcony of his home. Sometimes I don't know whether I'm saving or harming people? I let him get innocent, but can't cure him, this kind of helpless, just like to my boyfriend
"You're great. It's not your fault. To tell you the truth, before I went to the hospital, I was scared. I'm afraid I'll be like this all my life. How meaningless my life is! So the boy's death, I can fully understand, I at least have that kind of experience, and he did not die to be a real man
"Look at me. When it comes to such a heavy topic, you should be optimistic. I believe you will be fine." Tian ningrou comforts Ouyang Liang.
"I also believe that I will be well, because I met a kind-hearted doctor. In fact, frankly speaking, I am not a good person, not even a good man. I used to live a lavish life, I think my life is meaningless. I am clearly my father's own son, but my father only loves my brother. I'm not reconciled. I want to know why? I tried my best, but my father turned a blind eye. I abandoned myself and even let myself go through a contractual marriage. Do you think I'm pathetic? "
"No, on the contrary, I think you are a very honest person. At least I like you now."
"That's because in front of you, in front of others, even in front of my father, I live with a mask. The meaning of my life is to please my father and hope to get his respect. And I've never lived for myself. It's no exaggeration to say that I don't even know what love is. ""In fact, I have never said these words to others. You are my first audience
"I'm very lucky. Thank you for sharing your story with me."
"Thank you, too!" Tian Ning said, put his hand on Ouyang Liang's thigh, "you help me to untie a knot."
"What?" Ouyang Liang looked down at Tian Ning's hand, rely on, actually have reaction, although very weak, believe Tian Ning further words, reaction will be a little stronger.
"In this world, there are always more unfortunate people than us. We are much happier than them. When we encounter setbacks, we should face them positively."
"It's a bit like chicken soup." Ouyang Liang barely smile, his eyes have been staring at Tian Ning's hand, Tian Ning's hand actually move up.
"In the face of this cold world, isn't it better to have more chicken soup? I look forward to the world, should be that, you help me, I help you in the world Tian Ning intentionally or unintentionally looked down at Ouyang Liang.
"Having said that, the world I see is more ugly, more evil and more wealth with blood. It's a world of cannibalism and helping others. It's too idealistic."
"Nothing is absolute. Am I helping you?"
"Oh, no!" Ouyang Liang reaches for Tian Ning's hand.
"Don't move. Enjoy it. Drive your car." Tian Ning said with a smile: "I'll say it! You have no problem. Don't scare yourself
"It's all your credit." Ouyang Liang a face excited, before worry swept away, he toward the side of Tian Ning looked in the past, it seems that today there are unexpected harvest!
Tian Ning in Ouyang Liang waiting for the red light, slowly gathered over: "tonight, go to my place."