Chapter 69

Chapter 69

Only when Andra had stopped tossing and turning and fell asleep that Dustin opened his eyes.

He looked down at the slender shoulders and back of the woman who was in his arms. Every corner of Andra’s body was full of the traces he had left. Her back was relatively covered in them, but the shoulders and nape of her neck, which he had been constantly biting and sucking, were mottled with red marks.

Dustin carefully kissed the red mark. He could clearly feel the texture of the skin. Because of that, blood rushed down his lower body. He himself found this absurd, but as if in denial, he hugged Andra even tighter.

Thump thump, the sound of her steady beating heart and warm body temperature felt all over his body. He thought he wanted this moment to stop.

However, there was one problem.

An unknown emptiness from before has engulfed him like a dark cloud. Andra is definitely in his arms, and he has finished doing the deed with her that he felt satisfied by it, but why was it that his heart was empty—as if someone stole it?

Dustin felt left alone. No matter how many times he confirmed that Andra was in his arms, this emptiness could not be put to rest.

‘Why… am I feeling this way?’

It’s as if he was a container that was draining out, no matter how much water was filled into it. The more he tried to hold her in his hand, the more it felt as if sand just flowed between his fingers. And it only got worse whenever he thought of Andra.

To him, it felt like Andra would disappear from his arms at any moment. He laughed at himself. But he didn’t hate Andra, who made him feel this way. Rather, he would be nervous if it really was like that.

‘What do you want me to do…’

Dustin clenched his teeth. His head was a mess. He felt that he had been denied all the facts he had known and lived with. It was as if someone had opened his head and stirred it up. And it was shaking him.

‘What am I supposed to do?’

In fact, Dustin still had a hard time acknowledging his feelings for Andra. Everything he had built up was clamoring him that he should not do that.

How could you do that? Do you think that choice is right? Are you really sure? What have you done so far? You are denying yourself now. Dozens of voices hummed in his ears.

‘Shut up, I’m confused too!’

He shook his head. He couldn’t keep silent as the voices whispered. Those questions were the first ones he had and the ones he thought about a lot.

If he were to admit to Andra here, it’s like his entire life would be denied, and he knew better than anyone that a formidable road awaits him.

This was his own instinct, and it was the last of his pride.

If he would lose this, Dustin Airak would no longer be Dustin Airak. His identity will be shattered.

By only one person.

By Andra Avellin.

Maybe this was akin to dragging himself down to hell. No, he’d rather be in hell. He did not know that Andra would cause unimaginable pain. After all, she was a woman. Because she was born as Avellin, she knew what she had and how to use it all.

Members of House Airak tended to act according to their heart rather than their head, and that’s why they despised the members of House Avellin, who opposed their values and were no less than their nemesis.

From time immemorial, Airak, as the descendants of the Borgin clan, valued the truth. Airaks thought pretense was unnecessary, and they lived honestly as their heart led them. They found what they wanted to do, achieved what they wanted, met the one they loved, and gave everything for the other person.

But sometimes, this would come back to them as poison.

Even Tade Airak, their ancestor, the first northern frontier, was a person who faithfully followed these values.

The man was betrayed by his wife because he trusted his heart, not his mind.

In this way, Dustin knew what the end of those who loved those they shouldn’t have loved. They were like moths that did not know that fire would burn them, captivated by the bright incandescence enough to jump headfirst. In this way, they all met a miserable and lonely end. For the relatives close to him, he knew that his great-grandfather, his great-grandaunt, and his uncle were all like that.

Was he going down the same path? The path to self-destruction?

After all, he could not deny the blood of Airak running through his veins.

‘You will continue to hate and despise me.’

Dustin buried his face in Andra’s long wavy blonde hair.

Maybe one day this woman would come to like him, too. Was there any possibility of her having any positive feelings for him? It occurred to him that if it was possible, even if the odds were slim, he might be able to close his eyes and jump straight into the pit of fire, although it was a set path.

‘…Crazy.’

Trying to jump into the pit of fire to catch a single light he’s seen in the distance.

He knew that the chances of Andra liking him would never come true—still, he couldn’t give up. He knew that he would not be able to soothe this emptiness within him if he couldn’t be with her.

He hated to admit it, but that’s how it was. The more he denied his feelings, the more this emptiness would continue to plague him whenever he saw Andra.

Dustin quietly closed his eyes, holding Andra’s hand tightly, not wanting to let go as if she was a mirage.

“Andra, you’re my…”

The words could not continue.

* * *

After that, Dustin and Andra began to have a tacit sexual relationship. They didn’t make any agreement beforehand, but they coveted each other’s bodies from time to time as if it was promised. Someone was anxious, someone tried to turn away.

Even if they thought this was strange, they made excuses to themselves that it was because of magic. And their yearning got more and more serious day by day.

“Ah… u-hng…”

Andra sat on a desk in the empty classroom, her legs spread apart. She looked down at Dustin who was grappling with her secret place. His knight’s uniform was disheveled. His collarbone was visible through the opened buttons. His firm chest could be seen underneath, barely concealed.

Andra clasped Dustin’s black hair with her hand.

“Ah, there… Uhht!”

“Here?”

“Ha-uht, ung, ah!”

“Your response is even better today. Is it because the place we’re in is different?”

Andra rolled her waist as he twisted his thumbs in search of the protruding cl*toris. She was more sensitive than usual today, she even thought so herself. Maybe it’s because the place they’re doing this in was the classroom where Andra often attended lectures in.

“You’re so soaked down here. I’ve just touched you like this, but… you’re so wet. I didn’t expect you to be like this…”

“Ah, uhng, uht, ahhn, uhk…”

The squelching sound was loud as Dustin sucked everything from her. Andra was half relieved by Dustin’s hot, long tongue licking her down there. If he continued to lick like that…

Ah! Andra couldn’t stand it and let out a loud moan before she quickly shut her mouth. This might be an empty classroom, but people sometimes passed by the hallway outside this room.

Andra covered her mouth with her hand, and she listened for a moment to the sounds outside. Fortunately, there was no sound. But when she suddenly heard the sound of new footsteps coming here, she quickly pushed Dustin’s head off.

But Dustin didn’t let it go, and instead, shoved one finger into her entrance. Andra gasped.

The sound of footsteps was getting closer and closer to the classroom. Were they coming here? Andra held her breath, but she tensed at the presence of the finger under her. Thanks to that, her clenched walls would not let go of the finger.

Dustin put one more finger in her and gently rubbed inside, as if provoking Andra.

“Don’t, uhngg…!”

At that moment, c*m burst out from her. Dustin slowly opened his mouth, licking everything that flowed between his fingers.

“Are you excited right now just thinking that we might be caught doing this together? You pervert.”

“You started, uhk, uh, ah-huuu…!”

“Good?”

Andra twisted her body even more as the fingers stroked the particularly sensitive folds of her inner wall. Dustin Airak, you damned bastard! She tried not to moan loudly as much as possible, but the pleasure coming up from below wasn’t small.

Reluctantly, Andra bit her lower lip and prayed that the footsteps would pass through the classroom.

Were her prayers heard? The footsteps did not stop and soon disappeared as they passed the classroom.

Andra sighed in relief and relaxed her tense body. The lining of her walls, which had been gripping Dustin’s finger, also relaxed for a moment. Then his fingers slipped out.

“Now, how about this?”

Then she heard the sound of his belt being unbuckled, and Dustin began to align his erect flesh with Andra’s entrance and push it into her.

Andra, who was relieved after the sound of the footsteps disappeared, rushed to hold the desk with both her hands as the large manhood entered her. This was to prevent her body from being pushed upwards. Andra took a small deep breath as she felt her insides fill up so suddenly.

“Ah… really so…”

“…Ha, good?”

Even though he didn’t put it all to the hilt, Dustin let out a breath as the warm, damp inner wall clenched and gripped him. How could his manhood not react when she would tighten around him like this every time?

Andra was the only one who could make his flesh stand up with just one glimpse of her. He pleasured himself, yet even if he drained himself even a little, it couldn’t compare to putting it in her and moving inside.

“Please… uh-huht, go in, please, hhngh!”

“So it’s true. You’re… liking this now.”

“AH!”

Andra tilted her head back as Dustin pulled himself out a little and then shoved himself hard inside her. He soon grabbed Andra’s hips with both of hands to hold her tight and then began moving vigorously. Because of this, her skirt bunched up around her waist.

Andra wrapped her legs around Dustin’s waist, shaking aimlessly to his beat.

“Sl, slowly… mmh, if people… come, nngh!”

“The door’s locked. Now concentrate… on me.”

“…AH! Du, stin, ahngh!”

Slam, slam! Dustin moved roughly. Andra tried to cover her mouth with her hands as much as she could, but as soon as Dustin grabbed her wrists with one hand and brought them to her stomach, she couldn’t do even that.

She tried not to moan as much as possible. Her jaw was sore from clenching her teeth.

“Uhngg…! Ah, uhk!”

“Ha, stop, tightening. I’m going… to, c*m…”

“Ah… Hnnngh… mmh, ah, aahnn…”

Andra was strangely aroused by the fact that they might get caught by someone, that it might be someone she knew, that she was having sex with Dustin with the lights off in a familiar classroom.

As Dustin said, she might really be a pervert. She’s excited about the fact that they might get caught.