Because there was not enough food to cook in the evening, the neighbors also brought some home food when they came. At last, more than a dozen people set up a big table. He Yue and Cun Shan sat at the front of the long table. Although the excitement in front of them was just in front of them, they would leave the island and never come back after today and tomorrow, but he Yue could see that Cun Shan was also very interested in the lively atmosphere elated.

During the dinner, he Yue asked quietly: "normally, you are afraid of strangers. Why do you like this kind of atmosphere instead?"

Murayama looked at he Yue, but did not immediately explain. Instead, he threw himself into the conversation with his uncle and aunt. He Yue also had to raise his drink frequently to talk and laugh with the people present.

It wasn't until the end of the dinner, when it was dark, that two people went out for a walk, and Murayama finally responded to the question he Yue had just asked.

"When I was a child, I hated being an actor, but to tell you the truth, I didn't really hate acting. What I hated was that my family forced me to learn acting every day, and even spent the rest of my life sleeping, and their work and rest time, but You know, manshimadu is also a relative of mine. Although it can't be said that our whole family is in pursuit of entertainment industry, I have tried acting since I was born. I have no interest and talent in this aspect, so I have to consider other jobs. "

He Yue nodded. The situation of Murayama's family doesn't mean that they have to do this business. But for their family, the entertainment circle must be one of the first choices. Japan's circle as a whole is quite healthy, and it can't be said that there are no bad parts at all. Of course, there are many bad parts, but basically, except for a few cases, what do you want to do No one must be able to stop you.

Growing up in such an environment, the village's psychology is quite contradictory.

On the one hand, she resists her parents' demands; on the other hand, she can't say that she hates the life in the entertainment circle. Such a contradictory psychological state makes her yearn for the normal family life and the happy state.

Looking back at the brightly lit fisherman's house, the two of them came out after eating, but the dinner over there was not over yet. Looking at the lights from a distance, I really felt very happy even with the lights.

Just not far away, the light in the field of vision almost becomes the only light source under the night sky.

"The stars are so bright..." Murayama looked up at the night sky, which was much brighter than Tokyo.

He Yue grabs Murayama's hand and they walk in silence.

"Are you afraid?" He Yue asked.

Murayama shook his head and said, "with you around, how can I be afraid? Even if there are some ghosts, they will be beaten by you."

"How can I be so powerful? If there's a ghost, I'll probably carry you around and run away." He Yue said with a smile.

"In other words, is it really OK for you to quit your job today?"

"It doesn't matter. Isn't Xiao Guang going to replace me?"

"But your role is hard to replace, isn't it?"

"It should be ok if it's just one day."

"What a willful leader, Xiao Guang may hate you in private."

"No, no, no, that's where we fit together!" He yuedao.

"What do you mean?"

"The leaders of some companies are very strong, and they have to do everything by themselves. If the boss of such a company is very strong, the company will also be very strong. But there is a kind of company, which will have a boss like me, and will leave most of the work to the people below. A company like me may not be bad, but it may let me go because of me The employees of my company are more free, otherwise you see, if I have a strong desire for control, Xiaoguang will not grow to the present level! "

"Sophistry! You just want to be a shopkeeper! "

"I can do it if I need to, but when I can be a shopkeeper, why should I work so hard? I'm sure it's better to walk with you in the night sky than to be busy with my work!"

"Meeting you is also Xiao Guang's disaster..." Murayama sighed.

"What do you mean? Do you think I'm a disaster, too? " He Yue grabbed the village mountain and asked.

"Hum." Murayama some arrogantly moved away his sight.

After a few more steps, Murayama sighed, "I don't know if it's a disaster. After all We are in a strange state Saito Hashimoto and their thoughts on you must be very complicated, too. "

He Yue was silent. She was also at a loss when she suddenly mentioned the problem.

"At first, I just like you very simply, but gradually I'm led astray by you. The most irritating thing is that you are not honest, and at the same time, you tease several people. As a result, it's too late for me to react. They are flying birds and I I've been living around you for a long time, and I can't live without you anymore... "

"Do you regret it?" He Yue asked.

Murayama shook his head and said, "how can I regret it? I'm a child star. Saito is also a child star. I've been in this circle since I was a child. Do you know that most of the first kisses of child stars are around ten years old! The first time to experience is definitely the earliest in all groups. It's a circle that is too precocious and has a lot of bad content! ""Why? So you, too? " He Yue asked.

"If I were, would you be angry?" Asked Murayama.

"Of course not. I'm just curious. Bird is a child star, isn't she?"

"No, neither of us is, because both of us It's not red, hee hee. "

Well It's true that Murayama has played several small roles in TV dramas. Saito often works in pay TV stations, TV shopping shows and so on. The children about their age are Matsuoka Moyo, Fukuda Mayuko, Dayou Hualian and so on. The less popular ones are also excluded from the mainstream circle of child stars. Although they are also precocious, they are not popular in some aspects How to be influenced by the same precocious atmosphere.

"In my circle, I seem to have worked early and have unlimited possibilities in the future, but it's not like this. Acting skills If you don't have natural talent, you have to be 30 years old to really mature, so I was determined that I couldn't be a top actor when I was 11 or 12 years old.

After confirming this, I was allowed by my family to participate in the selection of AKB and do what I really like to do. Originally, I thought that my future would be like this, singing, dancing, being a theater artist, disappearing in the entertainment industry after graduation, getting married But your appearance has changed everything about me... "