Chapter 2

"Don't..."

I was almost instantly awake, screaming and struggling, but I was pressed to death by the man on my body, and it was hard to breathe.

It's hot. It's hot. The heat on my body is going to burn me.

No matter how painful your body is, you still can't put out the fire.

The men's kisses fall on me again and again, just like the cool of the hot summer, which makes me unable to stop biting my thin lips and still can't control my voice, and enjoy this inexplicable joy.

I snorted and lost any thought.

My eyes were very tired. I barely opened a gap to see who was in front of me. But I opened my eyes and was stabbed by the strong light in front of me.

My head is very painful. It's going to explode and my body is also painful. But I don't know why my body is getting hotter and hotter. It's like being put in a steamer. Rolling up and down can't make the heat in my body erupt.

My mind is constantly skipping Jiang Lin's twisted face, and the remaining thoughts are gradually occupied by heavy desire. I barely open my eyes, only to see the white light in front of me, which makes me dizzy and dizzy. The thick sweat on my body is like the glue glued on me and men, which can't be separated.

I'm dead?

Hell?

Or a dream?

But it's too real. The burning pain under my body makes me more and more conscious.

Suddenly, the man around me turned over and put me in his arms again, reading my name again and again, "loutong, loutong..."

His voice is so beautiful. It's like a magic spell that bewitches my mind. His hand seems to light a firewood fire. All the way down, "Lou Tong..."

Once again, the pain of tearing came,

for a long time, the man was finally exhausted, and the fire on my body would eventually recede, and I had no strength to think.

I reluctantly turned over, closed my eyes and fell asleep.

I don't know how long it took for me to open my eyes. I suddenly felt pain like a broken bone. But after a short hesitation, I suddenly realized what was wrong. I immediately got up and stared at a man who was sleeping with his back to me.

The next moment, I recognized him. It was Gu zisong.

I immediately covered his mouth, do not want to wake him in bed.

Panic from the bed rolled to the ground, bang, fell on all fours.

I am embarrassed to get up, not waiting for the wake-up man on the bed to turn around, I fly like to grab the clothes on the ground, quickly rushed out of the door.

……

In an hour.

I sat in my small apartment, staring in front of the mirror at the bruised self.

One moment ago, I was still looking forward to a beautiful marriage, and the next second I was poisoned by my fiance. Then I went to bed with a man.

I finally went back to my home, only to find that everything in front of me was wrong.

The furniture is not right, the decoration of the house is not right, except for the habit of putting the key under the doormat that I grew up with, which is right. Everything in front of me has changed.

To be exact, everything is back to the past.

Look at the time on the phone, July 28, 2014.

This phone is still fruit 5S.

Coax!

The thunder outside made me tremble.

If it's not a dream, am I really coming back from the dead?

I shook my head in an attempt to sober myself up.

It suddenly occurred to me that at this time three years ago, Gu zisong was transferred from his former small staff position because of his family's business, and became the vice president position he dreamed of. At that time, he found some friends to drink and celebrate, including me.

We all drank a lot of wine. Some of us were too drunk to go home. But I was still very sober at that time. Afterwards, I left without any contact with Gu zisong.

Why go to sleep this time

I chagrined to take a breath, and then look at the traces of their own body, helpless frown, a shake hands, covered the body's embarrassment.

For a moment, I couldn't accept the fact that it was so true. Is it true that time is reshaping and everything can come back?

But why is it such a beginning?

Let's not say that I haven't established a relationship with Jiang Lin at this time, or even his family hasn't had an accident, but how can I get involved with Gu zisong?

Although he chased me before, it doesn't mean that I can have anything to do with him.

I took a deep breath and forced myself to calm down.

At this time three years ago, the apartment my parents bought for me had not been decorated, and the floor was still concrete. I stepped on the ground barefoot, and the cold came through the soles of my feet, which made my head clear.

I lingered in the same place, thinking about this strange thing, whether God's blessing, to see my death wronged, really make me live again?

What am I going to do?I was worried when the phone rang in the corner.

I was so surprised that the whole person jumped up and comforted his beating heart for a long time.

I looked at the name on the phone, my heart trembled.

The big words "Gu zisong" suddenly flashed on the phone. My heart was like an eggplant rolling up and down on an oil pan. I couldn't hide and escape. My inner struggle and confusion made me choose to refuse to answer.

By the way, turn it off directly.

I washed my body first, squatted in a daze in the only decent bath bucket in the bathroom, and my mind was full of Jiang Lin's twisted and terrible face before my death.

His roar, anger, abuse, like a knife into my heart.

I can't believe that the man I love turned into a devil and killed me personally. Is it all because of Shang yunyun around him?

I don't understand. Even if I do it again, I can't make myself believe that the outstanding Jiang Lin will be my killer.

It was not until the water in the tub became a little bit cold that I managed to get out and climb into bed. I watched the dark sky outside. The thunder was loud and the rain was heavy. I was afraid I couldn't sleep on such a night.

Don't want to, a closed eyes, unexpectedly a sleep to dawn.

The scorching sun in the morning, yesterday's heavy rain has long passed, everything is still the same, I finally believe that I am really reborn.

At this time, I am still a business manager of a small company. I have a look at the time. It's very good. It's the weekend, so I have another day to adapt myself to this time.

I stare at the burning sun outside in a daze, the memory of the past is like the gate opened, surging out.

It wasn't until a loud telephone ring interrupted my thoughts that I pulled them back from afar.

Jiang Lin's phone call arrived as scheduled, but I still didn't understand his position in my heart.

Hesitated, I still answered the phone, "Jiang Lin."

The familiar voice on the other side of the phone comes with the charm of lazy morning, which I can't resist for many years.

"Well, I'm up. Are you going to work overtime? Did you have a good party yesterday? I drank a lot! I heard that many students have gone. I'm too busy to go. Where are you now? Shall I pick you up? "

I feel a little confused, even a little uneasy.

His concern really surprised me, including that we didn't care so much about me when we lived together later.

I reluctantly smile and say, "no, I, I, I'm at home, I'm fine, I'm not going out today. You... "

I planned to refuse him, but I hesitated for a moment, and the huge hatred swept up, just like the burning universe quickly spread out, I couldn't help shaking.

Even if God opened his eyes and gave me a fresh start, I would never give such scum as Jiang Lin another chance to kill me. I want revenge.

The word "revenge" hovers in my mind.

I loved him for five years, but he gave me such a bad result, and even cut off my child who was only a month old at that time. I didn't even have time to tell him the good news, but he killed our mother and daughter together with the woman I hate the most. Why should I care about the ridiculous love in the past? Even if time turns around again, I will never forget Yes, if you don't call yourself any more, you'll become a tool for the dogs and men to play with.

I conveniently picked up a fruit knife on the table and pinched it tightly. Looking at myself in the mirror with a distorted smile, I gave a sweet smile to the phone and said, "Jiang Lin, I miss you. I want to see you

After a pause, the atmosphere was a little strange. I thought he would refuse, but I didn't think he was very happy. He suddenly laughed and asked me, "come to me, OK, come here, I'll wait for you at home."