Chapter 74

I can't describe how I feel now. I just feel that my eyes are covered with dust. I can't see everything in front of me clearly, but my heart can see it. This pair of eyes are stabbed by Gu zisong. The pain is not only in my eyes, but also in my heart.

Lu Susu, a woman, still keeps in touch with him. That's why she makes him so angry at Lin Zi. No matter what their relationship is, it won't be normal.

Then why did he marry me? What was he hiding?

I would say that these sweet words and seemingly good marital happiness are all false, but they are just illusions in front of our eyes. In fact, the real situation is a miserable exploitation and conspiracy. Once they are uncovered, they are ugly to each other.

I said, "and then?"

Lin Zi said, "we just want to remind my sister-in-law that if that woman approaches my sister-in-law, you'd better be careful. Really Ah, I said at the beginning that Lu Susu was not a serious woman, but Gu didn't listen to me. I insisted that I was a bastard who got a good deal and sold well. Asshole is asshole. I haven't done anything good for so many years. I just think that Lu Susu's purpose is different when she still contacts Gu. "

But isn't Lu Susu's classmate? Even if there is a conflict with Lu Susu, you shouldn't turn the gun to her directly to help me, right?

I laughed and asked Lin Zi, "what do you want to do? Remind me to be on guard against Lu Susu. What about later? Should I suspect that there is a deep hatred between you, and Gu zisong doesn't know it. He thinks Lu Susu is coming back for revenge, and your conscience finds out that you don't want to hurt the innocent me? "

Mu yuan frowned and nodded, "well, my sister-in-law is smarter than Gu Ge. Lin Zi, don't worry about her. Let's talk about it."

The forest looked worried as if the sky was going to collapse. After a long time, he nodded and said, "I said, I said, I Ah, when I didn't speak, she begged me to be my boyfriend and girlfriend. At that time, the Lu family didn't do real estate very well. Why didn't they do it all of a sudden? Because there was a serious financial problem at home, Lu Susu said to sleep with me and ask me to help her. I said I wouldn't do it and I had money, but I couldn't do such a thing. At that time, I was still young. I was young Now there are so many dirty ideas. I said that it would be better to ask her to be my woman and we can get married

I can't think of the idea of a woman born in such a family. Shouldn't a rich family be as high as a princess? Why?

I was a little sad and frowned. After a sip of wine, I realized I was helpless. After a while, I continued to say, "she didn't agree. She said she could give me a sip, cough It's true. Then you know it happened, but I still want to be responsible for her. Who knows I said Gu went to find another girl. I guess it's your sister-in-law. Lu Susu changed her personality, beat me and scolded me, said I was strong and wanted to sue me, and then ran out. "

My heart is like being lifted a rope. With the words of Lin Zi, it has been adjusted up and down again and again. It seems that I can feel the feeling of Lu Susu in this relationship and think of the difficult time I had with Jiang Lin at that time.

Jiang Lin is always invisible. At that time, I thought that there were other women behind him, but I never thought that the man was Shang yunyun.

I know that the man I love doesn't love me, but I still make up a lot of lies to deceive myself and create all kinds of illusions. I think the man around me loves me deeply, and I dare not face the real myself. It's really sad.

After a moment's silence, Lin Zi said, "at that time, she clamored to go to find Gu Ge. It rained heavily at that time. I was afraid that something might happen, so I chased him out. After we found her, we had a fight. She also drank a lot. At that time, she said something, but she didn't know whether it was true or false. She said that she was the tool that her parents put forward to do business. She didn't know how many men she had slept with. She wanted to find the richest one among us to help her family do business. I said that she was a fool, but this can't be nonsense. She said that she loved Gu Ge, so can I sleep with her Well, I said I was in charge. It's not good for me to marry you. She ran away when she didn't agree. Then she knew the person was missing the next day. In fact, she disappeared not that night, but the next day. She packed up her things and left. I guess she ran away and didn't want to be controlled by her family. "

So, why does Lin Zi think Lu Susu and Gu zisong still keep in touch with Li Susu? It's because he really has an idea about Lu Susu, but he can't ask Lu Susu to show up in this difficult period, so he asked me to be a shield?

I breathed out and thought that was the only way to explain this.

I said, "I see. Thank you for reminding me. I think I should know how to do it."

The woods nodded and frowned at me. "Do you really understand?"

They don't know why I married Gu zisong. They can't imagine many details. It's normal for them to regard me as Gu zisong's wife.

It's just that this matter should disappoint them. I'm not Gu zisong's lover. They also misunderstood the relationship between Gu zisong and me.

Therefore, I don't need to be afraid of Lu Susu. If she does appear, I will give up this position.

Before leaving the hotel, Mu yuan was still taking care of me. "Sister in law, you must be on guard against Lu Susu, that woman Anyway, it's very insidious. By the way, I'll take the opportunity to remind Gu Ge. Really, I'll tell him not to follow that woman's way. Her existence only takes us as a tool and a target. In her opinion, we are all objects of use. We only sell our bodies. I'm afraid it will damage Gu Ge's good work. "It's not up to us to judge whether it's good or bad, and I don't want to get involved in this.

Face, I promised to come down, but the heart has already decided, between me and him, so it!

I will only be more sober. I will not lose myself because of Gu zisong's sweet words and make myself into a more embarrassing situation.

Two days later, all my money arrived. According to the original plan, I called him and sent him a wechat saying, "I only have so much. I wish you success."

After sending, I turned off the phone and went to the village with a bag of things.

Just opened the door, Jiang Lin anxiously stretched out his hand to pull me into the door, can't wait to hold me tightly, very pitiful asked me, "I want to die, OK? How's my business going? "

In fact, I don't feel happy at all when I see him now. After all, I didn't get any benefits in this competition game. I thought I was taking revenge, but I also hurt myself quietly.

Dealing with him at the same time, I also expended energy. Now I don't know my position. I've been restless for days.

Gu zisong didn't contact me after he left. I only confirmed whether the money arrived in the account. I didn't want to ask if he would use it. Even if the transfer was returned to me, it had nothing to do with me.

I sit on the stool and watch Jiang Lin eat the fried rice with eggs I brought. I can't help thinking of me in the last life.

When I was in the hospital because of abortion, he and Shang yunyun were on the loose outside, taking my money. They were happy regardless of my life and death, but I was satisfied with eating sweet potato from my secretary.

At that time, the Secretary advised me to be nice to myself, but I didn't say anything superfluous. At that time, I only thought that he was indirectly concerned about me, but now I think that all people can see that Jiang Lin is not my lover, but I can't see it. I think I'm enjoying Jiang Lin's good. In fact, I'm enjoying the lies and grievances I've given myself. I think this is the necessary stage of my life Satisfied as a fool.

Before I came here, I heard Xiao Zhang say that Gu zisong would come back today. He should have got off the plane just before I came here. Things over there should be going smoothly. As for the details, he didn't know. I thought it would be good news, but I didn't even receive a phone call from him.

Jiang Lin put down his spoon, wiped the corners of his mouth, and went to the bathroom with a knife. The sound of water came from it. He shaved his beard, washed his face, and changed his clean clothes. At this time, he came out and was still a beautiful man.

But only I can see that he just said that the heart of the hungry wolf in human skin was already black.

He came over, gently hugged me, and then said, "it's very hard recently. You don't sleep well. You can help me with my affairs in your spare time. Don't be so anxious. I'm worried about you. You're thin."

Is that right? It seems that I haven't eaten much recently. I'm worried that I'll have nightmares when I fall asleep, so I try not to sleep at night. During the day, I go to the company and sleep on my desk in a daze. Indeed, I don't do much about what I'm doing. Fortunately, I'm busy with the finishing work recently, and I'm not too busy. But my brain is not in a state, sometimes in a daze, and my brain is blank I don't know what I'm doing.

After wandering for a while, I said, "I'm just worried about you. I'm fine. Gu zisong has been on a business trip and hasn't come back yet. I've been contacting him all the time. I should have news in the evening. "

He laughed and rubbed my head.

I was stunned.

Gu zisong likes this action very much. He says it's like touching a little pet. It looks like I'm very clever. I can't help teasing me.

When he said this, his eyes were full of cunning, and he looked very naughty. I knew he was deliberately angry with me and amused me.

But Jiang Lin really took me as a pet, a toy in his hand, and played with me, just because in his opinion, no matter how he treated me, I would be a fool who would never leave him.

I took a deep breath, got up to avoid his hand, turned to look out of the window, outside the wind blowing, the yard grass rustling, as if someone was walking inside, back and forth.

I was stunned for a while before I said, "Jiang Lin, what if I can't do it well?"

I thought, if I can't use Gu zisong's hand to call Jiang Lin to calm down the phone, then I won't ask him to hide here all the time. Slowly torture, maybe this hatred is like this. I don't want to make myself fall into a dilemma. I want to solve it as soon as possible while I can get rid of all this.

“…… Tong Tong, isn't it hard? "

I didn't answer. I continued to look at the weeds in the yard and frowned. I felt as if there was someone standing there.

Ah! Is Gu zisong in the yard?

I saw the light and shadow of his tie clip flashing in the moonlight, which made my heart jump violently.

Then, Jiang Lin pulled me over, holding my face and kissing