I shake my head, I know it's for my good, but I still don't want to analyze my heart to anyone.
In my last life, I had a very simple life. Anyone could see through what I was thinking and know what I was going to do. At that time, I thought it was an honest performance, so I would make better friends. But this society was so cruel. When someone found that I was a fool who could be slaughtered, they would not bully me, bully me, and crowd me out.
So, I want to be strong, hide, and never be the stubborn fool of my last life.
I refused and said, "forget it. I don't want to go for the time being."
He didn't ask, just said, "OK, go home!"
He released me and stepped on the accelerator. The car was buzzing and the engine was buzzing. It was like a truck running on the railway in the dark.
All the way, he didn't speak. He just drove quietly. When he arrived at the downstairs of my residential area, he stopped the car, gave me the car key, and then said, "I have no place to live. Do you really want to drive me away?"
I bit my lip and said, "yes. In fact, it's not driving you away, it's just that we should have our own lives. " I don't want to delay his dating with Lu Susu. It's not a matter to be here all the time. I'm doing it for him, OK?
He nodded and looked at me reluctantly, then asked me, "what if you have another nightmare?"
I think, before he wasn't in my house, I also slept well, and today I must be OK, I said, "no, I've been fine recently. I didn't have nightmares, and I won't be today."
He laughed, looked at the community for a while, and then said, "you don't have good law and order here, I don't worry."
I look up at this high-rise building, the strict hardbound building area, where will it be unsafe?
I said, "my door can be keyed or fingerprinted. The double safe place is very safe, and there are security guards downstairs. Strangers can't get in. How bad can it be?"
He said, "last time you asked someone to fight Jianglin, how did those people get in? Do you think the bad guys can't help it, ah?"
That's true. It's said that the door lock is for gentlemen but not for villains. But it's not that I'm really dangerous here. I've lived here for many years. It's almost five years since my last life and my whole life. Nothing bad happened here. He's looking for so many reasons just to ask me to keep him. That's what he means. Hum, but I won't agree.
"Gu zisong, you'd better go back. Your house is still in the city. If it's not decorated, go to the hotel and I'll pay for it later. Besides, you can go to Lu Susu."
He frowned at me, opened his mouth and said nothing.
It's strange to see him like that. I don't know if he has nothing to do with Lu Susu, so he and I just want to vent their desires?
Oh, I feel more comfortable if I think so. The relationship between him and me is not so complicated. We are just trading, body trading.
As soon as I had a brain pumping, I saw his pitiful appearance and felt that the relationship was not complicated. I relaxed my vigilance. I suddenly said, "Gu zisong! If you don't want to go, go up, but sleep in the living room. "
After that, I realized what I had said. I wondered what I was thinking just now. Why did I ask him to stay?
I immediately said, "no, I'm wrong. I mean it's better to keep a distance between you and me. You, hiss Ah, Gu zisong, you come back to me, you come back to me. I was wrong just now. " My voice just fell, others have got up and got out of the car, straight to the elevator, I called him, this Kung Fu people have no shadow.
I scolded angrily, "slut, slut!"
When I pushed the door into the house, I saw Gu zisong sitting cross legged on the sofa watching TV. Yan Ran looked like an old man and absolutely regarded himself as the master of the house.
Standing at the door, I looked at his back and was in a trance for a while. In fact, I used to think that my family was too small. If I really wanted to get married, I would not be in this small place. However, my husband is a fake now. He has so many houses that he can't live in. If he has to come to me, he can only squeeze together temporarily.
Before he cooked, I imagined that if I really got married and had children, my happiness would be similar to what I am now. However, seeing Gu zisong, I gave up this idea. I feel that even if my husband is a Muggle who can't afford it, he is definitely a miser who can make money. I don't want to be entrusted with my spouse in such a small house I'm sorry.
It's just that the marriage of the two generations didn't leave me a good impression. The last life was Jiang Lin, who had been crowded in this small house for three years. After the confused marriage in my life, I still had to squeeze together. Fortunately, it was only one year, otherwise I would be crazy.
More importantly, he is not the man I love.
Behind him stood a woman he had protected for many years.
I take a deep breath, and I feel terrible.
I went to the bathroom barefoot, locked the door, washed and came out. He was bending his head and wiping his ears. He pushed me to the bathroom. I looked back and snorted. He was a fool who didn't think he was an outsider. Sooner or later, I would beat him up.I just climbed to bed, behind the door opened, my heart thump.
He came in.
I was just like a bird in shock. I jumped up from the bed in an instant, tugged my pajamas and looked at him.
He smiles innocuously and says to me, "just sleep together and do nothing, I promise."
Hum, he can guarantee that I can't. I know how much I want him. I don't know if it's because he's the only man in my life or what's the matter. I always feel that I can't stop worrying about his body. When I see him, I want to eat up.
I frowned and said, "do you want to go out to sleep, do you want to leave?"
He lay silent, he went to bed, pulled up the quilt, tilted his head, closed his eyes and didn't know whether to listen to me.
I continued, "Gu zisong, we are just a simple relationship. Don't make things so complicated. I have nothing to do with Jiang Lin, but we are also a fake couple. And it's not Lu Susu that you don't like. You've been protecting her for so many years, you..."
He fell asleep, and the symmetrical breath interrupted my speech.
Looking at him like that, he was very tired. I noticed that his stubbles were coming out, his face was tired, and his brows were still wrinkled when he was asleep.
I have some heartache of frown, put him under the body half of the quilt also pulled up, but with a sigh, also lay down, at first we also separated a group of distance, later also know how, we hugged together.
When I opened my eyes in the morning, I looked up at him, still asleep, with no change in posture. I just put my hand under my neck, and the sound of breathing was like a wisp of wind in the dark sky.
I smile, tap his nose and get up to make breakfast.
He woke up and tugged at me. "I'll sleep again. I'll ask Xiao Zhang to deliver breakfast. At noon, I'm going on a business trip to other places. It's estimated that it will take five or six days."
Before he went on business, he would come back in the evening, because there were also things to be busy here, and he came to see me in the evening. He said it would take five or six days, which means he couldn't come back. I was a little disappointed and asked, "is there a big problem in the engineering side?"
He said, "fortunately, someone has been doing things. I don't want to spend the last few days. I'm worried that it's not easy to clean up when there are too many things. This is the critical period. It's easy to have an accident when it's put into production. Once someone catches the pigtail, the early investment will be completely wasted, so it's better to go early."
I nodded to know the advantages and disadvantages of what he said. I had been in touch with this convenient business before. I didn't understand it very carefully, but I also knew something. I said, "let's go there earlier. If you need to call me."
He laughed, took a breath, changed a more comfortable posture and said, "I don't think I can come back at night. It's easy to make trouble there at night, so..."
So he was worried that I couldn't sleep better at night.
My heart warm, can think of his time is limited, should be accompanied by Susu landing at night, or, that woman also followed in the past? I smile and say nothing.
After sleeping for a while, he had to leave because of a phone call. I sat on the bed, staring at the traces he had lying on, breathed weakly, and felt uncomfortable.
On the first day of Gu zisong's departure, I was busy in the company until 11:30 p.m., and I was really sleepy. I went home. Everyone else was on holiday, but I was busy checking the account book in the company. In fact, I had confirmed it countless times, but I still wanted to see if there were any other discoveries. Many of them would come from unknown places before, and I would suffer if I received one point When it comes to involvement, once the company accepts it, I will be the boss of the company. Everything from top to bottom needs me to undertake. I have great responsibility and greater risk. I can't be careless.
When I got home, I still had a lot of red tape figures spinning in my mind. I simply washed and ate something. Then I lay in bed and planned to go to sleep.
Turn over and wonder if Gu zisong will burst in again? Turn over again and make sure that I'm the only one at home. He's on a business trip and won't come over at night. Have turned over, I still think, he really does not come back, I will not be sick? Turn over. I'm sure. He's not here. He's not.
This night, I finally fell asleep, no nightmares, no good dreams, my brain was dizzy, I didn't know what I was thinking. In the morning, the first ray of sunlight projected into the crevice, so I barely opened my eyes and used to reach out to touch the people behind me, but my back was empty, and I only felt a trace of the cold on the bed.
I lay for a while before I got up. It's still early to watch. I really don't want to go to work today. During the small and long holidays, all the people are busy going out to play. I'm worried about my work. I don't know when I like to take myself as a second hand that keeps walking. I always wind up to make myself energetic.
But once I relaxed, I found that I was very tired.
In my last life, I was busy all day. I was busy with the company's affairs when I was working. Like the top, I was busy helping Jiang Lin even after I had a rest.
Later, I started the company, and I was still very busy. For the company's performance, my brain was spinning rapidly every day, calculating all my expenses and business contacts. Even if I stopped to have a rest, I was still worried about Jianglin's company.This life rebirth, I began to carefully plan every step, walk carefully, everything seems to be very good, but I am very tired, really tired.
Who can rely on me when I'm tired?
In the past, Jiang Lin could say two isolated words to me like this. Now I know that I can't even find such a person.