Chapter 107

People are sentimental. They are higher animals. They can think and know what emotion is. No matter how unrestrained Lin Zi is, he is also a good man from that era. He also says that Lu Su Su is his first woman. He still remembers it and likes it very much. Unfortunately, Gu zisong is the only one in Lu Su Su Su's eyes.

He was silent for a while before he said, "Lu Susu only has contact with Gu Ge now. I'm very jealous, but what can I do? She doesn't like me. You say, ha? I have money and status. Why don't you look down on me and I'm not bad? "

Mu yuan snorted, "it's so far away. Do you dare to fight against your family and start from the bottom? Can you buy hundreds of companies to monopolize the market in one year? Can you talk about a big project that many people can't talk about? You can... "

Lin Zi waved his hand angrily, "stop, I'm not good at it, but I can't spend all the money in my family. Now the daily income of the investment place is almost the same as the one-year comprehensive income of other people's company. What should I do so hard? I don't like to buy houses and land. If I have money in the future, I will buy the whole city. "

Mu yuan sneered and scolded, "Shabi."

Lin Zi's face was very bad. It seemed that they were going to fight. I immediately interrupted the topic. "Well, today's call to Mo Lai doesn't mean that. I asked you if you could help me. I didn't ask Lin Zi to join in, but now Gu zisong really needs it. I can't just look at it."

Lin Zi frowned, drooped his eyes and said nothing. Mu Yuan said directly, "I'll give my sister-in-law ten people to use, to make sure that they all work well."

I smile to express my thanks, hold up my glass and toast. I don't forget Lin Zi here. I understand his difficulty, and I guess he should know something we don't know.

After dinner, I asked them to stay at home. Mu Yuan said that he had an appointment with a foreign girl, waiting for the fire to break down. He called the driver to pick him up and left directly. The woods didn't leave, and he drank a lot of wine, but he didn't feel very high.

I walked over and sat on the stone steps with him, looking at the dark sky. I didn't speak all the time, but occasionally the bottles collided with each other, and a series of Jingling sounds came out under the dark night.

For a long time, the woods first took a deep breath of melancholy, and some laughed at themselves, "it was so good at that time, how could it be like this?"

I didn't interrupt his memory. I listened to it.

Memory is a strange thing, good and bad, but I will deliberately choose to remember something I want to remember. For example, what I remember here in the woods is all about Lu Susu.

Lu Susu is a considerate person, and likes to help them deal with some difficult things. When he was in school, Lu Susu was not only a student sister, but also a half tutor. He was also their classmate, class flower, and loved by everyone.

At that time, there were few girls in their class, and most of them were boys. He sighed, "I didn't see the world at that time. I thought Lu Susu was the most beautiful person in the world. Now I think, I'm really stupid. What's good about her? But you know, sister-in-law, sometimes the memory is so strange. In my opinion, no matter how bad she turns out, she's still a good woman. I love him I can't forget it. "

This reminds me of my last life, when I went to university, although Jiang Lin and I are not the same school, but also very close, the two universities share the same campus, I often see him passing in the dormitory downstairs, the car speeding, I still remember, it is also at that time that I know that in my heart, no one can replace Jiang Lin It's in the house.

But in fact, people always want to understand their stupidity at a certain moment. If I didn't die once, would I still remember Jiang Lin?

Lin Zi said, "Lu Su Su is very kind to me."

I smile, I don't know what kind of good he said, but I can see that he really cares about Lu Susu, just like I did to Jiang Lin in my life.

It's really troublesome for people to have the special function of memory. It often reminds me of unforgettable past events. Good or bad. Fortunately, I have only hatred for Jiang Lin, otherwise I can't do anything for him if I recall good things all day.

After a moment's silence, I said, "what if I can't forget? She still remembers you?"

"Ha ha, it's because I don't remember that I can't let go. If I remember me, I can be more comfortable. I'm not so cheap. What I can't get is good. But who knows that Lu Susu didn't take a fancy to any of us from the beginning. It's obvious that she made friends with Gu, but in fact she has other plans. After the accident, Gu Ge felt guilty all the time. Later, he suddenly didn't mention it. We were all puzzled at that time. Now we think that he might have found Lu Susu later, but why didn't he tell us? I don't understand. Sister in law, it's not that I don't help you, it's true As soon as I think of the secret contact between Gu Ge and Lu Su Su, I can't get over the hurdle in my heart. "

I would like to say sleep, what's the big deal? People can't sleep a person in their life. There are many things that they sleep like this. They all care about the world. But he moved his heart and threw it away.

I said, "Linzi, if you can, I suggest you ask Gu zisong directly. What do you say?"

He shook his head. "If Gu wanted us to know, he had already said that. Why wait for us to ask? He must have something to hide from us all the time. I asked him for nothing, but I told him to be serious. He asked me to buy land because I heard that Lu Susu is pregnant. The baby is mine. "I was shocked, turned to look at him, eyes are about to fly out.

He shrugged, "well, I'm also very strange, but it happened. I listened to the asshole at that time, but it was not because I was kicking the bucket in my heart. She Lu Susu used me, and I was also sad. At that time, she was an asshole. If she didn't care, there was no news from Lu Susu. Later, I had to go abroad for a period of time because of my company. When I came back, I heard that the child had gone out It's dead. "

Therefore, this is the main reason why Gu zisong was angry with Lin Zi, but Lin Zi only said that this is what he heard.

"Why did I hear that Gu zisong didn't tell you himself?"

"If I don't say it, he says I'm not a human being. What else do I think. But if brother Gu doesn't say it, I wonder. What's the matter? Why can't he say it? "

I guess the main reason why Gu zisong didn't say that was that he wanted to take Lu Susu's face into consideration, so he hid her. He cared about Lu Susu, so naturally she wouldn't be hurt at all. It was rare to get pregnant before marriage in those days, and the child was still born. Gu zisong took care of her and they fell in love, but because the child was horizontal between them, they couldn't get together After being together secretly for such a long time, but the child suddenly died, Lu Susu, as a mother, naturally felt sad. Gu zisong must have thought that he didn't take good care of him, so there was a small contradiction between them.

Hiding and choking for so many years has become a habit. It doesn't matter whether you really love each other. What you want is a kind of responsibility.

I know that Gu zisong's sense of responsibility, he can't put down, also can't forget. If you don't get it, you have to wait for it.

Think of it as concealing bitterness.

So, before he got on the plane, he told me to have a baby because

I was shocked and fell to the ground.

Lin Zi looked back at me in surprise, "what's the matter?"

It took me a while to shake my head. "It's OK, but I didn't squat. En Lin Zi, it's useless for you to think about it. It's useless for those who don't belong to you to think about it any more. You'd better forget her as soon as possible. "

He said, "I know, but I can't let it go until it's clear, but Sister in law, how many people do you want? I'll transfer them for you. Mu yuan is right. What can you wait for if you don't fight? If Gu had someone to help him last time, he wouldn't have been beaten a few times. "

I laughed and asked jokingly, "aren't you afraid of him beating you?"

"Beat it, beat it. I really hope that he will blow his beard and stare at me like before. There's no contradiction. What can be solved with one fist? Why do you have to hide for so many years and make trouble?"

But some things can't be said before the critical moment.

I took a deep breath and said gratefully, "I don't need many people. Three or five is the key. The key is to mobilize to solve the conflicts ahead. Now, Gu zisong's personal safety is more important. As long as he completes the construction site over there, things here will be solved."

I think about a year from now, when we get divorced.

Will I give up? Now I think it's better to divorce. I don't owe each other any more. I completely get rid of each other's relationship and return to my own life. Shouldn't it be very easy?

Lin Zi said something about going to school before, and suddenly asked me, "what's the matter with my sister-in-law buying Jianglin? Do you want me to find some people to get rid of it?"

I laughed, "what do you want to do?"

"Ah, what do you want to do? I heard that Gu went to Xiao Song last time?"

I laughed and talked about the day.

The forest burst out laughing, out of breath, and after a while he said, "that's really, ah I laugh to death, Xiao Song. That's a pervert. There's Jiang Linshou. But I don't know whether to say it or not. If it wasn't for sister-in-law Jiang Lin, she wouldn't be with brother Gu, would she? That's half a matchmaker. "

I shook my head and didn't answer. Maybe it was, but this was the only way between Gu zisong and me.

After drinking two bottles of wine with the woods, I finally couldn't support myself and went back to sleep.

But lying on the bed, my mind was in a mess. I was worried that I would be haunted by nightmares again. I turned over and planned to take two tablets of diazepam. After searching the drawer for a while, I realized that this is not my home. Where can I get any diazepam.

Simply pour directly on the bed and continue to toss and turn.

In the middle of the night, the wine also woke up, I am more energetic, simply get up to do something to eat.

Just walked into the kitchen and saw Xiao Zhang squatting here.

Xiao Zhang took a look at me and laughed embarrassed.

"Did I disturb you?"

I shook my head, went over to make an egg fried rice, handed it to him, kept one by myself, ate it in a bowl, and then said, "I'm hungry. What's the matter with you? Miss her? "