Chapter 125

Mother pulled me, very enthusiastic, has been asking me tired on the road, keep looking at my back.

I know that she was looking at Gu zisong or other men I should have brought, but I let them down again.

I saw the disappointment on my father's face, just like the stone falling on the ice in winter, which broke the peace in an instant.

I was stunned at the door. I didn't go in or out.

My mother took my hand, nodded to me and said in a low voice, "he waited for many days and thought you would come together. I heard about your divorce before. I know many things I don't ask, but we are still worried. If only you could come back, let's go in and say, "mom made your favorite chicken cake. Let's go!"

I nodded, looked at Dad's serious face, wanted to explain, but did not know how to explain.

I didn't investigate what Gu zisong had said to them before. Now they seem to understand my affairs very clearly, but I always avoid them and they don't ask too much. How much do they know about each other has always become such a big mistake.

Dad's care and warmth on the phone also disappeared in an instant and became strange. It made me feel like I came to someone else's home.

My mother took me into the kitchen, brought out a bowl of steaming chicken cake from the pot Road, and said in a low voice, "eat it, I know you like it, ah!"

Mother's sigh, carrying the number of mother and daughter between the missing feelings of helplessness.

I think, as a woman, I understand her feelings a little. She doesn't want to be a mother, and even repels her children. But my sudden visit interrupted all her fantasies and comforts, and even affected her promotion opportunities at that time. But my arrival is not what I want. If I have the right to choose, I would rather not be born or choose another family, at least I can Get the warmth of the family.

Like now, we are always so strange. She didn't think I was her child, and I didn't think she was my mother.

I don't even know what she likes to eat or do.

We know each other's existence, because of the blood relationship, there is an inseparable kinship between each other, involving each other, caring, caring, but it is also polite.

I am powerless to take a deep breath, the taste of chicken cake has changed, bitter, hard to swallow.

My mother suddenly said, "sapling, we've ignored you for so many years. It's not that we don't love you. We're all paying attention to your affairs, but sometimes what we hear is different from the facts. We'll also worry. If we don't ask you, we'll think that we don't care about you. We're not qualified as parents. After retirement, we're all learning to get along with you, OK The situation has improved in recent years. Over the years, we are also thinking about whether we have really lost something after a lifetime of work. Only when we turn around can we know that we have been losing only you. Fame and status, we do not care, but like to work, everyone is a workaholic, who thought, our closest people ignored? Ah, sapling, we don't want to ask more about your marriage. You can deal with it as long as you're OK, you know? "

My mother stroked my broken hair in front of my forehead, and her eyes were full of tenderness and love.

My heart was pinched for a moment, the blood flow was smooth, tears also flow down.

Dad came over and handed me a thick bag. He sat beside me. He didn't look up at me, but his brows were twisted.

I don't know how long I haven't seen them. In the past, the person who always liked to wear work clothes like a puppet in the window also had an expression. He was full of worry and helplessness. After a while, he said, "I know that you have a company and you are the president of an immediate listed company. Our parents haven't helped you all the time, and I know that you don't want us to help you Hand, what parents can do is left to whom, is not it for you? Here is the house property certificate of our house, which has been notarized. As a fixed asset inherited to you, what about the money? The inheritance tax abroad is very heavy. It's not cost-effective for us to calculate it. So we use the charitable fund to transfer all the inheritance to your name. In this way, even if the company goes bankrupt, you still have a bite to eat. "

I trembled with excitement. I never felt the impulse to hold them like today.

"Dad, mom!" I choked.

My mother gently stroked my hair and said, "I know you're strong, just like women, but it's not easy to do what we like. It's our fault to ignore you. I don't know if it's too late to make up for our fault now. If you want to blame us, we all suffer."

Tears surge, I rushed into my mother's arms crying.

If I can't go well in this life, I think at least I get the family warmth I long for in another life which is also hard to go.

If I don't get enough love in my future, my life is doomed.

In the evening, I slept with my mother for the first time, just like my grandmother did to me when I was a child, talking face to face with me. I don't know when her voice began to grow old. In the quiet night, she filled my empty heart endlessly.The next day, my father took out the bird cage and pulled me out for exercise. I specially put on the sportswear prepared by my mother and stepped on the inappropriate but beautiful sports shoes she bought for me.

On the way, dad was familiar with greeting his neighbors in English, French and simple Japanese. Sometimes I stop and introduce myself. I look at each other in surprise and know that my father is praising me.

I laugh and wink at my father. He smiles kindly and nods to me. In English I can understand, he says to the old man, "my daughter is my pride."

I couldn't close my mouth with a smile.

I don't know if the parents all over the world are longing for their children to become dragon and Phoenix. My parents should be the same, but they are educating me in another way. It is they who give me the courage and determination to be competitive, so that I can walk on tenaciously no matter how difficult things I encounter.

At the corner of the park, my father hung the bird cage on the branch, pointed to the pavilion in the distance and told me, "that man is an old friend. I'll introduce him to you. When you go back, you can go to him when you have difficulties. It's OK."

I was shocked.

My father laughed and said, "before, I didn't want you to use my contacts, but you were not close to me. I don't know how to contact you. I'm afraid you hate me when I talk too much. I don't have the heart to think you are my daughter, so I'll bear it. Ha ha, you don't have many opportunities to come here. I'm not in China, and there are not many places to help you. Anyway, I'll introduce an old acquaintance to you, You will go a wider way in the future. Before you went to work, you didn't use many contacts, but now it's different. You have your own company, so you have to use these contacts to do more business. Business depends on contacts. Let's go. The old man still owes me 300 yuan. Last time he broke the bill with tea, I'll give you a business now. "

I couldn't help laughing.

Dad had already walked over and said hello with a big laugh. He patted the bald old man on the back and said, "Lao Zhang, I haven't seen you for several days. I thought you were going back to China to make money."

The old man turned around and laughed. With a kind face, he pointed to my father's nose and said, "you, remember the money I spent on tea last time, stingy! You know you're a banker. You don't have to worry about it, do you? Yes, yes. I'll come back now. Will you go? I know the teahouse over there is not bad. The tea is authentic. "

My father shook his head, a face of embarrassment, smoothed his chin, "hum, this time a cup of tea but can't solve."

That old Zhang Oh, along with my father's eyes to see behind me, smile, a clear nod, "well, this cup of tea is a tumble, what do you want? I'll give it to you. Is that your daughter? Tut, that's good. The business is done. Can you make an appointment with my son? "

Dad immediately got serious, shook his head and said, "what's the idea? You should give me business, and I'm going to take my daughter? Is your abacus made of gold? I'll go home to watch TV with my daughter instead of tea. "

Lao Zhang laughed, took my father's hand, and insisted, "OK, OK, let's go now, now, ha ha, let's go. It's business. Let's sit down and talk about it. But to be honest, my son is not young, and your daughter is about the same age. It's time to look, isn't it?"

Last night, my mother told my father that she secretly asked someone to inquire about Gu zisong and me. She didn't know much about Gu zisong. However, it seemed to my father that I was very sad and heartbroken to know that Gu zisong was studying engagement now. For the time being, I certainly couldn't get out of the sadness of divorce, so it was a good choice to find someone to enlighten me immediately But my father still said, "what do we do with children's affairs? We'll talk about business today."

Lao Zhang looked at me, laughed and took my father to go first.

I followed him. I just called my uncle. There was no more words between us. Lao Zhang was a very talkative man. Different from my father, he was humorous and sometimes mischievous. He deliberately annoyed my father. My father just frowned and didn't say a word. He replied coldly, "fart!"

I covered my mouth and laughed. Lao Zhang also laughed loudly, laughing and laughing all the way.

When he arrived at the teahouse, Lao Zhang's topic changed. He looked at me and asked me about my business. I said that I had just acquired the company, and then he said the name of the company. He was stunned. Then he reached out to shake hands with me. With a look of admiration, he raised his thumb and said to me, "I didn't expect that, you Boy, I've heard about that company for a long time, but I didn't expect you to do it. Anyway, you've already done it and passed the most difficult period. It's easy to do after that. Well, I think I have a good business to do for you, but the project is a little big. I'm worried that you'll just go to this chair and do this big project I can't eat anything, but it doesn't matter. I can find someone to help you. What do you think of my son? "