Chapter 163

Gu zisong put down the information in his hand, first breathed, and then said, "are you going back? You just came here yesterday. What are you doing here? Just to eavesdrop on other people's good things at night, so I'm leaving now? "

He found me out there? If I find out, I'll find out. Anyway, I don't care what I've done. I don't have to worry about it. It's good for us to separate like this when our feelings are not deep.

I said, "yes, I don't want to continue to stay and destroy your good deeds, so I'd better go back as soon as possible, and the communication here is underdeveloped. I'm worried that if my boyfriend can't find me, he will worry about me."

His face was ugly. He pursed his mouth tightly. His brow was wrinkled. He was silent for a moment. He nodded his head. He shook the information in his hand on the table with a loud bang. The table was shaking.

"Well, I'll send it back so as not to delay your communication with your boyfriend."

On the contrary, this made me even more angry. What am I here for? I really beat my face. I can't help sneering, sniffing and disdaining this stupid idiot. I swear that I will never lose face in front of him again.

Any relationship, any marriage, is bullshit.

An unpleasant trip is to give up the marriage completely.

On shore, I directly bought a local air ticket to return home, this plan of nine day journey, just four days back.

I handed over my work early, and I didn't feel in the mood to go to work for the time being. I just let myself go and took Li Yi and them to drink for three days in a bar nearby.

Every day I get drunk, every day I cry.

But when I think about it in the morning, I'm still the fool who is busy working and struggling all day. Even if Gu zisong has hurt me, I can't forget him.

On the night of the fourth day, Li Long finally protested, "Mr. Lou, we can't drink any more. If we drink any more, we'll be useless. We haven't practiced these days, and our skin and flesh are loose."

I was stunned for a moment, and nodded awkwardly, "Oh, I don't want to drink. Where are we going?"

Li Yi curiously came over and looked at me up and down again, "Mr. Lou, are you lovelorn? But before I heard that Mr. Gu didn't divorce, you didn't make up. How did you come back from a business trip? What's the matter? We've been familiar with you for such a long time. Just tell me how sad it is to be depressed?"

I shake my head. I don't want to say this humiliating thing, especially to the people around me.

I still shook my head, subconsciously glanced at the advertisement note on the desktop, and saw the above-mentioned rural picking garden. I wanted to go a long time ago, strawberry and cherry. It's very good to eat after picking, isn't it?

But I don't want to ask someone to accompany me, so I'll go by myself.

The next morning, Li Yi drove me to the place and told them to go back by themselves. I wanted to live in the mountains for a few more days, but I didn't want to go back for at least two or three days.

Li Yi wanted to ask more questions, but he was taken away by Li long holding his ears.

I was carrying a basket, walking around aimlessly in such a large picking garden. When I saw the beautiful fruit, I picked it off, and if I thought it tasted good, I took a bite. Half a day later, I sat down on a hill and looked down, looking at the passing vehicles at the foot of the hill. I felt grass growing in my heart.

Feelings, though invisible and untouchable, are the most powerful and overbearing when they hurt people.

I suffered a loss in my last life and lost two lives. I fell into the enemy again in my life. I can't help but chagrin. I'm such a stupid fool.

Sighing all day, I spent a lot of money, but only two cherry beards came out, put down the basket, paid the money, I came out, stood on the hillside, and finally chose a hotel near the hillside to stay.

It's a nice place with beautiful scenery and fresh air, but I always feel lonely here.

Next door is a couple. They have been quarreling since they came in. Now the light is out, but there is a sound of breath.

I reluctantly turn over, pillow cover face, still can't cover up such sound.

Finally, I had to come out, squatting at the gate of the hotel, looking at the white moon, my heart dripping blood.

Gu zisong, it's so hurtful. It's like ten thousand invisible knives stabbed into my heart. I feel so weak.

Lying on my knees, I cried in a low voice, tears wet my pants, I just looked up to dry my face.

At this moment, sitting next to a person, I looked up, stunned.

Looking at the figure, he confirmed his name several times, "brother Chen?"

Why is Qin Chen here?

He nodded and said, "I accompanied the customer. When I was walking around, I saw Li Yi driving down the mountain. I guessed that you were coming too. I just didn't have time to come to see you when I was with the customer during the day, so I had to come at night. How can you squat here and suck your eyes?"

I burst out laughing, got up and patted the dust on my body, "brother Chen, you say I'm just me, why are you still sarcastic?"

He threw the butt of the cigarette after washing, and the firelight flying out was shining in the dark. He took off the smoke and dust on his body. He came to pull me to walk under the street lamp by pulling my collar. He looked at my face carefully for a while. "You're not buttoning your eyes. Your eyes are red. It's really unreasonable. Why don't you wash your face clean?"I don't have the heart to laugh, flat mouth to see him, feel more sad, directly into the arms, crying.

He patted me gently. Later, he sighed powerlessly and said nothing, but this was the best company. I was as weak as a lamb that was put on the chopping board and was about to be slaughtered. I didn't want to say anything, it was heavy enough.

Tired of crying, as if tears have not dried up, he repeatedly help wipe clean, tears will still flow down.

He was a little annoyed, frowned and asked me, "is a Gu zisong going to kill you? When you cry like this, you think you're dead. "

I groaned and punched him. He grabbed my hand and sent it to his arms with a smile, and then told me, "well, that kind of person doesn't know, you are suitable for very good."

I nodded and stood side by side with him, looking at the scenery at the foot of the mountain.

Farther away is the city, where the lights are shining, swimming lights roam in the night, it seems that everything is beautiful, I don't know in which corner there is a human tragedy, such as me now.

Qin Chen accompanied me all night, I fell asleep in his arms, he always sat without rest.

At dawn, I stood up, he sat still, looking up at me, embarrassed to say, "my legs numb, you have to help me up."

I quickly apologized, and then I put him up and sent him to my room to have a rest.

He lay down and fell asleep in a few minutes. I stood at the door with a warm water basin. I looked at him with heartache and felt extremely remorse.

But who would have thought, I also fell asleep, a few days did not sleep well, there is a family around, but told me to sleep at ease.

As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw Qin Chen looking at me with a smile.

I rubbed my eyes hard and pushed him away with a shy smile. "Brother Chen, don't look at me like this. I didn't wash my face."

He nodded, "I didn't wash it, but I'm a little hungry. Are you hungry? Little lazy pig

He twisted my nose and got up laughing.

I got up and saw that it was two o'clock in the afternoon. I was really hungry, and I said, "do you want to accompany the client? Why don't we go down the mountain to eat? I don't know what can be late here? "

He said, "so you haven't eaten yet?"

I nodded and sorted out my clothes. Thinking of the kiss mark on my neck that night, I subconsciously pulled the clothes. I felt unnatural.

He told me with a smile, "I'm not interested in you. It was just my sister. Don't think about it. If you're hungry, get up and wash. I'll go and change my clothes and come back. The customer has already left. It's a weekend. I'll stay with you for two days. Hurry up. "

I haven't recovered since he left. I'm not quite right when I think of our bed that night.

I know that there is no Aegean between us, but after all, we are sleeping together. There is always skin contact. At that time, I was stripped and his clothes were torn apart. I really don't believe that nothing happened to us.

But I can't remember anything.

I feel melancholy, outside Qin Chen has washed well, come to urge me.

I simply washed and changed my clothes. I came out with a stiff head. My shoes were dragging on the ground, which made him smile. "I'm like a child. I don't want to be a big president. Let's go quickly. I'll ask someone to make a reservation and just go to eat."

I trotted all the way to keep up with him.

I didn't expect that there was a big dining room in addition to the picking garden. Three hotels in a row extended to the foot of the mountain. We came to the middle one.

There are so many people. There are so many people on the table. There are so many dishes on the table. The taste is very strong. It should be delicious.

Our seats are in the innermost box, separated by a hanging mat curtain in the middle, a simple partition, just like thousands of miles apart. When we sit down, the atmosphere is different.

The waiter began to serve six dishes, one soup, two bowls of rice and two glasses of juice.

I had a big appetite and enjoyed myself.

Qin Chen has always been a good eater. He often brings me fish. I'm just like his daughter. Sitting in front of him is his kind father.

It is estimated that he has been taking care of me since I was a child. As long as I have him, I feel that I have nothing to worry about. When the sky falls down, I have him to support me.

Having enough to eat and drink, I'm in a good mood, and I'm not so sad at last.

People say that the most direct way to lose weight is to be lovelorn, which is true, but it's also lovelorn to be able to make a reborn person, which I've learned now.

Although this kind of love is just a hot topic for me to shave my head, it's enough to make me take off a layer of skin. I don't think I'll do it again.

Qin Chen paid the bill, we came out together, it was afternoon, the sun was still enough, the wind was blowing, all comfortable.

He took me up the mountain for a long time.

On the way, he talked about his recent work and overseas consultation, reminding me how to do it. I heard it very seriously. We didn't talk about each other's private lives.

His indefinite extension of marriage does not mean breaking up, so it may not be a good thing for him.Who doesn't want to find a lifelong partner to start a family? For a man who also needs family warmth, whether he gets married or not is a nightmare.

And me? It's so hard for people who have entered into marriage to come out.

I remember my father used to say that it's not good to move forward but not backward, especially in marriage. If you feel bad, you can get divorced, but you can't get divorced, it's not marriage, it's a cage.

I was about to speak. Suddenly, a stream of hot air spurted in my ear. Suddenly, my heart beat faster and I subconsciously dodged. I stared at Qin Chen's slightly narrowed eyes. He wanted to kiss me?