I didn't look up. I just wanted to hear Gu zisong's reply. Isn't this woman the one he has protected for many years? If there is really no emotion at all, I don't have to pay Gu zisong too deeply. It's good for me to forget Gu zisong completely.
But what if he pleads? Am I more upset?
Man, it's damned to step on two boats.
No matter what he does, it's not easy.
Therefore, this moment seems to be aimed at Lu Susu. In fact, it is not good for me, nor is it good for Gu zisong.
I am cruel enough.
Lu zisu stood up for a long time and said, "how long has it been since I came to know you?"
I've known each other for one to two years in University, and I've worked for more than three years. That's five years, eh? No, their children are already six years old?
I hissed for a breath. Have they known each other for many years, and they have been dating each other for a long time?
Many people suspected that the child was the child of the man who raped Lu Susu at that time. Later, it was confirmed that the child belonged to both of them for many times, so how long has it been between them?
I was confused, Lu Su Su said, "five years."
The child
Gu zisong looked at me with a smile, and then said, "what have I done to you in the past five years?"
Lu Su Su bit her lip and said nothing.
Gu zisong himself said, "for five years, I thought you were my sister, my friend and my confidant, but I found that the better I treat you, the more you work harder to get more from me. When you had an accident, I didn't know you at that time. Yes, I saved you, but it happened. Later, I didn't know how you were. Later, you brought your children to me, and I recognized them. Unexpectedly, my simple action made me lose so many things, my beloved woman, my company, and my family. Lu Susu, do you still want me to plead for you? I can't do it. "
I'm surprised that the child is not theirs. What's the relationship between them?
Gu zisong took a breath and looked out of the window, as if all the heavy burdens on his body were so light and floating away in an instant. The sound of the window seemed to fly over from the horizon, misty, "I know that you love me and have loved me for five years. A lovely person is not like you. If you don't get it, it will be destroyed. I can't afford your love. At that time, there was an accident in the Lu family. I thought you were pitiful, and I took you in because of the good face between you and me. How did you guarantee me at that time? You promise not to take part in my affairs. You and I are just friends. I can protect you and give you everything you want and I can afford. It doesn't mean that you can constantly involve in my private affairs. Indeed, during this period, I indulge you too much. I just want you to be a woman with low status in the family. With children born like that, you will be criticized by all kinds of eyes in the society I can bear it. There will always be a moment when things come to the surface. But I never thought that you would use my kindness to hurt the person I care about most, Lu Susu. It's time for us to make an end. "
I didn't want to listen. Gu zisong came up to me and grabbed my hand and didn't ask me to leave.
His eyes always looked at me tenderly, and every blink seemed to directly deliver fresh blood to me, which made my blood boil.
I never dreamed that there was such a relationship between him and Lu Susu. What's more, Gu zisong would bear to retreat to such a point.
The sudden fact made me feel at a loss.
I took a deep breath and sat down reluctantly, intending to finish.
Lu Susu cried, big tears gushed out, choked for a long time, then calmed down and said, "I thought you were good to me, I was good to you, we will have feelings, I thought you like children so much, you don't care, I can accept you to spend time outside, I thought..."
Gu zisong sneered and interrupted her, "do I spend too much time? Did you see it or did you arrange it yourself? I can tell you... " I don't know whether he said this to Lu Susu or to me. He looked at me with firm eyes and said, "every time I was framed, it's the first time for Gu zisong and Lou Tong. I swear to God that I have never met a second woman in my life."
My heart is going to jump out, like thunder, and echo.
Lu Su Su screamed in disbelief, "I don't believe it, I don't believe it. How many scandals are fake, right? You lied. Why not me, why not, I love you so many years, why don't you and I accept me, ah? What's wrong with me? You tell me what's wrong with me. I was used by my family before, and I had relations with many people, but I was forced to do nothing. I'm not the Lu family. I'm a tool bought by my father, just because they don't have children all the time. Is it wrong that I look good? Should I be used as a tool? What did I do wrong? I think you love me, I think you are good to me, but do not accept me because of my previous things, I can change, I Husband, are you in love with her, aren't you? "
She pointed to me, trembling blood red, her nails are sad tears.I look at Lu Susu, never afraid of her half, but at this time I feel guilty.
I love Gu zisong more and more deeply, but I choose to escape when I find my own body and mind. I know I am cowardly and I am ashamed of Gu zisong and myself.
Compared with Lu Susu's love, I am not as good as her.
Gu zisong laughed indifferently, "I will deal with my own affairs. What we want to talk about is between me and you. You can tell me how many things you have done to hurt loutong and me. Maybe the truth will come out to the world. I can see that we have a good relationship in the past. I'll plead for you. "
Lu Su Su screamed, with tears in her smile. She stood up from the ground and stared at us fiercely. Her voice rose several times, accusing Gu zisong of his shamelessness and my inferiority.
It's a little scary that so many ugly swearing words jump out, but I just smile and don't appreciate it.
Lu Su Su had a good life under the protection of Gu zisong at first. Gu zisong was also considerate of her being a weak woman. He occasionally looked at her and her children, but he didn't want to meet her once a month. Lu Su Su thought that he was too concerned, and the kind of heart he couldn't get was getting stronger and stronger, and finally became what he is now.
Abnormal love will become a sharp blade, which will hurt Gu zisong and herself.
To this day, Lu Su can be said to bet on everything, but what she gets is far more than what she loses.
She cried and broke a lot of things in my room like crazy. The cup I just bought was unopened and fell to the ground casually with its package.
I frowned and rubbed my temples.
Gu zisong grabbed my hand and kneaded it for me. He let me go when I looked better.
He said to Lu Susu, "enough of the grievances? That's what happened between you and me. You and I don't have any feelings. I only take you as a kind of concern between friends. In particular, maybe you are right. I like children. I treat you differently in the lovely face of children, and you are the victim. I'm just in a kind of sympathy to take care of you. I always pay attention to propriety. You and I will meet within a year It's only about ten times. But you have become more and more involved in my family's affairs, and even hurt my loutong, which I can't stand. I've given you three chances, but nothing is more than three. After this time, I won't be soft on you any more. "
Lu Su Su completely collapsed and came to catch me.
I just quietly sat on the sofa and looked at her. I didn't put down one of the terrible and ferocious expressions on Lu Susu's face. It was like watching a clown again, but I couldn't feel happy.
Now, what have we got from Gu zisong and I? It seems that everything is a misunderstanding. If he really values me, will we become what we are today?
Before Lu Susu got close to her, Gu zisong pushed her gently, and she was overthrown on the ground.
Li Yi and they ran up, pressed Susu to land and tied her up again.
"Mr. Lou, what should I do? If the voice is too loud, there will be trouble downstairs. Send her to the suburban warehouse first?"
I shake my head. The man that a woman cares about most doesn't care about her. The child is also the product of her hatred and disgust after arm rape. Now she gets some shares of caring for her family, or a little bit of taking advantage of the whole Lu family's real estate. It's a heavy blow. Lu Su Su has collapsed. I'm fighting against her. How mean am I?
But my business is over. I can't help but count my child's account.
She wanted me to kill my child several times. How could she spare her?
I said, "let's teach the county a lesson. Oh, by the way, Mr. Gu, can I borrow some of your staff?"
Gu zisong nodded, did not ask what to do.
I said, "Lu Susu, don't you like going to the club? I know all of your friends in the club. Since you need men so much, I'll meet you for three years, right? I don't know if a man will become a beast if he eats more strange things. Anyway, you like it, don't you? "
I waved my hand. Didn't she want to deal with me like this before, but she didn't succeed. Anyway, she didn't reject the bodies of those men. It's better to have enough at one time.
I told Li Yi, "just don't make a scene, just remember to make a good video recording."
Li Yi nodded and left with Lu Su Su, who was tied up like a hemp flower.
I am dispirited to sit on the sofa, cochlear into a ball, looking at is also the brow dignified Gu zisong.
We What are we going to do?
I love him. Does he love me?
The child is my child and his child, but he doesn't know, I don't even want to say.
Misunderstanding is very deep, now solved, but the feelings after a lot of misunderstanding can not change?
I know I need him, but I can't accept him completely when I think of the hurt after those misunderstandings.
More importantly, I really don't realize his love for me!
"Gu zisong, what can I do with you?"He took a breath, hugged me on the shoulder, bowed his head and gave me a heavy kiss on my forehead. "It's up to you to handle a lot of things. I don't think she will stretch her hand that long."
Maybe if I don't show up, Gu zisong is really with Lu Susu, right?
That's the key.
I stubbornly believe that I am not the indispensable person in his life, so it is not the important me. Since it is not important, it is not important whether I exist, is it?
Treat feelings, I should be so clean and stubborn, a little flaw is not allowed.
And, between us, is it because there is no misunderstanding can be peaceful together?
I don't think so.
Gu zisong is Gu zisong, and I am still me.
We are two different people.
I can't get up. What about him? How do you bow your head to meet me?
I took a deep breath and told him clearly, "we're not suitable, you know?"