Chapter 303

"I don't want you to be tired, I'll be fine."

But how tired can I be when I cook? I can't help blurting out, "I'm not as tired as when I'm working. It's just a meal. Normally, you don't allow me to do it, and I don't even allow me to wash clothes. What's the point of cooking now?" I think I'm going to be spoiled by Ye Fanfan. He always doesn't want me to sit here and do that. As a result, I feel pain all over when I do something.

He was stunned and asked me, "are you working again?"

I was so kind that I didn't want to hide anything from him, so I said, "I found a job today, and I will go back very late in the evening."

"For what?" Ye Fanfan's tone is not good.

But I said patiently and cautiously, "it's just to be a waiter, but I don't need to go there in the daytime. I just need to serve tea and water from 6:00 to 9:00 in the evening, hehe In fact, it's very simple. Well, it's settled weekly. The price is lower, but it's not bad. "

I think having a job will reduce a lot of things for me, and saving a little should be enough for my tuition!

But ye Fanfan said to me, "you are not allowed to wash and cook at home, but you like to go out to bring tea and water?"

Ah?

I suddenly turn head, looking at the displeasure on the face of leaf extraordinary. I know he doesn't like me to go out to work all the time, but I can't work now. I want to tell him the reason, but I told him that he would take the initiative to give me the money. I don't want his money, and it's not easy for him to make money. Besides, I have given a lot of money to my family before?

"Fanfan, I, I just feel that, in fact, the courses this semester are not very tense, and Well, I don't seem to have failed in my major. The senior told me today that my report card was wrong, so if I really didn't fail in my major, then I would be able to apply for a scholarship, and my tuition would be lost. I.... "

It's over. I've let it slip.

I looked at him with my mouth slightly open and took a deep breath. I knew that I couldn't hide it.

His eyes looked at me as if with stings. After a long time, without waiting for him to speak, I began to admit myself.

"Extraordinary, in fact, I don't want to make you overburdened. I can't apply for student loans and subsidies, so I..."

He still did not say a word, just a pair of eyes staring at me.

I lowered my head slightly. I didn't know what to say. I understood his heart that he wanted to do everything for me, just like I could do anything for him. But I really didn't want to make him work like this. I had enough trouble for my work.

I just want to share a little, otherwise I will feel that I am a fool who is nothing.

At that time, ye Feifan asked me, "can the director say why he can't apply?"

Ah?

I was stunned. I told him everything today. He didn't say a word. Then he said to me, "go back and ask if there is a mistake, and you didn't get the money from your family. You can even say that you don't know anything about it, and there is no conflict between the loan and the subsidy. You can apply for any condition of the loan. Why can't you apply for it Why didn't I explain it to you? "

This

Ye Fanfan's problem also made me a little confused. I thought and thought, yes, the director didn't explain it to me, and today I found out that my focus was on the style. At this time, I recalled what the director said at that time. She was always complaining that I had disgraced her and that my personal problems must be solved. In the past, the director would not be like this, and she always told me that she would solve her own problems without regret.

Why is it that the more you think about it, the more confused you are?

"Extraordinary, I will ask the director tomorrow, I also feel that something is wrong."

He gently kisses me and says, "don't ask for a moment. Wait and see if you can find your grades from your seniors. Come back and tell me."

I nodded and agreed with a smile.

The next day, when I arrived at school in the morning, I saw the message sent by the senior. I looked at the photos he took on the computer and knew that what he said was true. My score was 99 points in the last exam, but it said below that I failed. I was in a hurry. I called the senior, but the senior didn't answer until I went to class He suddenly appeared and whispered to me, "I think there's something fishy in it. Did you offend someone in the school? Don't worry, I'll ask the tutor. The tutor says that it only depends on your performance, and the rest won't be considered, so you don't have to worry about graduate education. It's just that your grades are still in disorder, and you won't get the scholarship! "

This is the main thing. I'm thinking about money right now?

I also want to ask the seniors to be more careful, but when it comes to class time, there is no chance to ask.

After class, he went to work in a hurry. I decided to go to the director after dinner. But in the middle of the time was stopped.

People who know me or not are looking at me, as if there is something wrong with me. I look at them curiously, and all of them are contemptuous.Such eyes are like poisonous arrows shooting at me, which make me dare not move forward.

Later, the students from the same dormitory came to me. They looked at me strangely and hesitated again and again. One of them came up to me and said, "Zhanxin, we are all from the same dormitory, and I don't want to see you suffer. You'd better go and have a look. There are your photos on the pictorial page. Go and have a look!"

My picture is on the pictorial page?

I said thank you and ran away.

Pictorial is the place where the school bulletin is posted. How can I have my photos? There are only landscape paintings here!

After walking, I saw a lot of people, crowded the small place. I saw all the photos inside, including the photos of me sitting in Ye Ziqing's car, and the photos of me holding Ye Fanfan together. Although their faces were blocked, every one of them had my front, which seemed to be taken deliberately That kind of, I was surprised again and again, and finally after I didn't know who said a word, "is she, or a good student, that's her!" I just remembered to take all the photos off.

But how can these photos stick so tightly? I didn't tear these things down for a long time. I was in a hurry. My tears came down.

I tore it for a long time, and my fingernails left bloodstains on those wooden pages. Maybe it was because I was too crazy, and there were fewer and fewer people around me. However, everyone came back to look at me one after another. I looked down at the scattered things that I tore off on the ground, and looked up at the page again. The title on the page was "I am water" Yang Hua seduces Xiao San.

Xiaomian all kinds of vicious words, those crooked words show that this person is in a hurry when writing.

The wind, these things are all blown up, in front of my domineering jump, my heart Meng strong trembling.

I will tear up the photos a little bit in the bag, get up and use the sleeve to erase those ugly words a little bit, but I still feel that there are a lot of their own traces, each with the kind of bloody pain, make me tremble.

Later, the director took me to her office and told me to sit in a chair. I kept my head down and refused to say a word.

"This matter has been known by all the teachers and students in the school. What are you going to do? We are a famous school. How can we have such a thing? It's still under my students. Lu Zhanxin, you let me down. I told you before that you must deal with your affairs well. You are not afraid of the shadow. What others like to say and say, but now the photos have been posted to the school. You have to give me an explanation. "

I've been weeping and choking for a long time, but I can't find the source. It says that I gave birth, had an abortion and followed other people's men. I've done it all. How can I explain it? Can I say that I am desperate for love and that I have my own suffering?

Who would believe it?

No matter where the word "Xiao San" is put, it will be despised. Love is worthless.

"Lu Zhanxin, you are talking!"

Director atmosphere will be in the hands of the cup ruthlessly on the table, surprised me with a tremor. Tears once washed down, but I still can't explain anything for myself.

Later, the director told me that this would not be the end of the matter. She didn't want to put such a stain on her last few years of teaching career. Even if she lied, she asked me to find a suitable reason to explain it to her.

I didn't agree. After I came out, I heard her continue to explain to me behind my back, "think about it, I can give you a holiday recently."

I was stunned for a moment, standing in the same place, looking at the sky outside, turning back and saying to her, "director, I won't let you down, I don't have to ask for leave."

She only looked at me lightly, sighed softly, and closed the door tightly.

Although I said it would not affect me, it directly affected my mood for many days. Working in the evening often sent the wrong dishes, which led to two days without getting paid and deducted some more money. Ah

I didn't want to disturb him when he came back from work late at night.

On the third day, things began to ferment. It was a bit exaggerated, but it was almost on TV because it was published in the newspaper.

This morning, I was in a good mood. My tutor wanted to talk to me, saying that it was for the purpose of recommending graduate students. In the past, the elder told me that the tutor is very good, that is, sometimes he likes to look for people, but his academic is very good, and his professional knowledge is also in place. He must be modest and learn more. What's more, he is a person who takes care of students, so we are all children in his eyes, and parents take it for granted to take strict care of children.

He also said that the tutor didn't say anything about my achievements, but it should be that some links of the school went wrong, but don't worry, the tutor will solve it for me.

The elder made enough psychological preparation for me and told me to be more confident when I went.

But when I arrived, I was still scared by my tutor's severity. He took the book and asked me a lot of things. Although I answered like a stream, I still thought it was very mysterious, because before I came out, my tutor asked me, "are you offending anyone?"My tutor's words undoubtedly reminded me that the recent events happened one after another, which made me feel that I had offended anyone. But at that time, facing my tutor, I could only say that I didn't know. Before I left, my tutor gave me a book and told me to go back and have a good look. He told me to make a more detailed report in a short time and bring it to me. I knew that he thought that this was the last postgraduate entrance examination, just like when he tested the seniors.

I am full of joy of promise, holding the book out not long, was Ye extraordinary call out.

He didn't look very well when he saw me. I looked at him and was still curious when he suddenly said to me, "nothing happened to the school recently, right?"

I think about it, now the postgraduate entrance examination is not a hindrance, the rest of the things are not things, ah, I shook my head, "no, very good ah!"