Chapter 308

Ye Fanfan's words were like a heavy hammer hitting directly on my head, which made me numb all over.

I stare at him, don't know what to say.

He added, "I don't want you to get involved in this."

I took a deep breath. He didn't want me to get involved in many things, but I didn't seem to get involved.

Turning around silently, I murmured, "extraordinary, do you ask me to intervene?"

The next morning.

Ye Fanfan got up very late, but I got up very early, put breakfast on the table, and I came out. It's not that today's class is tense, but I want to go to the library earlier, and I didn't have a good rest all night. My head is full of his and Ziqing's faces, one yells at me, the other laughs at me, and I'm going to collapse.

Before I got to school, Ziqing's phone called again. I hesitated to answer it, but the phone rang endlessly. I didn't want Ziqing to trouble Zou Feng to come to me because he couldn't find it. After I picked up the phone, there was no sound there for a long time. I thought I had hung up when I heard him say to me, "Zhanxin, did my brother come back yesterday Are you all right? "

"It's OK, it's OK. Don't worry. I've come out to class, ha ha..."

I know that my skill of lying is still a bit poor.

"If it's OK, I'll come back, so you go to class first, and we'll get in touch later."

"Good!"

I was flustered and nervous to hang up the phone. I took a heavy breath and my head was buzzing.

This matter put in the heart for several days feel uncomfortable, in front of Ye extraordinary I dare not mention a word, worried that he will be angry because of this matter, but don't say I hold injustice for Ziqing, extraordinary has always said he has difficulties, but refused to tell me, I think of a kind of one, in the end or didn't think of any reason. On the contrary, Feiqi is very busy recently. Sometimes I can't see his people for two or three days. He often has meetings very late. Even when he comes back, he has to call home all the time to read the information. In the morning, I made breakfast. He went out with breakfast and left. His expression can't be seen.

This kind of day lasted for many days. On this day, he suddenly came back very early. I was surprised to see him sitting on the sofa tired. I went forward to take off his clothes and wash them, but I heard him say, "passive, Yan'er, what else do you have at home?"

My hand suddenly stiff, Yan'er? That should be Zhang Yan, right? I never knew that the address between them was like this. Ye Fanfan never called her like this when he was in front of me before. Later, he only said "she" in front of me, but not any name.

But I and ye Fanfan have been together for more than a year, until today, he will still inadvertently say Yan'er this name.

I got up in a panic, the pain in my heart is like being dug out of a big hole, no matter how I want to untie the button on his body, I have no strength.

He didn't seem to notice that I was wrong. I got up and went into the room silently. I sat on the bed and felt my tears silently.

We were quiet with each other for a long time, as if he had fallen asleep on the sofa.

I still can't bear to watch him go out like this with a blanket. He has been lying on the sofa snoring all around. I crept over and covered him with the blanket. I sat down and looked down at his eyebrows. My heart was aching and my breath was a little uncomfortable.

After sitting for a while, I got up and went out to buy something to come back. But I didn't want to. When I got downstairs, I saw people coming and going, and groups of people. The happy cheeks, I don't know where the pain came from, made my whole body extremely painful. I hurried to a quiet place, sat on the dusty appearance, bent down and hugged myself tightly The sound of my crying came from my nose.

My heart is aching.

Although had thought of countless kinds of leaves just now special say the reason that blurts out unintentionally, but think more is to feel more afflictive, we have been together so long, has he not forgotten Zhang Yan? Unexpectedly in this casual time call Yan son?!

I did not hear wrong, I am sure I did not hear wrong, his heart is deep love Zhang Yan, never forget. Even if divorced, bankrupt, but Zhang Yan still lives with his parents, divorce does not leave home, they seem to have not broken the relationship between each other, how about me? What am I? Is it true that I am the springboard that ye Feifan uses?

I don't believe it. I really don't believe it.

The more I think about it, the more heartache I feel. The more I think about it, the more sad I feel. There are more and more tears. I can't stop the ugly voice and the depressed cry, which make me feel pain all over.

I don't know how long I cried in the shade of the community. This sadness is like a stone heavily pressing on my head, breathing with a trace of pain.

Later, the ring tone of the phone stopped my crying. I looked at the number on the phone and pressed no, but I was still called in.

Later, I was in a hurry and yelled at the other end of the phone, "Jiao Yang, I've already given my father's money. If you still call me, I'll call the police and you'll harass me."There ha ha's sneer, then said to me, "Dad is in the hospital, you give the money is over, you also want to see, he wants to see you."

See me?

Why didn't you come to see me and Zhan Yan in the past? Now that you are sick and have no money, you think of us. So where is he when our family is suffering outside? What is wrong with me in the world? Is it because I had a wrong decision to use my children in exchange for money, so I have to pay back all my life, I am not reconciled. Now that I have turned back, I began to fight for the custody of my children. I always let it go. I will do what others ask me to do. I always think about being cared for. But now, I am entangled with everything. I am about to collapse.

I yelled at Jiao Yang on the phone. Helpless, I didn't know how to do it. I gave in and compromised again and again. At the beginning, Li Fei said that he wanted to find a lawyer to sue his family. I didn't want to make a big deal. Because Zhan Yan was still young, I wanted to ask him to see his father at least. But now, my father only wanted my money. What had he done before When did you raise me?

"I won't give you any money. You can do whatever you want. If I don't give you any more, I don't have any money for you. Even if you take away your life, I don't have any money, and..." I choked and wiped away the tears on my face. I kept yelling out of control, "I won't go to see him. He has never seen us before. Zhanyan is 16 years old, but she still doesn't know what her father looks like. Don't ask me to come to see him, don't think!"

I ruthlessly call decisively, but still feel not Jieqi, in front of me around that pair of strange eyes, I yelled, angry reprimand their cold-blooded.

I ran out like crazy, rushed into the noisy street outside, looking at the traffic, crowded, I was helpless.

"Ah..."

I yell at the cold on the ground. Maybe I can vent all the grievances in my heart, but what can I do to solve?

Staggering in the street do not know any direction, around the flow of people shuttle away a little bit of running.

Later, Ziqing's phone call came over, I heard his gentle voice with concern, told me that the last strong shell was also removed, I cried for a long time on the phone, without a word, whimpering cry that I heard some irritability, Ziqing repeatedly persuaded me on the other end of the phone, but I didn't hear a word.

I don't know when to hang up the phone. I just look at the phone that has no electricity. I sit on the bench of a shopping mall in the city and look at the laughter on every face in front of me, like a fool.

That night, ye Fanfan's phone call, I will remember that I came out from home, even went all the way to the city center.

I wiped away the tears on my face and took a long breath to suppress the sadness in my heart. However, before I answered the phone, it was already dark.

Forced boot is no longer easy to use, in front of no electricity phone I can only quickly go back.

To the home, just push open the door, see ye extraordinary sitting on the sofa in the living room, looking down at what, he heard my voice back, put down the information in hand, look at me. After a face of tension, came towards me, bowed his head and asked me, "what's the matter?"

I also looked down at myself nervously. I thought that he had found me crying. I shook my head and said, "it's OK. I'm ok."

"Fall down?" Ye Fanfan asked me.

I continued shaking my head. "Well, well, there's some bumps on the road." My ability to tell lies is so embedded that I keep my head down and dare not look into his eyes when I say this.

He pulled me in, sat on the sofa by my shoulder, and then went to the bathroom. I didn't know what I was doing. I secretly looked at myself in the mirror and continued to touch the tears on my face. I thought that he couldn't see it, right? At this time, he came out from the bathroom, carrying a basin, which is gentle water, with a towel a little bit of my face.

Did he see that I was crying?

But why didn't he ask me?

After wiping it, he said to me, "take off your clothes, they're dirty!"

I Leng for a while just stiff neck nodded, "good!"

When I was rummaging for my clothes in the room, he was answering the phone outside. I listened to him on and off, as if I were a thief. I only heard him say, "I can't go back now What do you want Good, good I will deal with my parents and they will go back in a few days. You'll live there. We're divorced. I'll take care of the children's affairs. You don't need to see them. "

That's Zhang Yan, referring to the children and his parents. Does Zhang Yan want him to go back and have a look?

But do you want to see ye Fanfan's parents or her?

I didn't dare to listen any more. I deliberately closed the door and didn't want to hear more, but my nerves were still tense, holding a string in my head to hear more clearly.When he pushed the door and came in, he told me, "I'll go out first and come back later. You change your clothes first and we'll go out to eat in the evening."

I trembled all over and looked up at him blankly, but he had turned away.

"Dong!" The sound of the door closed, the whole body trembled, tears in a flow down.

I know. He went to find Zhang Yan. That's their home.

However, the last bit of fantasy, he will still come back, or come back to this home, I know, everything is still in time, right?