Chapter 319

I looked at Ziqing's face, holding his hand all the time, trying to give him some support.

But he nodded to me and comforted me, "nothing will happen. Don't worry."

Looking at the second uncle's pale face, my heart was pulled up, holding Ziqing and looking at the second uncle with his mouth tightly closed on the bed, my heart was so painful. In addition to my mother and sister, none of my relatives treated me like my uncle. Although he was so strict, he never forced me to do anything.

After a long time, the second uncle finally woke up and held my hand tightly. I knew he wanted to talk, but the doctor said that he had passed the anesthetic now, and he was very painful. Even if he wanted to talk, he was very sleepy. I kept comforting the second uncle, and I didn't want to make him worry. I swore that I would accompany Ziqing well.

When the time for the operation finally arrived, when the second uncle was pushed forward, he let out a low roar in his throat, "Ziqing, open your heart..."

The second uncle was so sad that Ziqing and I sat quietly outside the operating room without saying a word. I bowed my head and touched my tears silently. Ziqing's hand was as cold as a piece of ice. I wanted to comfort him, but I couldn't find anything to say.

On the contrary, Ziqing is still comforting me.

I nodded to him with heartache, and I didn't want to let go of his hand.

The operation lasted three hours. It was not until it was dark that the moon climbed up and came straight in from the outside window that we saw the lights in the operating room turned off. Ziqing and I stood up at the same time.

I can feel the tension and fear in Ziqing. His eyes are red.

"Don't worry, uncle."

He gave a soft hum and raised his head to rub my hair.

We watched my uncle pushed out by the nurses. Ziqing and I stood in front of the doctor, waiting for him to tell us about my uncle's illness.

All the clothes on the doctor's body had been soaked with sweat, and his body was still full of blood after washing.

The doctor calmed down for a long time before he said to us, "nothing's wrong for the time being. Don't excite him!"

I can't understand the English technical terms, but when we heard Ziqing's constant nod and his face slowly relaxed, we breathed out.

Uncle is not out of danger for the time being. We can only have a look outside. Through the thick glass, we can see him lying on the wide hospital bed surrounded by all kinds of instruments. The light above shows that uncle is in good condition.

The hospital here doesn't allow the family members of Bingren to stay overnight. There will be special nursing workers to come to take care of them, so Ziqing and I can only come back first.

When he arrived at Ziqing's home, he suddenly fell into the sofa, holding his forehead tightly and keeping silent.

I can understand Ziqing's sadness and courage. He had no mother since he was a child. His uncle brought him up. It was not easy for him to take care of his business and him at the same time. Ziqing is still sensible. The relationship between father and son has been very good. Wu Fei quarrels occasionally, but it's like a joke. Suddenly for Ziqing, a wall fell down. How sad his heart should be.

I sit quietly beside him, occasionally gently holding his hand, occasionally handed up warm water, but I always can't find words to comfort him.

On the contrary, he even laughed, patted me on the back and said, "I'm ok. Go and have a rest."

I shook my head, "Ziqing, I'll accompany you."

He grinned, leaned back on the sofa and said to me, "I thought he was in good health recently. Who would have thought that would happen suddenly."

He began to blame himself for not being able to confirm his uncle's health before he left. Until now, Ziqing didn't know that his uncle would be ill unless he called me.

I took a deep breath and said, "Ziqing, don't worry. Uncle is OK now."

"Yes

"Ziqing, in fact, my uncle didn't tell you until he didn't want you to worry. Don't blame yourself. My uncle was not angry with you. He told me when he talked to me on the phone that he didn't want you to be distracted and help me. In fact, it's my fault."

"Open your heart!"

Ziqing suddenly turned to look at me, interrupted me and said, "don't think about it. It doesn't conflict with yours. I don't want you to change your mind because of this, you know? "

In fact, I changed my mind long before I got on the plane. I know my decision will make this matter solved as soon as possible. But I have another decision

However, at the bottom of my heart for the time being, I don't want to say it, let alone distract Ziqing. So I said, "Ziqing, I haven't changed my mind. Now I'm just worried about my uncle."

"It's OK. It's going to be OK."

Ziqing silently read, slightly pursed the corners of his mouth to me, and said helplessly, "go up and have a rest. I want to be quiet for a while."

"Well, you need to call me."

I repeatedly told him not to do stupid things, but Ziqing said to me with a smile, "it's you who do stupid things all the time. I'll go to bed after sitting for a while.""Yes

I nodded heavily and looked back at Ziqing's back step by step. In the past, he said in my eyes that he was a promising young man who did not know what sorrow was. He could draw and was an excellent best-selling cartoonist. He could do business and had an economic mind. He would take care of people and be considerate. He often stood out for me. His tall figure was like a thick wall standing on me Come and take good care of me.

But I ignored that he is also a person, an ordinary person.

He has a worse life experience, even if he has a lot of money, but he is only an ordinary person, he will encounter setbacks, there will be difficulties, but he never regret to say it.

Just like now, he is pestering himself with self blame and the pain of his irresponsible departure, facing the sadness of losing his family, which I can't understand.

I stood on the second floor of the stairs looking at him, suddenly there is a very want to go forward and gently hold him, give him warm impulse.

Can't help gently stroking his stomach, helpless deep breath.

This night, after all, is unable to sleep.

Under the rigid relationship of the Ye family, there was only a short meeting, but a long struggle. When Chuye's extraordinary father died, the second uncle and Ziqing didn't show up. It's estimated that the second uncle's illness won't come to see him now.

The relationship outside is very good. In fact, the whole family has rotted and deteriorated behind the scenes. It's not as good as the strange neighborhood.

My two brothers, who had a good relationship in the past, also became what they are today because of my affairs. I lay on the bed, rolling, sighing and sleepless all night. Under the sound of light hands and feet outside, I also got up.

Ziqing should have stayed up very late. I guess he didn't sleep as well as I did.

We went to the hospital very early, and the doctor said that we had recovered very well, and now we are basically stable, but we haven't passed the observation period, so Ziqing and I can only watch from a distance outside, sit quietly with each other for a while, and then leave.

The hospitals here are immortal, and the hospitals in China are always surrounded by a large group of people. It's quiet here. It seems that people come and go, work and speak in a low voice. After we come out in a hurry, we feel a lot less tired.

Ziqing wanted to take me to eat something. I felt my stomach and thought about it for a long time. Finally, I said that I like to eat Chinese food.

We walked around the city for a long time before we found a Chinese restaurant. There were many people in it, many Chinese people. When we went in, we suddenly felt as if we were sitting in China. We chose a more remote seat to sit down.

During the dinner.

Ziqing didn't seem to have any appetite, "eat more!" But he was still constantly filling me with vegetables.

I look at him and feel very sad. He put down the bowl and chopsticks, held out his hand and said, "Ziqing, can you promise me something?"

He Leng for a while, looking at my hand slightly frown, "you don't think, don't because of this matter influence your idea, my old man has been in poor health, it has nothing to do with you, you know?"

He can always see through my heart, but I still want to say, "Ziqing, you promise me first, OK?"

He had a deep mark on his brow. He let go of my hand and leaned behind the chair. When he looked at me, he seemed very sad. After a long time, he said, "I know what you are going to do. I can't promise you. You never know what you are going to do."

I smile and say, "do you know that?"

He said without hesitation, "of course, I know that I like you for a long time, but I hide it in my heart. I'm from my heart to you, but it doesn't mean that I do this. You just respond like me. There are many kinds of people you like. Maybe you just like me, not love. You love my brother. I don't want you to do something impulsively. ”

Ziqing has been living better than me, but I've been confused for a long time, and I've missed a lot. I don't want to miss another good person who is good to me.

I said, "I know, I know, so I think even if I can do a little bit, I'd like to. If you don't accept me to marry you, I can give birth to a child. I know that I used to only think about ye Fanfan, but now I only think about myself, but I think it's better to follow you, at least I can earn my uncle a fortune."

I think my idea must be extremely stupid. I sold my child again by doing this, trading again and again, using money as chips, regardless of my child. I really deserve to die, but now I really have no way. I don't want to see my uncle sad. Maybe this will make him more comfortable, and the departure of my uncle after a hundred years will give Ziqing a lot of money How much money.

Ziqing suddenly changed his face and glared at me angrily.

I was a little guilty by his eyes, and I didn't dare to look at him.

He sat there quietly for a long time, followed by a voice, I thought he was angry to go away, but did not want to, he did come to me.

I was a little sad to breathe out, whispered, "Ziqing, I'm sorry, I'm too selfish."

He didn't say a word. His anger seemed to be burning. It all sprayed on me. I kept my head down and didn't say a word."Zhanxin, who said before not to use children as chips? Is it time to go back? If you really fall in love with me for my sake, I don't need you to do that, you know? Money is not a good thing. I have a lot of it. What's more, I always advocate that I don't want to fight for family property. Even if I give it to me, I will donate it, because I don't get it with my own hands, especially... "

After a pause, he took a deep breath in pain, and his voice became hoarse. He quickly said, "because of the family property, he once killed my mother and a few year old child. Money is the root of all evil."