Chapter 328

"No matter what you want to do, I will give you the baby. I know that you have many ways to take the child away, but if you have to use a strong means, don't blame me for doing the same thing

I'm not as cowardly as I used to be. Last time Zhang Yan gave me a look, I've fought back, not because I've changed my character, but because I don't want to be bullied again.

He nodded slightly and did not speak.

I continued, "you've robbed me of a lot of things. When I had nothing, I only had children. I was born in October. There was no participation from you, so I don't want to have your participation in the future, you know?"

I try to be ruthless and cold-blooded, but I know that I'm still not that kind of cold-blooded person.

He continued to nod his head, as if he just listened to my phone, but didn't want to compromise.

I was a little anxious. My voice raised a little bit and continued, "you have power and power. You can cover the sky with one hand, but you should have conscience. My child is my child. I don't want you to fight for it."

He just looked up now. There seemed to be a slight change in his eyes. He looked me up and down, pressed my thin lips tightly for a while, and said in a low voice, "I know you hate me, but I also want to give my child a good life."

What is this? Isn't it a good life for children to follow me?

I asked him, "Ye Fanfan, do you think that money is everything? You are wrong. Money is just money. You can't buy family affection and love. Especially if you can't buy a woman who is willing to give birth to a baby for you and follow you wholeheartedly. You can't give your child a mother's love. Why do you say that children with me will not be happy and good life? What do you judge? "

The last sentence is that I roared out with an excited tone. The tremor is the constant agitation of the voice in my chest, which makes me tremble with excitement all over my body.

He continued to stare at me and whispered to me, "I know you are in poor health. You have to study and work later. Children need time and energy. Most of all, they need money. Good... " He gently breathed a breath, said to me, "money really can't buy a lot of things, but raising children needs a lot of money, your physical condition has been bad."

"Shut up."

I don't want to hear him tell me what to do with me in a pitiful tone any more. I have nothing to do with him. It will make me feel uneasy to hear him evaluate me and examine me like this. I've never turned over to him, but today I can't stand his hypocrisy.

"Ye Fanfan, how do I have nothing to do with you, you know? I am not your who, you are not my who, you have your marriage, I have a lot of life, why do you have to disturb me? Why? "

I asked him loudly with a crying voice. In the face of him treating me like this, I was really helpless. I wanted to fight, but I had no way. Now I just want to fight for the last point of hysterical incompetence, I really have no way to stop him.

He lowered his head and sighed softly, "Zhanxin, I'm sorry, I don't want to hurt you."

I don't want to hear it. It's enough. I just want my children now.

I stood up in a panic, want to dodge, looking at the bag he pressed under me, I helplessly want to take it out, but I don't know why he suddenly grabbed my hand.

I trembled all over, trying to break free, but found that he caught very tight, facing his eyes, he said to me, "forgive me, I don't want to look at you like this."

I took out my schoolbag, pushed him away, wiped the tears off his face without any trace, and said to him, "you don't need to be like this, ye Fanfan. You should be sober. I have nothing to do with you. My child will be Lu in the future. Don't disturb me. Don't push me. I don't know what I'm going to do

I was about to leave with my schoolbag. At this time, Ziqing opened the door and stopped me. I didn't look back. I just faced the direction of the door and said to him, "Ziqing, I'll go back first. If you have something to call me!"

He came up to me and said, "I'll take you back."

I was about to refuse, only to see that he had grabbed my wrist and pulled me out.

He turned and closed the door tightly. I looked at him secretly and heard him whisper to me, "well done."

When Ziqing sent me out, I asked him why he said that.

He told me with a smile, "because you've finally learned to be yourself."

I nodded to him and got into the car with him. I didn't have the same uneasiness and tension as before, but I was all happy.

Ziqing sent me to Zou Feng's downstairs, I told him not to drink too much wine, he told me not to drink, it is estimated that he will have a meal with Ye Fanfan, because he came back to another thing, is to participate in Lin Le's wedding. But is next month, the leaf special knows he comes over, the son is clear also very surprised, it seems that the leaf special has been secretly checking our affairs.

I have no choice but to vomit a breath, so when will the day of being monitored come to an end.Not long after I came back, Shang Shiming called to tell me that there should be no big problem with the baby. I can go and have a hug.

I was so happy that I took my mother to call Zou Feng.

When I hold the baby, I feel that he is too small. He is as big as a slap, and his body is black. He lies on my hand, breathing heavily and sleeping soundly. But he is full of tubes all over his body, which looks heartbreaking.

Mother has been standing beside me with tears looking at me, nervous atmosphere of her dare not breathe.

Zou Feng is the same, that is, Zou Feng seems to be very scared, shrinking his hands and feet.

I can only hold it for ten minutes, so I have to put it back. Shang Shiming said that the mother is warm and suitable for children to sleep. Recently, the baby's condition is much more stable, and the nutrition has also kept up, but it still needs to be observed.

We watched around the incubator outside, watching him curl up inside, his eyes closed tightly, breathing well, and sleeping sweetly. I don't know if he dreamed of me in his dream?

I've seen it for a long time, and I don't want to come out. Later, Zou Feng pulled me out.

Standing outside, Shang Shiming told me with a smile, "it will get better in the future. Don't be nervous. There are many opportunities to hold it!"

I smile, think of the children's crying in the ear reverberate days is not far away, this joy followed by my previous dull mood also swept away.

I asked my mother and Zou Feng to wait for me in the car first. I followed Shang Shiming to his office. He said that he would charge me with some things. I thought he was telling me about the knife recently. It turned out that he also wanted to tell me about ye extraordinary.

I was very helpless to take a breath, said, "he came, right?"

"No Shang Shiming shook his head, put a cup of warm water in front of me and said, "he just asked me something about you. I think he should know the child's condition. Whether he comes or not is the same."

I nodded and asked him, "what if he came to take the baby?"

Shang Shiming definitely told me, "don't worry about this. You can't get into the hospital without my key and password. Especially now, you can see that forcibly taking it away will be life-threatening, so I think..." He slightly pause, silent for a while and said to me, "Ye extraordinary estimate is also in the delay time, after all, now even if the child is taken away can only be put in the hospital, so this period of time you still try to have a look!"

Shang Shiming's meaning is that if ye Fanfan really wants to take away the children, I have no way, so I can only ask me to have a look at the children more during this period of time, because once Ye Fanfan takes away, I once again lose the right to be a mother.

My head was cold with a clattering sound. You fell from the top of your head, and I was shaking all over.

If ye Fanfan did, how cruel he should be!

Shang Shiming added, "I can't help you with some things. I can only remind you that according to the current situation, it's very bad for you."

I know, of course I know, but what can I do?

I nodded in a trance and said to him, "thank you, Dr. Shang."

"You don't have to thank me. I Ha ha, I thought I had lost a child. I can understand the pain of losing a child. You and ye Fanfan have lost a child, but between you Ah, in fact, things are very complicated and simple. It's just that the things you choose now are strangers to each other. That's why you are so embarrassed. I think I can help you say something in front of Ye Fanfan, but I can't guarantee that he will give up. After all, from another level of consideration, he is also the father of the child, and according to the conditions, he will give the child a more stable and good condition, don't you think? "

In the final analysis, it's because he is powerful and powerful. If my partner changes to my stepfather, no matter how much he strives for the children, they will belong to me.

But I really can't help it.

"Dr. Shang, I know. I, I thank Dr. Shang. I'll find a way. It's my child. It will be mine eventually."

"Well, I understand your mood. You go back first. I'll let you know if there's anything."

"Well, thank you, Dr. Shang." I was just about to leave with a reluctant smile. When I came to the door, I heard him say to me, "in fact, many years ago, if Zhang Yan divorced him, Zhang Yan and I might not be together. Some people are not suitable for marriage, and some people are not suitable for marriage and having children."

I was stunned at the door. For a moment, I didn't understand what Shang Shiming said. I just nodded silently and turned out. Walking under the long hospital corridor, I once again stayed at the door of the nursery room. Looking inside from the window seat, I found that my little life was extremely stable in it. Maybe it was because I was dreaming and occasionally swayed his little hand. Although it seems that he is still so fragile, but now he has been able to face a lot of alone, much better than my mother.

Child, child, mother will protect you. In the future, maybe you will complain that I can't give you a good life, but at least I will give you 100% maternal love. I can't lose everything again in the chance of choice!I decided to call ye Fanfan and finally told me that even if he forced me to lose my studies, I would not give up my children.

But ye Fanfan's phone was unanswered. Although I deleted all his information, the phone number was always in my mind. Today, I quickly entered the number, but I was not half excited and nervous.

I wanted to call again, but I got a call from Ziqing.