Haven't you seen it for half a year? Time really as soon as possible ah, in a flash between me and ye Fanfan from acquaintance to now has gone through a full four years of time, I will graduate soon, everything seems like the wind blowing in the past, but stopped in front of us but only these sadness and mutual pain, not a bit of beauty.
I said to him, "how time flies."
He continued with a grace, "the matter of settling down with me has been solved. Now as long as we find Zhang Yan, everything will be solved, and the family will not interfere. Ye Feng and ye ye... " His words suddenly stopped and he said to me for a while, "will you wait for a moment? I will send them to you myself. Recently, I really can't get rid of myself. Zhang Yan has no news all the time. After looking for her for some time, I found her appearance. But when we look for her, we will find that she has gone. "
I whispered, thinking whether his words were telling me that he had compromised with me?
All the results seem to come too suddenly. It seems that these are good results for me and him. I can't believe it and asked him, "is it really solved? Won't Enron marry you? "
He nodded heavily and said, "yes."
I didn't ask him what way he used, because I knew that even if I asked him, he would not tell me, he always did, didn't give me any reason for distance, always told me to live in his guess.
I silent down, holding chopsticks, absent-minded clip in front of the dishes, put in the mouth, but no appetite.
Then he said, "how about Jiayu?"
I was stunned for a moment, nodded, "very good."
"Jiayu is also my child. I, I want to meet him."
His children
Ye Fanfan's tone is heartbreaking. Yes, he's right. Jiayu is also his child. Why don't I see him? Ye Feng and ye ye are also our children, but now I can see them all the time.
He suddenly added, "I don't blame you. You should hate me."
My heart startled for a while, and my whole body trembled. His weakness made me put down my armor in an instant, revealing my original fragile heart.
He slowly looked up at me and said, "I admit that I am not a qualified father. Maybe you will be a qualified mother. Ye Feng and ye ye need to be raised by us together. They need a mother and a father."
I seem to have some understanding. Ye Fan asked me to withdraw the lawsuit because he wanted us to raise our children together.
This kind of parenting is very common in foreign countries. I remember reading a news about enough stars abroad at that time, that is, children can be raised by us together, and parents are separated, but we are still parents who care for each other. It's just that I have my life, he has his life.
I slightly lowered my head, swallowed the tasteless food in my mouth, and said to him, "I have never thought of asking for your money from the beginning to the end. I just want to give my children a good living environment. You need to work and there will still be a family in the future. Once you get married again, the children will become a burden. I think it's best for me to raise them."
Yes, although I understand him, although I know his difficulties, I can sacrifice my life to consider him. It's not easy for me to give up the right to raise them, especially I don't want to make them suffer the cruel experience of Zhang Yan poisoning them again.
He heaved his breath and asked me, "you and Ziqing have gone through the formalities, only one decent wedding is missing. You are already husband and wife. Have you ever thought Ziqing would need his own children?"
Will he take this as an example to tell me to retreat or to let go? I laughed and said, "Ziqing said early in the morning that he would not force me to have children after we got married. Whether to have a child or not is up to me. If I can't have a child, he will help me find a surrogate. It's legal to have a surrogate abroad. He also told me not to have any ideological burden. In particular, Ziqing said that all the children are surnamed ye, and we are always one family. We can raise them together, or we can help him Raising with me is for the sake of children. "
After that, I picked my eyebrows and looked at him. Ziqing told me that I would tell him now. I want him to know that Ziqing would be so kind and righteous no matter whether he was with me or not, instead of being as mean as he was.
Ye Fanfan didn't say a word. He just took a sip of warm water with a glass of water and put it down for a long time. He said to me, "maybe he's right, but have you ever asked Ye Feng and ye?"
Ye Feng and ye ye are still so small that they don't know how to choose a lot of things. Even if they still follow their father now, I will take them back. Maybe they will hate me now, and I will understand later.
Because I don't allow anyone to hurt them.
I said to Ye Fanfan, "don't you know when Zhang Yan poisons them?"
Ye special Leng, "why do you ask so?"
I smile and say, "if you don't know, I won't blame you, but since you have expressed the idea that you want to take care of them, I want you to understand that once you have your own life in the future, you will ignore them, so don't you think such things will happen?"He put the glass down, looked down at the table, looked up to me for a long time and said, "I'll give you and the child an account. I promise it won't happen in the future."
He promised a lot of things, but what did he really do?
I asked him, "you can promise to marry me, and you have also promised that the children will be raised by us. You told me personally that I am the biological mother of the children, so you will snatch them back from Zhang Yan at all costs, but why do you refuse to let go now? Ye Fanfan, you have many guarantees. I can't count them. Which one do you want me to believe? "
He frowned and looked at me. His hand was still holding the water cup. His face was relaxed just now. He suddenly became melancholy and said to me, "I've been working hard, just need time. I thought you and Ziqing Well, I didn't expect you to be so quick. "
Ye Fanfan's words make my heart feel like a group of weeds. I can't tell which kind of taste is heartache or tenderness or hatred?
I don't want to pursue it.
I said, "it's useless for you to say that. Now it's time for us to make a choice. Zhan Yan asked me to come and have a talk with you. Li Fei also asked me to come and have a good talk with you. In fact, no matter how I talk about it, my purpose is for the children to follow me. I'm a mother. You should understand that mother's feelings towards her children are your brother's responsibility My father's unimaginable heart. I can't stand that they are not around me, and I can't stand that they are harmed. They are still so young. Why should they suffer such pain? And... "
I took a deep breath, also looked up and drank the cold water, and said to him, "Zhang Yan, if you don't want to protect her, please pray that I can find her between you and her." No matter what way, I will not forgive Zhang Yan.
I'm not the weak, stupid girl I used to be.
I threw a few red bills on the table and left here without looking back. Just want to sit on the car, be caught up with the leaf special to stop. He was standing in front of my car, with a suit in his hand and a fire in his eyes.
The sound of the engine of the car is like a fire in the hot sun, which makes the surrounding air more intense.
I waited in the car for a long time, but I didn't see him leave. I just pushed the door open and asked him, "what else do you want to say?"
He came up to me and grabbed my hand. I jumped all over and wanted to get away, but he caught me more firmly. At this time, the bodyguards came down to me and asked me, "young lady, do you need help?"
Ye special fixed looking at me, a word did not say.
I took a breath, said to them, "it's OK, you wait for me in the car!"
I pulled out my wrist from ye Fanfan's hand, twisted his painful hand and said, "come on, don't move your hands. Today is different from the past."
He said to me, "come with me."
I didn't look up and said helplessly, "I don't want to go. I have something to say here. If there's something for me, I'll send it directly to my father. And now I should call you cousin. I've married Ziqing."
He was close to me. The frost on his face was like a piece of ice. In such sultry weather, the air around him was cold and chilly.
"Are you really cold-blooded to this day, we have to tear face?"
I still lowered my head, imagined his expression at this time, guessed his current psychology, and suddenly asked me how to answer. No matter how cold-blooded and merciless we have come to this point, what's more, do you want me to shout at him to celebrate that we don't have a peaceful solution? It's not a matter of breaking out at a stroke. It's a matter of piling up one by one. Today, we are all victims of these things. Why do we want to question me?
"Zhanxin, I said I would solve it. Why don't you give me a chance? Why? "
His voice was trembling, close to my face, almost close to my forehead, breathing in front of me.
Without waiting for me to answer, he said, "divorce Zhang Yan is my plan. I had to remarry with her at the beginning. Do you want me to watch my family fight against me before you are willing? On that day, she poured gasoline all over her body. If I hadn't found out in time, there would have been two dead people at home. Is that what you want to see? Yes, I used you before. It's my fault. I've been making up for it. What do you want? Why don't you tell me, why don't you go to me, why do you have to stay away from me? "
I suddenly looked up at him, sneered, pushed him away and said, "do you think I haven't found you, do you think I want to see you become what you are? But you've been avoiding me. I've been waiting for you in that house for half a month. Where have you been? I've sent you so many messages. Have you ever sent me back? Did you take all my calls? When I went to find you, you were with Zhang Yan. I thought you would come back on your birthday, but what I waited for was nothing. Do you want me to wait for you in that cold room until I die? "
He trembled, his eyes full of disbelief, grabbed my hand and asked me, "what do you say, I didn't receive any information, I didn't receive any phone call..."