The sunshine outside just happened to project in from the balcony where the windows were falling. The wind outside was blowing and blowing on my face. Just now, the cold sweat on my body was suddenly dried by the wind, and my brain was completely awake. I took a deep breath and said to him who came out behind me, "you go back. It's not convenient here."
He did not promise me, but told me something else, "Shang Shiming asked you?"
I am surprised to turn around, forget him for a while, directly down the stairs, stood in front of the balcony, deliberately open the window, outside the wind is bigger, the sun is more abundant, bask in the skin a little pain, but I still feel more at ease, try to go outside.
I didn't answer him all the time, so I stood quietly with my back to the balcony, waiting for him to leave as soon as possible.
He suddenly said to me, "don't go to see her. Zhang Yan is in good condition now."
Good and bad has nothing to do with me. She has been punished. Now I just want to live a quiet life and forget the embarrassment between me and ye Fanfan as soon as possible.
I did not look back. I didn't even look at him.
He continued, "Shang Shiming, if you want to find you again, you can stay away, or tell me, I'll tell him."
"Oh, OK, well, you go back first. I'll go back too. Ziqing is coming back soon. I've agreed with Ziqing to eat out."
When I turned around, I saw that he was still standing not far behind me. I dodged his hot eyes and wanted to leave with my bag. He even followed me.
I don't know whether I think too much or he has been deliberately pestering me. Every time I get along with him by chance, it will be so embarrassing. I quickened my pace and followed me out after hearing that he closed the door behind me. Standing at the corner of a road and looking at the direction, I want to go straight out of the community and follow the outside street to the direction of ziqinghui. But I don't want to. He stopped me behind him. The first time I talked to me, I thought I didn't, and I looked back. The second time I said, "you and I will go to the factory along the way."
I still didn't stop.
He continued, "where are you going?"
I breathed helplessly, and heard his footsteps approaching. I quickened my pace, too. I didn't even dare to look back. Maybe it was because I finally got up and ran, so he really stopped to chase me, but his car suddenly stopped in front of me.
I gently frown, think he how haunted? Don't you know I'm disgusted with him now?
As if he didn't really care, he said to me, "I'll stop by and give you a ride."
I am helpless, some tone is not good ask him, "leaf special, you don't know I have been deliberately hiding from you now?"? Don't you know? "
He nodded, "I know, but I don't want you to hide from me. Is there something that has been hiding and gone?"
What do you mean, do you still want to hold on?
I really want to dig out his head and see what's in his brain. Why do I have to be stubborn? Do I give him wrong information?
I asked him, "is it good for us to pester like this? Do you think we can go back to the past?"
He said, "no, at least you should give me a chance to get to know each other again. No matter what you think, I won't forget what happened between us. But now you are family after all. Do you want us to meet like strangers?"
He has a lot of fallacies. I'm speechless about what he said.
I was silent for a while, and the anger in my stomach also disappeared a lot. I said to him, "Ye Fanfan, it's OK to know you again. I won't tell you to be alone. Do you think it's the right time now? My eyes are with Ziqing. Can't I fight for what you can't or can't give me? "
He didn't say a word. He just sat in the car and looked ahead. After a long silence, he let out a breath and said to me, "I know that you have your life and I have my life, but there is a fact that can't be changed. We are always parents of our children."
I was shocked. If I could, I would rather have never given birth than draw a clear line with him. But I can't shamelessly say this. I can't choose the birth of a child, so all the mistakes are with me.
I was very helpless to him to vomit a breath, "I know, so no matter what I do now, we are still involved in unclear, right?"
He didn't say a word, just looked at me and frowned.
I looked at him for a while, and finally warned him, "if you really feel sorry for me, do as I said. I don't want to be alone with you. Even if you are the elder brother of the Ye family, I don't want to have any unilateral anxiety with you. If you have something to do, you can go to Ziqing directly, and Ziqing will tell you about the children. Goodbye
I was a little resentful. I finally gave him a look, turned a direction and walked out along the other end of the flower bed. Without hesitation, I stopped a taxi and left. The taxi driver asked me many times before I could tell where I was going.Ziqing was still in the factory. When I came over, I saw that he was helping the palace people clean the garbage in the yard of the factory. Before the cleaning of the small factory was finished, the newly bought instruments were carried in, and the yard was very messy. I saw some worries and asked the workers to check whether there were any safety hazards as soon as possible. I felt relieved when they came out with the instruments Come and go to Ziqing.
When Ziqing saw me, he wiped the sweat beads on his forehead, looked up at me and gave me a sunny smile. "Wait a minute, I'll be ready soon. The workers are on holiday. Now they are short of hands."
Today is the weekend. All the workers have gone home to have a rest. There are only seven or eight long-term workers living here. They are all in a hurry. The place is too big and there are too many things. It's estimated that they will be busy for two days.
I took out a paper towel to help him wipe his sweat. Looking at his white shirt dyed black, I said angrily, "I have to go back to soak it. Why don't I change my clothes?"
He said with a smile, "I'll wash it myself. You go and stand there. I'll be ready in a minute."
I shook my head, "let's go, bring the workers with us, and come back when we're full, or we'll find some temporary workers?"
He said to me, "well, I forgot this crop when I came here just now. Let's have dinner first. Ah, Sister Zhang, ask her to wash her hands and let's go out to eat."
Sister Zhang over there is the boss who used to invite tenders. Now she stays here as a part-time job for us. She has no complaints at all. She is straightforward and quick in her work. I told her to go to the office. She insists on staying here. She says she can't do anything less and sleep soundly.
She nodded at us with a smile, turned around and growled, and everyone in front of and behind the house came out.
Ziqing drove the van here. We went directly to the hotel near the suburb and ordered two tables. It was very lively for us to eat and drink.
Ziqing didn't drink. She shook her head and looked at me with a smile.
I don't object to his drinking. He has a bad appetite. After drinking, he has a stomachache. When he goes back, he has to take medicine. If he can't drink it, he should not.
I laughed at him and whispered, "take a sip."
He also came over and said in a low voice, "my wife didn't speak. I dare not drink it. Hehe But we can't drink today. We have activities in the afternoon. "
I asked him in surprise, "what's the activity?"
He said, "President Zhou has come. My brother said that we should all go and get together."
It is Ye extraordinary again, see him continuously inside this day twice, dare not imagine simply.
But there are others in, go to also go, just in the bottom of my heart some helpless, also for today's things tremble.
After going back, Ziqing went to the company to change his clothes and came out. When I was waiting for him, I watched the couple come and go. I really envied them. When I was in school, I was ignorant and didn't have this idea. Later, I understood what is emotion. The first thing I met was a senior student. At that time, I was young and didn't know anything. Then I met Ye Fanfan. To say the first paragraph is hurt in ignorance, the second paragraph is unforgettable, and then I have not experienced such a sweet get along with the stage, one thing after another squeeze in the head, like a piece of stone, urging me to study, work, marriage as soon as possible, that kind of sweet and worthy of deep aftertaste of simple love has gone away from me, now really hand Only envy.
Ziqing scared me behind me. I took his hand and said, "it's a lot of adults. It's like a child."
He put on his coat and stood beside me. He looked along my line of sight and asked me curiously, "which handsome guy do you like?"
I burst out laughing and said, "yes, there are three handsome guys in my family. One of them wears a diaper, one knows how to play with toys, one is beside me, and three male gods are in front of me. I have no eyes to see other handsome guys."
Ziqing had a good time. He gave me a kiss on the face and pulled me out. "It's nearby. I don't want to drive."
I Oh a, follow him slowly forward.
He continued the topic just now and said, "you are a great man now. Comic books have been published in China, and the first issue of the magazine is less printed. Ha ha The popularity soars. You should watch it. If you are stolen by any beauty, you should cry. "
I look at his back, with a bit of admiration, he is really worthy of all the advantages of male god, just look at him so tired, some worry.
I leaned up, looked around, and said mysteriously in a low voice, "you've eaten all the supplements you can afford. Be obedient!"
He stopped and looked down at me. I looked up at him, his eyes deep, as if some cold, I was startled, is he angry? I can't bear to sleep with you. It's hard for me to sleep with you. I can't bear to wake up when I see youWell, it's so powerful. When I bought it, I heard the nurse in the drugstore say that it worked, so I bought a lot of it. I only said that my husband was a little weak, but I didn't say anything else. Was it the nurse who brought me the wrong thing?
I asked him curiously, "that thing is so powerful, isn't it a tonic, to supplement the amount of physical ability."