Chapter 394

Oh, it's Shen zhiang's.

I nodded, no emotion, is joy or worry, or relief? Is it sadness? I didn't. The result seems to be in my expectation.

He was surprised to see that I was so calm. He took a breath again, "I want to give her..."

I said, "since I am the one who was cheated, I will accept it. I understand the feelings between you for many years. It's just like that I haven't been separated from Zhuo Feng. Of course, it's me who hasn't been separated. Zhuo Feng has left. Ha ha, I'll help you, and I won't blame you. Go to find her. There's not many people who have been paying silently around. It's better to meet her Good treasure, on the contrary, I would like to thank you, before I had an accident, you have been taking care of me, no matter what kind of feelings you are out of, I do not blame you, I sincerely wish you

I sincerely say.

He looked at me with wide eyes and couldn't believe it.

But I smile, gently pinch his face, rub his eyes, "Shen zhiang, childhood memory is very important, at that time pure, stay in life are never forget things, but at that time we are in the ignorant time, I was only seven or eight years old, what do I know? I believe you don't want to, do you? "

His hands trembled with excitement, and he held my wrist with great force.

I eat painful frown.

He asked me in a dumb voice, "are you going to break up with me?"

Yeah?

I frown, stare at him for a long time, don't understand said, "is not you want to break up with me?"? That woman is pregnant. I don't blame you. She has been with you for so many years and has paid so much. You... "

"Drow, don't you believe me so much? So we don't believe it's because of her during this time together? "

Isn't it?

I stressed, "it's not that I don't believe you, it's that you've been hiding from me. If it wasn't for the day I called you and heard someone call you zhiang, I almost forgot the woman I met in the club before. Women know women best, and I know the feelings in her eyes are true. Am I wrong? "

He couldn't laugh or cry. He grabbed my hand and said sadly, "that woman has been with me for many years, but we have no relationship at all. At most, we have been ambiguous for some time. I have never touched her. I haven't even met my wife. Will I touch her? And she was my father's eye liner for me. She kept looking at me. I didn't keep it away. My relationship broke down. How can I get the company back? Drow, do you think I'm so angry with you because of her? You didn't believe me because of her? Now that I've explained it clearly, you still don't believe it? "

I

I was speechless for a moment. Is that what happened?

I told her that once the driver went out this night, I didn't know whether she was pregnant or not, so I told her that she didn't know what to do It was exposed, so I was dealing with this matter. Were you misunderstanding me at that time? Why didn't you ask me directly? I'd rather you yell at me on the phone than think about it

But I've never yelled. I'll just flinch when it comes to such things.

Until now, I have found that no matter who I am, I am shrinking.

I've never been brave with emotion.

I'm afraid of being hurt and losing, so I have to wait. I've been passive all the time. Once I find something, I'll run away.

For so many years, no matter with Gu Chengfeng or Zhuofeng, when I encounter something, I just curl up for the first time. I'm eager to be cared for, and I'm afraid of being ignored. Therefore, I never dare to question anything. Only in this way can I have so many misunderstandings and make me suffer from being beaten.

So, as long as people like me, the most injured is the other half, not me.

I figured everything out, and I felt lost.

Zhuofeng was lost by me, and Gu Chengfeng was also hurt. Now I met Shen zhiang, and I knew all this, so was he hurt too?

I am surprised of stare big eye bead son, tears revolve in the eye, is decline after all.

Shen zhiang looked at me heartache, holding my face, carefully asked me, "do you want to break up with me? I apologize. I was angry that day because I heard that you were secretly contacting Zhuo Feng behind my back. You promised that I would not go with him. I thought you were going, Zhuo Er Do you really want to break up

I whimpered, tears gushed out, and howled at him, "I'm sorry."

I miss one after another, do I want to miss the man in front of me?

No, never again.

"Sorry, it's my fault. It's always my fault. It's my fault not to trust you and care about you. I'll never do that again. I'm sorry. "

Shen zhiang laughed and patted me on the shoulder. "It's good to scare me to death. When I feel sad, I'll fight with you. The man who loves you won't care. I hope you fight, you know?"I nodded heavily. "I know."

I remember brother Lu said that I am just too sensible and rational, not like a woman. How tired a man is.

Now understand, in front of love, no one should be rational, make a fight will solve the problem.

The smile on Shen zhiang's smiling face is he long. He is very careful and looks like an injured child. How can I make a good man so embarrassed on me?

"I'm sorry." I repeatedly apologized, even if he repeatedly told me it was ok, I still felt guilty.

That night, he said that he would not go back and would stay to take care of me. The ground was too cold. I was worried that he would get sick like me, so I asked him to squeeze a bed with me.

He hugged me and complained, "the beds in the hospital ward are too narrow. I'll pay for a change here."

"Poof, are you stupid? It's all according to the normal proportion. These beds can be used for emergency treatment. Do you think it's a double bed at home?"

He giggled, I know he is to make me happy, but I still want to teach him.

He looks down at me and kisses me. There seems to be a sea of stars in his beautiful eyes, talking to me.

I responded with a smile and a kiss on his lips.

He said with a bad smile, "I can't control it. I'll take care of you here."

I giggled for a long time, "you show me the set in the club, I'm not afraid."

He pinched my waist, "it's all pretend, people have two sides, but it's a last resort. At that time, it was not superficial. The main room in my father's family, which wanted me to die, really had to do it. I was only 19 years old at that time, and I only knew how to protect myself. After four years, I finally withdrew all the people around me, and then my business got better."

I heartache to see his face, such a good bag is still in the pile of women can keep clean is not easy.

I said jokingly, "no one ate you alive at that time? What should I not eat? "

He laughed and asked me with a bad smile. His hand began to be dishonest. "Then try it? Did you eat me something I shouldn't eat? "

As soon as the voice fell, he came over

I couldn't bear to make a sound. Shen zhiang was careful, and the sound on the bed was still creaking.

He looked at me and said, "no, I didn't take it with me."

I laugh, "then I'll take the pill."

He shook his head in a panic. "No, it's bad for your health. I'll think of a way."

I wonder, "what else can I do when it's all over?"

He frowned and shook his head. "I don't know. What should I do when I'm pregnant? You're not fit. I'll ask the doctor

I grabbed him, "don't be so shy. Come back. I'm in the safe period. I'll come the day after tomorrow."

He looked down at the time and nodded, "pay attention next month. Don't eat in such a short time." After thinking about it, he put on his clothes and left, "no, I'll buy a box and get it back."

I smile face to burn, "you crazy ah, also want to come?"

He laughs, "no, I'm afraid. I'm prepared. What else do I want to eat? I'll buy it back. "

"No, I'm not hungry. I don't like eating recently."

He shook his head. "You'd better eat and wait for me, or you'll sleep first." He gave me a kiss, dressed and left.

I was lying in the quilt laughing for a long time.

When he came back, I was still awake and watching the phone. Xie Jingjing sent me a video. I was seeing something interesting. It was a funny school activity performance. Before I was in a coma, she recorded it and saved it for me.

Shen zhiang took off his clothes and got into bed. He hugged me and watched. He giggled louder than me.

I asked him curiously, "have you ever been to college?"

He shook his head, "no, I didn't graduate from high school. I didn't care. At that time, my father couldn't care about me. He often fought outside."

I look at him askew. Is he still a bad boy who doesn't study hard?

"After you fight, your father still doesn't care about you?"

He said with a benediction, with his head resting on his arms, "at that time, I would live in peace only if I failed to learn from my father, otherwise I would have many things to do even if my school was good."

Illegitimate child, illegitimate child, these three words are like a kind of shame. At that time, when Feng Ke's child was born, he didn't care much for the child. He said that he was illegitimate child, so he knew that the fate of illegitimate child was doomed to be bad. As long as he didn't worry about food and clothing, it would be good to live. But some people just had good brains and were unwilling to be illegitimate children, so the world was not peaceful, Like him, like Shen zhiang now.

Shen zhiang's fate is even more tragic. He watched his two younger brothers have a car accident and he can't do anything about it. He watched his mother be bought, and he was persecuted by his father's woman until he was in his twenties and couldn't struggle. Now that he has everything he earned, it's not easy for him to keep his original intention.

I hold him tightly. Do you think I have done a lot of good things in my last life to make so many excellent men work hard to please me?"Shen zhiang."

"Yes?"

He's still watching the video, focused like a child.

"When shall we get married?"

He was stunned, turned and looked down at me, followed by a big smile, want to expand the sunflower, "what do you say?"

I said, "have you thought about proposing to me? We get married, not engaged. "

He said, "engagement is just to give you a chance to think. I know you haven't forgotten him. What do you ask now is You can think about it for a while, drow. I can wait

No, I want to ask others to wait for me. Zhuo Feng has been waiting for me for eight years. He has become an old man. Now he is still separated. I don't want to ask another good man to wait for me endlessly. "Shen zhiang, I think so. I don't regret it. I agreed to your proposal before, and I didn't regret it. After that, I took the initiative to call Zhuo Feng. I was wrong. At that time, I just felt that you cheated me. I was sad, so... "