I have no choice but to get up and stare at her with some pain.
Li AI, a good-looking face, white skin, good figure and excellent study. If she doesn't crave for money and doesn't take this road, she should have a good life and a good future now. But now, she is covered with scars. After abortion, her body is not as good as before. She drinks all day and is abused. Every time she comes back, it's like she lost her life and died once. What's wrong It's so worrying.
"Li AI, how about Find a way to leave him. You'll be killed if you go on like this. "
Li AI ha ha's sneer, did not respond to me, not long, the cry came.
I lifted the quilt out of bed, sat beside her, arranged her clothes, covered the quilt, and dragged her to lie down.
"Meow meow, I deserve it. You hate me. I don't blame you, but I don't regret it. Who told me to take so much money from others? He took drugs and forced me to join him. I beat me if I didn't agree. The more I beat me, the more ruthless I was. Every time I took drugs, I wanted to abuse me. If I didn't do it, I used tools. Ha ha, I don't know if there was a broken half wood in it, Damn, it hurts, but I deserve it, ha ha... "
I looked at her with tears in my eyes and didn't know what to do. Even, I want to help her, but I can't do anything. What can I do to help her? I don't regret it. Why should I make trouble?
"Li AI, just don't have an accident yourself. Be careful anyway."
She laughs and tears flow down her arms.
I cleaned her up and watched her cry silently all the time. Then I fell asleep and climbed into my own bed.
Her words repeatedly appear in my mind, like a light to illuminate me, guiding me.
In fact, no one can resist the temptation, especially the poor people like me who have never seen good things will give up some things slowly with the time and the temptation. It's just because there is a reference around me who has abandoned the bottom line and suffered the bad consequences, that I will not lose my direction.
But the way that people take is not their own choice?
Li AI is not worthy of sympathy, so am I. what I have lost and what I have gained is not worthy of sympathy.
In the morning, I woke up and saw Li AI making up. I yawned and sat up to see her.
She changed an eyebrow pencil, looked at me and asked, "did I say anything yesterday?"
I shook my head, said to forget it, each other did not intersect, who are worried, "no, I fell asleep."
She stopped, looked at herself from left to right, and said, "I'm very good at making up. I can cover such a heavy handprint, ha ha Do you want to eat? I'll buy breakfast and bring some back for you
I still shook my head and refused, "no, I went out to buy some and went to the training class."
Oh, she said, put down the eyebrow pencil, and took out the brush and swept the blush on her face. "Lu Ze is good. You can develop it. Don't get me wrong. I have no purpose. I think it's good for others. Women are not in contact with each other. I find you several times, and it's interesting to you."
I couldn't help laughing, "why do you think you're interested in me when I meet a man?"
"That's not true. You have a good relationship with liuluo. I don't have a misunderstanding. You have a good relationship with so many customers. I don't have a misunderstanding Anyway, I think you're quite suitable. Anyway, we all know each other. It doesn't matter if we develop. We're all single, and there's no special relationship. OK, just fine. Don't you want to find a rich man? "
To tell you the truth, I think, but I know it's impossible. I'd rather start from the bottom, even if I'm lonely all my life. Are all rich men stupid? Do they have to choose a vase that hopes for his money when they achieve nothing?
I said, "I can make my own money without having to rely on men."
She sneered, "I think it's very good. If you want to enter the society, you will know how difficult it is. Don't listen to me. Ah, I'll bring Zhenzhen back at night. Don't give up and don't tell Liu Chong that Zhenzhen is divorced and has no place to live. Just stay here for one night. "
I don't have any opinions. Just don't influence me. "Just keep your voice down."
She chuckled. "What's the whisper? What do you think Zhenzhen and I can do? Now, I'm not interested in that. Hum, I'm going to be sick because of the second generation's torture. OK, let's go. You can eat by yourself. Ah, by the way, Mr. Bai is back. Oh, you see, do you miss him? Just go for an appointment. Anyway, he is also you. He has many choices. More is better. Don't carry it. He won't give you money. He will find opportunities to develop himself. Isn't it all his ability to be a boyfriend or a husband? "
I'm not angry. Is Li AI really looking for trouble?
"Li AI, if you don't speak, no one will think you are dumb."
She shrugged, "I'm right, don't believe it, don't know good or bad, virtue!"
Since I broke my face with her, I found a lot of her shortcomings, which I can't bear. I don't know whether it's her hidden faults or I didn't find them. Anyway, we can't be friends any more and we're thankful not to be enemies.
They are prejudiced against each other, look down upon each other, and speak with stings.After she left, Li AI also sent me a wechat, which is a photo. The place should be in the bar. It's dark. I still saw that person, a woman sitting beside him, who is Yang x star.
I did not hesitate to delete the photo, this matter as do not know.
Bai Yeyuan's private life has nothing to do with me. I just don't know if he comes or goes.
Li AI's provocation is just to make me feel unhappy. I can't really follow her mind. By the way, I sent a wechat to Li AI, saying, "you are very concerned about Mr. Bai's private life. Why don't you take off your clothes and go to him again, maybe he will agree. In my opinion, at least, you look better than that big star, don't you? "
Li AI's provocation is like stabbing a sharp blade on the wound of my heart. The pain is so unforgettable that I can't do it if I don't hate her.
Li AI didn't reply to me. I wanted to delete her friend, but if she provoked me again, I couldn't get it. I didn't even have a chance to fight back, so I just let it go.
But, this night, in my dream, the appearance of white night appears repeatedly. The woman sitting beside him is changeable, but it's not me.
The next morning, Lu Ze asked me out. Without saying why, he drove me to the suburbs to see the route. It should be a cemetery. I didn't ask much. I think I came to visit grandma. On the way, he told me some foreign news, and I listened attentively.
Suddenly, he hugged me and scared me.
"Don't make any noise. Do as I say. For the time being, I'll say nothing. I'll be fine in a moment."
I nodded in bewilderment, listening to a woman's voice coming from behind, slightly surprised, "this Is that Azar? "
Zhou Tongtong, my high school teacher, I turned to look at her in amazement. It is said that she is no longer a teacher at school. She used to like wearing white clothes. Today, she is wearing a black and gray dress. Her sunglasses are very big, covering her whole thin face.
I was surprised to see two people, some confused frown, Lu Ze's performance makes me have to think, but their youth is also too much worse.
Lu Ze's hand still did not let go of me, smiling and greeting teacher Zhou Tongtong, "sister Zhou, it's me, long time no see."
Zhou Tongtong's face is not very good. The smile on her face is gone in a moment. The smile is just like a piece of ice, "ah, yes, ha ha, long time no see. What are you doing here? Well... "
Zhou Tongtong didn't look at me, or she didn't recognize me at all.
I didn't want to get her attention.
The teacher was very good to me at that time and took good care of me, but sometimes she was very strict with us for her performance, so she could speak a little, but on the whole, she was still a very good teacher. I didn't see her when I went back to school to get my files after the college entrance examination. I heard other teachers say that she didn't want to be a teacher in school, and she had to leave because of some things at home.
My impression of her is still a few years ago. I don't want to. In recent years, she has changed a lot. I've been more than 20 years, and she still looks so young.
I look at Lu Ze, look at her, still silent.
I don't know how to introduce myself when I meet here.
"Well, I came back to see your father. I didn't expect to meet you here."
Lu Ze Oh a, "I and my fiancee are also about to go, did not expect to meet you here, ha ha."
Two people stood awkwardly, spoke awkwardly, and the whole air was filled with awkwardness.
After being quiet for a while, Lu Ze wanted to take me with him. Zhou Tongtong looked at me and exclaimed in surprise, "Oh, isn't this my student? What a coincidence. Lin Miaomiao, do you remember me? I was your Chinese teacher in high school. Later, I took you for a year in senior three. "
I nodded heavily, "teacher, I remember that I recognized you just now, but I didn't dare to recognize you. I thought I was wrong."
She laughed out loud, pulled me warm when I was her most valued good student, asked me, "meow meow, how are you recently, I heard that your school is very good now, isn't it?"
"Teacher, I'm very good. I've been very busy recently. How are you?" I reluctantly said polite words, for fear that such a poor greeting bit his tongue.
Her smile was still a little unnatural. Look at me, and then look at Lu Ze beside me. After a pause, she changed the topic.
"I'm passing by. Ha ha, that I'll go first. You're his fiancee, right? You are still in school, you can't delay your study, but you are all adults. The teacher knows that you have a good idea. Ha ha, look at me, I haven't been a teacher for a long time. There is still so much nonsense, ha ha Then you go ahead, Azer. I'll go back first. "
Zhou Tongtong some flustered, walked two directions in front of us, turned back again, just left.
Lu Ze and I stood and looked at her dryly until we were far away.
He gently pulled my hand, laughing, and some helpless shake his head, "that's my father's wife."I barely smile on the corner of my mouth was smashed by such a sentence. I didn't know what to say.
His parents are long gone. Why is Zhou Tongtong his father's wife? In my impression, Zhou Tongtong is not much older than me!
"Let's go. I'll tell you later. Just wait for me outside when you get in."
I asked in amazement, "ah, didn't you come to see grandma?"
He was stunned, shook his head and said, "no, grandma's cemetery has been moved to Hebei, which is the birthplace of grandma. I haven't told you that I came to see my parents today. You wait for me for a while, and I'll tell you when I come out. "
I nodded obediently and watched him leave.