Head empty, I was surprised to open his eyes, looking at him close at hand, for a long time did not slow down.
White night distant relatives for a long time, for a long time I can't control some, he just let me go.
I lowered my head and wiped the saliva off my mouth, but I could not help but breathe out, "Mr. Bai, you You're the one to get married. "
He laughed and rubbed my lips with his fingers. "Why don't you push me away?"
"I can't push it. You can't get away with me. But I miss you."
He also sighed and hugged me. "Then don't force yourself to forget me. Isn't that good?"
Well, he always thinks about his own good. When did he think about me? What's a man who wants to get married and hang out with me?
I said, "Mr. Bai, what happened just now should not happen in the future. I'll move out tomorrow. "
With that, I broke free from his arms and ran away.
I didn't find Bai Yeyuan until I got off work. He had left ahead of time.
I took a taxi back to Lu Ze's home. The lights in the whole room were on, but there was no one.
I lost sitting on the sofa staring at the window, outside do not know when the snow, snowflakes fall.
The heating in the room was sufficient. I wore a thick down jacket. It was a little hot at this time, but I was too lazy to move. I let the beads of sweat flow down and wet my back.
For a long time, I fell asleep askew. I didn't know when someone was lying down beside me. I sat up straight and looked at the front of me. I was on the bed in the room.
A hand came over and gently stroked my forehead. "It's OK. It's fever. What's the matter?"
I turned to look at him in amazement, empty and dissolute heart suddenly filled with something, a lost and recovered feeling, immediately made me energetic.
I asked curiously, "when will you be back? Didn't I just fall asleep in the living room?"
"I got home half an hour after you came back. You left after work. Why didn't you tell me that I didn't find you? You have a fever. Don't go to work tomorrow. I said I would give you money. I'm hiring you to work as a nurse for me. Do you understand me? Why are you so stubborn?"
I was stunned, touched a face, is some perm, "ah, good, but I have a fever, will infect you, you, you go back to sleep."
"Ha ha, where to go, this is my room."
I was shocked, suddenly nodded, looked at the window, my room window in the bed position, his room window in the bed position, the room did not pull the curtain, so now the whole room looks so bright, outside a lot of snow, snowflakes hanging in the window edge, pile of a finger so thick.
"What a heavy snow."
I lay down in a daze and found a comfortable position to continue to sleep.
He smiles, bows behind me, hugs me, and tells me softly, "I know you like it, so I didn't pull the curtain. Go on sleeping!"
The next afternoon, my head was in a state of chaos.
Talking on the phone in the daytime is very loud. I should be angry.
I still have a high fever. I have no strength all over. I don't know what's wrong with it. I guess I didn't get well after I was in the rain, and I fell ill again and again because I was frozen on the way back yesterday.
In the past, I was weak and fell ill in winter. I spent the long winter in illness. Later, my mother died, and my father didn't care about me. I didn't dress and eat in time, but my illness decreased. Recently, I don't know what happened, and I began to recuperate.
Maybe it has something to do with mood?
I want to pack up my things and go back, but I have no place to go. I haven't earned enough money to work. It's hard to go out.
I really failed.
I used to think that I would become a successful person with a strong heart and be able to overcome any difficulties in the world, but I didn't know how small I was until I came to the society.
I can't even control my mood and continue to hang out with Bai Yeyuan.
I'm such a jerk.
But I can't do without him.
Love ah, this thing is a sugar coated poison, even if it has been extremely sour, I still do not want to leave, has been poisoned to the marrow.
I reluctantly up, holding the quilt lying on the sofa in the living room, listening to his intermittent phone.
It's because of work. I was very angry and directed on the phone. The people I listened to were very excited. I was still in a daze.
Later, he held me back to the room. I was like a kitten who had found warmth and kept it in his arms.
"Bai Yeyuan, don't marry her, OK?"
He smiles, "OK."
I can't tell whether it's a dream or a reality, but I know it won't happen after all.
In the evening, I finally had a high fever. He sat on the sofa in the living room and looked at the information. He saw me come out and look up at me. He threw the information, stood up on the sofa and said, "I'm hungry. There's hot food in the pot. It's ready."I have a look at the time. It's more than nine o'clock in the evening. "Did you do it? I'm really unqualified as a nurse. I need you to cook and take care of me. I'll do it myself. Have you eaten yet?"
He shook his head, sat down again, covered his stomach and frowned for a long time before he said, "it doesn't matter. I'm not hungry. I've drunk a lot of rice porridge."
People lose weight quickly when they don't eat. They have to work all day long at night. They lose a lot of weight in just two or three days.
I painfully said, "rice porridge is pure rice, it seems that there are many pieces of meat and preserved eggs here. Let me make preserved egg and lean meat porridge for you. This has a little effect. It should be easy to digest after being chopped, right?"
He quietly en, continue to look at the information, did not lift his head.
I'm ready to serve it out and put it in front of him.
He looked down for a while and suddenly said, "if only I were my wife."
When I was stunned, the chopsticks in my hand fell down, and I was caught by his hand, and by the way, I also caught my hand.
"Sit down and eat together."
My heart is suffering, like something blocked, rice porridge taste is very strange.
I never thought about what to do with him, but we are always doing things that we will be together in the future, which is too sad.
After dinner, he did not ask me to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, pulled me to watch TV together.
I'm absent-minded, and he's not.
I asked him, "is the blade ready? I didn't see you go to change the dressing. I'll see how the recovery is."
He smiles, grabs my hand and doesn't show me.
I want to see. After a while, he compromised.
I opened my clothes and a smell came out. This I'm infected.
I screamed, "are you dying? Hurry up and go to the hospital with me. It's all infected. Are you crazy? "
He didn't care, he said with a smile, "nothing to clean up."
I frowned and asked, "when?"
"Before you left work yesterday, you went back late and didn't see you."
So he went to the hospital?
I was angry and pulled him hard, "really, you don't want to die? It should be in the hospital. Why do you have to come here? "
He gently pinched my cheek, I dodged the position of his knife edge, listening to his gentle words on my head, "I'm worried about you, so I have to see you every day, otherwise I'm not at ease in the hospital."
I hold him tightly, tears can not control the flow down.
The white night patted me and sighed.
In such a snowy night, it seems that no warm room can warm each other's hearts. Only by embracing each other can we find some comfort in each other.
In the middle of the night, I called the driver to take me to the hospital.
The driver ordered a single room here and found a good doctor to clean the knife edge. After the anesthetic, he still felt that the knife edge was very painful and the doctor had to operate again.
At dawn, the anesthetic worked, and I helped push the bed into the operating room.
Halfway through the operation, his mother came.
Zhou Jingfang looks a little fatter than when I saw her before. Maybe she wears a thick cashmere coat, which doesn't match her temperament.
Zhou Jingfang stood at the door of the operating room, facing the closed door, not knowing what she was thinking.
I nervously put on my sleeve, sat on the stool, staring at her back, and wanted to see through. I really wanted to know what the mother thought.
Since Bai Yeyuan was a child, she has been indifferent to him. Now that she has grown up, Bai Yeyuan wants to do what she likes. She has to stop him in every way. Doesn't she know what her son needs and how to respect him?
In fact, there are many such mothers who control everything of their children. It seems that their children are their own tools and accessories. Therefore, in their view, they should respect her views in everything of their children. Otherwise, they are unreasonable and unfilial.
In fact, filial piety is really a drag on the dead, and a person is an independent individual, what he wants to do is freedom. Why do parents always have to stand in their own position and never consider the next generation?
Zhou Jingfang came out and passed by me, his high heels ringing on the ground.
"Come with me."
She's talking to me.
I don't want to go. I don't want to make trouble in the hospital. I have to follow.
Standing in the stairwell, it's a little cold here. I shiver when the wind blows.
I subconsciously avoided the air vent and stood inside.
Zhou Jingfang hummed coldly, "do you know the shame? What's the point of standing away, worrying about being seen? "
I have no excuse, and I can't tell her why.
I said, "Auntie, we are all for the sake of a good night. I know you hate me, but don't quarrel here, OK? I know what you tell me. I won't pester him, but he needs me now. I will leave at the right time, and I won't interfere in his marriage, and I won't make any mistakes in his wedding because of my appearance. You can rest assured."She sneered, "I don't worry? Why should I believe you? A slut is a slut. Is it because I give less money that I continue to pester my son? Miss Lin, you should know what you are. How glorious do you think you are to accompany wine? The money I give you is just your first night. Is a million too little? Do you really think of yourself as a treasure? My son is just obsessed. He doesn't have much patience with you, but I don't urge you to go away. I just warn you not to interfere in my son's future. If I know that you haven't gone away before he gets married, don't blame me for being cruel. "
Zhou Jingfang glared at me, turned and left.
I stand in the leeward place, still feel around is cool wind, blowing my whole body uncomfortable.
Then the driver came to me and I got out of here.
Zhou Jingfang didn't leave either. He followed behind the bed and walked carelessly.
I really don't feel any good about this mother. It's really surprising that dayeyuan can become such an excellent person.
Zhou Jingfang said, "it's just an operation. It's not like you haven't experienced it before. Why do you leave the hospital suddenly? Are you too many or are you still not sensible? I'm worried about your father. How come you don't know how to keep your temper. Son, don't make trouble any more. You should take heart and get married. I've got people ready for Li Su's wedding. There's still half a month left for the wedding. Why don't you take wedding photos? "
It turns out that the person who married Bai Yeyuan is really Li Su.
I secretly take a breath, the heart is uncomfortable, the whole body is in pain, breathing is tingling in front of my eyes black.
"Son, recently you were in the hospital. I found a special nurse to take care of you. I can't drink any more during this time. How old are you? You just go to the hospital all day? In addition, you are the sole member of the Bai family and will inherit the whole company of the Bai family. In the future, all the things of the Bai family will belong to you. You will be a giant in the business world in the future. Don't you know how many lists you have on your shoulders? The body is the capital, must not be sorry oneself. After Li Su marries you, don't come out to fool around again, have a good baby, and will help you in the future, so we can rest assured to let go at that time. "